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My name here came from a book written by Midori. If your a newbie or even someone who has experiance i greatly recommend reading a few of her books.

I am not sure what to say here, so i will be blunt and honest. I put down that i am a switch as i have been a submissive for last seven years. I have always had a Dominant characterisics when concerning women and have always felt that i needed to top them. Recently that has transcended to feelings i have about men. So for now i am trying to explore that side of me. I have been on CM before and i am single/uncollared. But feel that i couldnt be with anyone at the moment until i figure out these feelings i do have.

I am here to make new friends and find endless possabilities in what could by discovering these new exciting unexplored feelings.

I do have pics and will share but choose not ot post here because even though i enjoy humilation play i think bidding for my own pics on ebay or such is crossing some line or limit.

I am an attractive woman who is not jaded by life or by experiances and finds joy and humor in just about everything. I am financial stable with a career and my own home. I am very intelligent so if your just here to play games or if your a wannabe player then i suggest you run or i will take out any of my aggressive tendencies out on you. I wonder if men like that enjoy nine inch rail road tiles shoved up there...... hmmmmm...


I will explain more later in my profile and journal entries.
4/6/2009 2:28:43 PM
Having computer issues lately, wont be on cm for a bit until it is resolved. Sorry.
3/27/2009 11:07:38 AM
One of my favorite passage's from Midori's book. Altough the passage is in reference to SM I believe it holds true of SM and D/s.

" A SM moment shared may touch you indelibly. It may stay with you eternally and you may be forever changed. The moment may be as fleeting as spring rains in the desert, but the joy it feeds and the flowers of pleasure it brings to bloom are just as brilliant as a desert rose.

How can i forget the magic of opening the doors to the darkest part of someone's child-heart despite thier life-wreary body? I will always treasure the beauty and the art that we create with rope and flesh. The symphony of pain and pleasure that we conduct will always echo in my mind. With a consenting other i can unleash my monsters to commit the atrocities of passion. The deep impact of these moments feeds an eternal flame in me that keeps my lust for life blazing bright.

 With this eternal flame, i may warm my soul on the bone chilling days of the lonely herat. While this flame stays lit, i might go for a long period without playing. I shall not play for the sole reason of obligation or expectation. I shall play only as my passion moves me to play. I shall enter into the moments of SM to feed an honest hunger and not for the sake of wonton and destructive gluttony.

I do SM in serach of a moments clarity and pureness of existence. "




3/27/2009 2:05:08 AM
 



Shh..baby.. just listen... tune out the world and focus on me

shh..baby.. just listen... you will hear my song

shh..baby.. just listen... sultry tunes at the edge of your awareness

shh..baby.. just listen ... watch my notes dance upon the air between you and me

shh..baby.. just listen... let me call you closer.. come closer baby

shh..baby.. just listen... let my silken lips caress your ear.. tempting

shh..baby.. just listen... promises of delights yet unexplored

shh..baby.. just listen... let the notes touch you places yet undiscovered

shh..baby.. just listen... lean in closer and feel my breathe upon your flesh

shh..baby.. just listen... Songs of passion, unbridled lust filter through the air

shh..baby.. just listen... hear my tale of woe .. let me take you on my journey

shh..baby.. just listen... to depths so far unfathomed, i promise you

shh..baby.. just listen... Ecastasy you have never known.. arousal never felt

shh..baby.. just listen... such intenisty it appoaches agony..

shh..baby.. just listen... holding your release in the palm of my hand

SHH listen closely you will hear my song

follow me to heaven on wings afire amid tumbled sheets

let me show you this sirens skill. adept

at the art of love.. let me sing to you

my sirens song.. let me let me

sigh this lovers sigh... let me show you

here, right now.. let me touch.. like this...

3/27/2009 2:02:02 AM
 

On a deserted island
The shadows fall~
Flowers and moonlite
We have it all.
You touch my skin
Time stands still ~
Hot raw passion
consumes us
Waves come in
Wild and free~
Darlin', you are
my fantasy.

Laying in sand
Holding each other~ .
Skin on Skin
Searing heat~
Legs entwined
Our bodies meet.
Our joy a feast
And I'm hungry~
Darlin' you are
My fantasy.

So hot within
Flames high with desire~
Come on baby
Light my fire.
Starving embers
Heated they glow~
Feed me baby,
I need you so.
I feel your hands
All over me~
Darlin', you are
My fantasy.....
You feel my presence as intense as it can be
I watch you tremble at an arms length wondering what will be
Your naked skin for me to admire
I touch your nipple and you take your breath in
I smile in the dark at your response to my touch
I run a finger down your chest
And I can feel your desire building up inside
you never once give in to the rush of passion
I take my time as I take you for the first time
you feel the flooger fall upon your skin
I hear you moan as your vision turns black
you feel my touch and it resounds like a drum
I can hear your heart beat within your chest
I feel your hard nipple between my fingers get harder
I can see your hips buck as desire fills you up
Quickly and roughly I lay you down

you moan and squeal at the sudden move, knowing what is coming
Slow….every so slowly…. I take my time
I forge the bond between us
Plunging into my control I feel you stiffen and I hear you moan aloud
My breathe ragged as I mutter

"you are mine now"

3/25/2009 10:09:15 AM

I want to be your everything, My Darling!

I am the soft scent of roses, that caresses your nose,
I am the unexplained arousal that curls your toes.
I am the love song that plays in your head,
Mine is the soft body you want in your bed.
It is my tongue that you want to tickle and tease,
It is in my ear that you beg," Pretty Please!"
It is my arms that you want to hold you tight,
It is my body you want to warm you during the cold dark night.
My image alone, causes a reaction,
I will stimulate your mind and grant you satisfaction.
Can you stop my aura when it comes to possess?
When it causes heat to consume you and makes you restless?
Do you really want to banish that thrill?
Not to succumb to my demands and have your desire fulfilled?
As you immerse yourself in me,
Do you really want me to set you free?
Surrender, My Love and joy will be at hand.
Come to me and obey my commands.

MissDollFace
 
 Age: 30
 Swan bartlesville, Oklahoma