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Find me on as BlondeSlave from now on. sick of collarme. Fed up with alt. |
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Interrogation tonight. I am prepared to be a puddle. |
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slave a - a lesson for those married men and/or fathers who fantasize about being a slave. You cannot be a slave if you have responsibilities to other people unless your owner takes them on as their responsibility as well. In the case of a wife, it is possible that you develop a joint ownership or train the man for her.
The best you can do is set aside certain service times and set in place protocols to be adhered to.
slave j- still need to sit down and have that discussion of responsibilities and punishments. I almost feel sorry for him. But it is better in the end that he suffer now. The learning curve certainly hurts. |
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slave a's solution didn't work so well. He gets one more chance and then he must be beaten. Otherwise, he is doing well. |
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slave a has been true to his word so far. My dungeon is clean and sanitized. I've put a problem to him to solve--which may be unsolvable--LOL. The dungeon smells like a dungeon sometimes especially after rain so he must keep it smelling nice and pretty for me. Will keep you informed on his "solution". |
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Friday night when Master arrived I was reminded that I had forgotten His
toybag...again.
One look from Him made me scramble for a solution. No way did I want the
punishment
that look would bring. After some quick thinking, I said, "but Master I do
have some toys
for you to use; new ones that you've never used before!" *smile*. He looked
suspicious. I
ran into the office and fetched out a wooden paddle and some wooden clamps that
I had
been hiding for months. He's very specific about His wooden toys and He wasn't
impressed when He saw these but they were made for Him so I couldn't justify
giving them
away. Instead, I hid them. They're not the density that He likes, but I knew
they were
going to hurt. Then I had to explain why they were sitting in the back of a
filing cabinet in
a bag instead of at home...well it turns out I was going to get punished no
matter what.
Like I always say, if I'm going to get punished anyway, why be good?!
I have never been so glad in all my time here to have that little cell with the
pretty bars in
the corner of the dungeon!!! After his usual scout of the dungeon, Master
settled on the
cell as his intended place of torture. I followed orders and grabbed kneeling
carpets to
wait in the cell for Him. When He came in, I knelt all the way down with my
forehead
touching the dungeon floor at His feet. He ordered me up in His formal way and
the well
worn leather dungeon cuffs were placed on me, which was the first part of the
punishment. I have an attachment to Master's own cuffs. I was clipped to 2 of
the O-
rings in the ceiling and punished with a new crop of His. He then clamped my
nipples into
those wooden contraptions grrrr. Once I thought I couldn't take anymore of the
crop, He
put the wooden paddle to use. I was almost in tears when He finally stopped and
left the
cell briefly, to come back with a chair.
I was silently ordered to kneel on it, again in His formal fashion, and did so.
He continued
with His favorite implement, the crop, and I heard His breathing getting heavy,
then
coming quickly as bit back the cries of pain. Still, He always knows exactly
what He's
doing to me. I began writhing and squirming, even standing on the chair and
twisting to
get away from the worst of the pain even as my heart threatened to jump out of
my chest.
The walls closed in and I swear I even tried to climb the walls to get out.
The crop kept falling...biting into my flesh and when I thought I could take no
more, I
would be blessed with His kiss. Our minds and bodies spiraled upward in this,
the only
method of lovemaking that has ever touched our souls. The passion of His
sadistic nature
and my submissive and masochistic response to it battled with the earthly pain
for my
attention but neither won because the battle itself just made me more focused
and aware
of my love and adoration for Him.
I love you, Master. |
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Party on June 20th 7pm-11pm. |
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Well slave a is here vacuuming now. Good start huh?! A good slave, really. Doesn't speak unless spoken to or it's necessary. Apparently remembers previous orders in detail. This could be good....
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Who wants to wager on how this will turn out?
" I will be there routinely to clean beinning next week; no excuses.slave a..." |
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ATTN ALL gay, bi, and sissy MEN: I have a surprise for you. Really! Guess what? I DO NOT have men with giant cocks lined up for you to suck off. Drill a hole in a stall or something. I'm not your pimp. |
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I had the opportunity to meet one of the models we had been considering for our Fetish Photo Workshop. (It's a how-to class for fetish photography.) Anyway, she looks great and even better she showed up! on time! to a friend's shoot.
She's hired.
Looking forward to meeting some of you that are interested in learning, honing your skills, or just getting some great shots of some hot models. |
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TWO QUESTIONS I WANT ANSWERED
1. The question of SEX. I don't know why this isn't a standard expectation of messaging a kinky prospect but it should be. I get so many messages telling me that you're looking for someone to control your life...great! You thrive on corporal punishment (and reward)...great! But where is the note about sex?
Do you want to never have it again?
Be allowed to have a girlfriend/boyfirend if you earn it?
Do you expect me to have sex with you?
Do you expect me to set you up with others who will have sex with you?
2.The question of HIERARCHY. I am an owned slave myself so I would think you would want to know where your place is in that.
What you need to know:
A.I do not get or give sexual gratification to anyone other than my Master(husband).
B.I'm not a sensual domme; I am a strong,classically beautiful woman and I am hard to please.
C.I want a slave to hurt and control completely. A person to OWN as an OBJECT(i.e.slave). Is that so hard to understand...here!? |
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Hosting my first FOF (flog on friday) party tonight. I am bracing myself for a low turnout, but I will try to find some fun.
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If you are not ready to drop everything and come meet me, do not write to me. If you are across the country OR IN ANOTHER ONE then you may write only if you tell me when you are going to be in my area. NO I do not play online. |
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Things like this make the thankless risk and task of running a D/s business worthwhile:
"by the way, the 8-foot bullwhip i bought that night, is the finest whip i have ever had the good fortune to enjoy, endure, and suffer under.."
quote from sub d |
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I have mounted a giant cleaning task on one lucky "slave a". He seems to be following orders pretty well though I haven't been able to be in attendance for his cleaning yet. It will take him several more days before he finishes cleaning and sanitizing my dungeon. After which, I will place him under consideration for ownership again. |
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Looking forward to the FOF party on the 16th. Think I'll do something different with the refreshments I provide. I will put out what I would personally like available after a scene. Other than that, we have a slave under consideration. Wish the poor slave luck (and stamina) |
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Party was awesome. We branded the boy with incense. Next time with strike branding. The incense limits the design possibilities. |
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I am so fascinated by branding so I can barely contain myself over tonight's dungeon party. |
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*sigh* One snobby model, 2 good ones, 1 maybe, and 2 no shows. That's models for ya. All in all the go see went well.
Looking forward to exercising my flash abilities *wink wink* |
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Master Ed is hiring models for His fetish photography workshop. We are hosting an all day go-see for interested models (Sunday 4/27). You must be comfortable with tasteful nudity.Dependable models will get repeat bookings. Girl-next-door look a plus but not necessary. Snobby or shy need not apply.
Will consider outstanding male models.
Bring recent portfolio with you if you have one. |
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We also have started a ahoo group for just the people who attend our parties or want to learn (or teach) the ropes, etc. http://groups.yahoo.com/group/DFP-com/join |
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The next party is Sept 8th from 9pm-1am. Please let me know if we can expect you ahead of time. I'll put you on the list. It's Back to School Night so girls wear your schoolgirl uniform! |
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