OMFG - Let me give you "men" another tip - TRAVELING is not "in my area" - I don't want someone who pops into my state every few weeks.  When I say LOCAL I MEAN LOCAL - Honestly, I am at a loss to make it any clearer.  I don't know what is wrong with you idiots and as of today I will no longer reply to anyone that is not in my state.  Trust me, you are NOT the one to change my mind. . . :::shaking my head:::

And don't bother sending me these bullshit cut & paste "introductions" - I can see right through them.  I'd rather be alone than with someone who can't even write a decent sentence.  Yeah, I expect a lot (I've been told) but I am worth it and if you don't think so, I don't care. . .

OK - all the stuff is done & I was ready to resume my life today but then my sister called me and let me know my Aunt died. . . now I don't feel like answering messages or talking. . . .I promise I will get to all your inquiries as soon as possible.  Missing my special guys <3

Not having a fun night.  Going to be very busy the next week and I'm crabby about it.

Oh how I wish I could cut & paste here. . .

I got a message from a "man" who was upset at me because I wrote about him here, he was the guy who said my expectations were too high - like I didn't recognize his name - I didn't put it here out of respect & I don't out people for just being an asshole.  He told me I was blocked - why even tell me? It's like when the people on social media sites post that "They are leaving" just so everyone can beg them to stay. . .when I leave, I go.  When I block someone, which I have only done once (guess who it was?) I am surely not going to write him or her and tell them.  LOL - I picture him trying to slam down a cell phone. . .So now I need to nurse my broken heart. LOL - seriously, in his message he sounded like a child having a temper tantrum.  I don't get why these "men" get all pissy when I tell them I am not interested in continuing the communication with them.  I mean, I understand that an online relationship can be quite intense for some, but we never even exchanged names.  They have NO idea who I am.  A few emails back and forth and you cop an attitude because I cut you off?  Hmmmmm, no wonder you are alone. . .

I should just write a thesis about the behavior here . . .Let me just clarify, no one likes to be told that the person they have been talking to has no interest in them, I get that.  I try not to be rude, I try to explain my reasoning so that maybe they can come to realization that it just wasn't going to work.  I do take people's feelings into account.  But these middle aged men are acting like little children.  Wondering if I should switch teams and dominate the baby right out of them.  OK I'm done.

I am getting bored with this process.  Time to cut some prospects & narrow down the field.

I am thinking most men on here can't read - I make it perfectly plain that I don't DO cyber, that I don't want an "online Dom" (honestly I don't even know how that works) and now I am adding if I have never had a conversation with you don't bother to send me a chat request.  Oh and Florida, Georgia and the UK is NOT local to Colorado.  WTF??

Question of the day: If you can drive up on a porch, it is really a porch?? I mean, a slab of concrete in front of a house does not a porch make. . .not in my world. . .

I had a guy tell me on here that I was looking for a "fantasy" guy and that he was the type that liked to go slow - did my description say I wanted to move in, get married and do it NOW? Whatever - not for nothing but if you (or I) decide that our talking isn't for either of us, just go away.  Really, no explanation needed.  Because I have enough people on here already who I enjoy talking to (and you know who you are) and if you leave I probably won't even notice your gone.  OK, that wasn't nice, but fuck it, I never said I was nice. . .

I am often asked what I am looking for, so I figured I'd put it here so I can either refer to it or copy & paste.

I am looking for the last relationship in my life.  He MUST be intelligent, as the mind is the most sensual organ & if you can't excite my brain it is highly doubtful you can excite me at all.  He must be honest, have the ability to communicate his desires, needs and feelings, he must be able to have a strong sense of self. I want to be cared for & treated as the treasure I am.  He must LOVE sex, and I mean LOVE it - if you don't want sex at least once a day then move on. I have lived in too many sexless relationships & refuse to waste anymore time.  I crave and desire intimacy and he must be able to break down my defenses.  I want to be able to count on him, through thick & thin.  I want to be able to let go completely and fully.  I enjoy pleasure and pain, and I have no desire to be someone's housekeeper or nanny.  He must out our relationship first.  He must be willing to have patience as I have been out of the lifestyle for a long time.  He must be able to tolerate me being a brat and handle me accordingly.  I want to experience things I never have before.

My Master should have earned the right to be called Master as I earn the right to be His - absolutely NO cyber & NO long distance relationships - if I can't feel you, breathe you, taste you I cannot properly submit to you.  I adore being blindfolded, bondage and, well, you can see my profile. . . He must be looking for a sub to keep, nurture & cherish.  He must be able to give me the attention I seek & deserve.  I will work on a relationship until there is not a shred of it moving on. I am very loyal & when I find Him he will be happier than ever before, that I can promise.

OK, so I have been on here for about 4 days and the messages are slowing down. Whew, the whirlwind new meat gets is exhausting! Found a new song, featured on GIRLS, I really like it - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mqk0xG7tsXY - a bit different than my usual. But it speaks to me. . .I just want someone true. . .