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| I think I am here for two reasons.
1 - Some things would be better vented here on this site rather than facebook.
2 - To try to continue to stay involved with the community that I have spent my whole life involved in.
The following are some reasons why I am not here.
1 - I am not here looking for a relationship, a hookup, a scene, or any of that shit. Trust and believe that you dont play the game on my level and my heart is already taken.
2 - I am not here to feed fantasies, provide jerk off material, or buy into some idiots head games.
My name doesnt matter. But I assure anyone interested that I am a real person.
I am currently going through and getting over a horrible breakup/seperation with My fiance/property/soulmate/heartcrusher...a little good-hearted smirk on the last one :)
I have been involved in the kink community for my whole adult life. It just kinda works for me. But I have been so tied up in life and my relationship, for a long while now, that I lost touch and fell out with many friends. Mostly though, within the bdsm community.
So yeah, I guess you could say that I am looking to see if I can establish true platonic friendships or am I such a cold hearted ass now that I just need to put in a rubber room.
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So, can we be cool?
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Here is me in a nutshell (what I think my friends should know about me)
Ive got issues.
Im a recovering dope fiend.
Im so emotionally dead that I feel alive.
I just went through a major career change and now I have an extremely exciting and dangerous job.
My previous was career that i did for 15 years kicked ass too!
Im trying to be happy despite being very much heartbroken.
I have a past that was very very bad. Sometimes that bright negative light still shines on me but I contstantly try to fight it off with positivity.
I have been there and done that. 20 years in the kink community, nothing shocks or surprises me.
When I am my best I am that Alpha that weaker men aspire to be...
When I am at my worst, well, Ive called myself a piece of shit on numerous occassions.
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And I think thats a good start.
Bring a sense of humor......or dont.
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