This is very close to where I am in this lifetime.
But alas, the soul is eternal, and
mine is old, so if this one, is not what I
hoped, it is no real big loss to me.. LOL..
as I will no doubt more than make up for
any loss in the next REAL LIFE..
Johnny Cash - Hurt - My Tribute
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SmVAWKU4Go
" I hurt myself today,
to see if i still feel,
I focus on the pain,
the only thing thats real,
The needle tears a hole,
the old familiar sting,
try to kill it all away,
but I remember everything,
(Chorus)
what have I become,
my sweetest friend,
everyone i know,
goes away in the end,
and you could have it all,
my empire of dirt,
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt,
I wear this crown of thorns,
upon my liars chair,
full of broken thoughts,
I cannot repair,
beneath the stains of time,
the feelings disappear,
you are someone else,
I am still right here,
What have I become,
my sweetest friend,
everyone I know,
goes away in the end,
and you could have it all,
my empire of dirt,
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt,
if I could start again,
a million miles away,
I will keep myself,
I would find a way......."