Trying to figure out how to get people that have subscribed to my journal...removed from that list ~grumbles~

Sitting here reflecting on so many things and i find myself unable to  stop the sudden flood  of tears as i glance down at the lower right hand corner of my monitor at the date and realize it has been a month and 5 days today since Momma stopped the struggle  with the Alzheimers and passed away  ~tears~  my tears are mixed emotions...i am so very sad...sad for the loss...for the Lady that she was all my life  and how the disease robbed her of all that she was.  i find happiness however in that she is at last free of the wretched monster  that bound her and stole her every memory , including the memory of even having children and that she went very peacefully with my brother holding her hand, listening to her favorite piece, Moonlight Sonata and when Dennis thanked her for being his Momma and told her he loved her,even though she had been non responsive for hours,  she squeezed his hand, took a couple breaths and was gone...no struggle at all...that  gives me peace...i Love You Momma 31 Oct 40 - 11 Apr 12

Am getting  real tired of these issues with my health...happy to be out of the hospital again...this  is getting old...

Sitting here, i reflect upon the changes i have observed over the last couple of weeks that have come upon a few people i know. Sadly, they appear not to be the happiest of change. Not only for the persons themselves but others directly involved.  It is my hope that soon, the winds of change will make for a positive blessing upon them and their journeys will again begin to be brighter  ~Walk In Peace~

Sitting online, between the various sites I go on, and amused at how some people use the same lines on different people. How over the years, tho the people in their lives may and do change, the things they say and do with them do not change ~shaking head~  Growth is measured by more than just change who we choose to spend our time with. Stagnating  is easy to get used to. We never really realize  how it has become a part of our makeup until we shed it from our life and blossom like a new bud in a flower bed. Life has been interesting the last couple months and proves to be still. I am counting on good news from the doc soon and a whole lot of new blossoms. Life is good and it is good to be me.  ~Faerie Tracks In Time~

The time has come to seriously concentrate on my health....Faerie tracks in time....one test down,one  to go...Thank the Goddess that the first one came back  good. That kind of fear is unnerving and tends to throw ya off balance. Now to get thru the heart test. This getting older  is not what it's cracked up to be ...LOL.