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WILLOWSmagpie

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i’m really bad at describing myself. i am so much more than anything i could put here but i’ll try to give you the gist of me at least on paper. *grins

i feel like right now my entire world has opened up to me. i was recently laid off, yet i feel more prepared for the world than i ever have. For the first time in a very long time, i like who i have become. i’m a strong, intelligent, and even beautiful woman. Anyone who knew me a year ago would be shocked to hear me describing myself this way. i am my own worst critic. But thanks to the wisdom and support of one of the most amazing women in the world, i am proud to say i’m me.

i’m not a Barbie doll, and i don’t think I ever will be. i’m just me and if the extra padding isn’t for you- fine. Then keep on moving If you want a great friend, great listener, a great comanion, well then stick around.

__Some random info about magpie:__
*i sing in the car as if no one can hear or see me
*i am a really bad speller
*i love scary movies if i have someone's arm to hold onto
*i LOVE hugs
*i love color books
*i get competitive when i bowl (though i really suck at it)
*i love to smile
*i hate when men don't smile in pictures
*i hate sleeping alone and sleep with a teddy bear to keep me company
*i truly am a magpie through and through (like the bird i mean)
*i love random trips to the zoo, museum or to nowhere
*i love playing card and board games
*i'm really bad at answering the phone
*i love to text and chat online
*i read anything i can get my hands on
*i write stupid stuff i don't let anyone else read
*i love staying up late
*i have been known to create magpie-isms
*i'm really good at making lists

OK so i'm done with all the boring vanilla stuff. But i'm not here for vanilla and chances are, neither are you. First things first- i am what my title says- i'm a submissive. What does that mean to me? For starters, by nature i'm a pleaser. Doing little things to make those around me smile- TOTALLY makes my day. i'd rather spend money on someone i love, or create something for someone i love over myself any day. That doesn't mean i don't enjoy surprises myself though *smiles*. So i'm a submissive- not a bottom. i enjoy pain, but even more than than that i enjoy making who i'm with proud. i want Him to to be proud to be with me, to be proud of who i am, to be proud He made the right decision in choosing me. i won't top from the bottom, i won't be bratty simply to get smacked and i will NEVER intentionally disrespect someone.

Hmm what else.....

i guess i'm looking for someone to spend my time with. In the long run i'd like to find someone to spend my life with, but i'm in no rush. Life is an adventure worth living.

So if any of this interests you, or if you find yourself intrigued by something i said, or if you just want to say hi- drop me a note! Until next time- TOODLES!
6/26/2011 11:00:10 AM

I've been asked a couple times why I have chosen my profile pic. Right now it's a picture of my boob with a needle in it. For me, it's a big deal. Needles were always on my RED list. They were something that, to be honest, terrified me. I have recently started to overcome that fear. You never forget your first, and that needle is my first. It is something I am very proud of. And so, I'm showing it off.

3/19/2011 2:11:39 PM

To all those people out there who don't like my pic- ITS WAX!! It's a picture I am proud of, because it was my first scene single, on my own. What you see are the remains of wax after a big piece was pulled off my back.

 

It's not a fungus. It's not a disease. It's not disgusting.

 

Its beautiful. 

 

And if you don't like it- DON'T LOOK!

6/12/2009 8:42:54 PM
i'm sick and tired of arrogant, ignorant men. i am tired of me who get angry because i won't meet you for sex without even knowing who you are.  i am active in the local community.  i will meet you there if you really want to get to know me.  i'm tired of men who think that every single word they say is to be worshiped, regardless of what they say. 

i'm a submissive at heart.  It's who i am. But being a submissive does not mean i am weak.  It does not mean i am stupid and it sure as hell doesn't mean i am yours to control simply because your a "Dom". 

Any dominant who wants to be in my life has to know that if he can earn my respect, i will follow him to the ends of the earth.  That i want him to get to know who i am before i take off my pants.  D/s to me isn't simply about sex- it's about the relationship.  It's totally possible to have a strong D/s relationship without a romantic relationship- but it's still a relationship.

i apologize if i have offended anyone- that was not my intent.  i am just tired of being alone.  but i won't play games, and i will be safe.
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 Age: 55
  North Carolina