For Your Love

For your love
I've climbed mountains
Sailed oceans
Deep and cold
Died slowly
By the cruelest
Of cuts
Drowned
In seas of tears
Flowing streams
Creating oceans
Stared at sunsets
Disillusioned
And in solitude
All for your love
For your love
I've made love to you
In fragrant fields
Of flowers
Thrown roses
At your feet
Kissed your full
Pouting lips
One thousand times
Feasted on memories
That lift my soul
Shatter my heart
Made love to you
In the darkness
All for your love
For your love
I've loved you
In dark forests
Secluded rendezvous
Proclaimed
Our sensuality
Passion
Lust
Whipping your naked
Back
Ass
I've looked
Into the ferocity
Of your eyes
Reflecting
The seething desire in mine
As I held
Your gyrating hips
Close
Feeling the euphoria
Electricity
Of skin on skin
Salty wet goose flesh
Dancing
An erotic tango
To an eclectic
Conga drum
Eerie sounds
Of the Night
Surreal
Sublime
Your moans
Sighs
Shattering the quiet
Your mouth frozen
In an orgasmic O
We cried together
After making love
Knowing
Love is blind
Sadistic
That fate
Has a wicked
Sense of humor
For your love
I played my part
In this drama DeSade
Madness
Blown about
By the frigid
Autumn winds
Turned to Winter
Watching the death
Of the fallacy
I called love
Caught up
In pleasure
Pain
Hearing my name
Shouted
Amongst profanity
Whispering
To me beneath
A bedspread soiled
With cum
Mascara
Lipstick stains
Listening
To the wind
Echo
Kiss me
Kiss me
One more time
You said
And I did
Feeling the sweet embrace
Of our lips
Lost
In the moment
Tasting yesterday
When lies
Were still fresh
Almost
Believable
Frozen in time
Like lovers
Swimming
In rumpled sheets
Going under
A black
Never never land of Sin
Illuminated
By candle light
Shadows of devils
Cavorting on a wall
As the full moon
Shines a blue glow
Outside the window
Holding on
To what
Was already gone
Never existed
The illusion
That was our love
The only thing
Real
Was goodbye
Tasting
Your voluptuous body
Full breasts
On my tongue
Succulent
Inner thighs
Shivering
Probing deep
With my throbbing manhood
Somewhere
In a dream
Within a dream
These visions remain
Don't say goodbye
You said
Hold on
To this illusion
Like
A condemned sailor
To the siren's call
A sailing ship
Dashed
Against the rocks
Hoping against hope
That the fantasy prevails
This time
Against good intentions
Overcoming a reality
That cannot be denied
Holding you
In my arms
On a frigid night
Naked and alone
In the dark
Unable to sleep
For soon
We must part
Caressing
Your smooth skin
Running my fingers
Through flowing hair
It is who I am
A character I portray
Lover
Fighter
Madman
Poet
Fool
Martyr
Feeling the agony
Ecstasy
Of our train wreck
Walking away
Unscathed
As the snow
Turns to icy rain
Shivering
Without a coat
To keep me warm
My last gift to you
My love
Knowing you
Will be safe
Secure
On your trip
Back home
To someone else
Leaving me
This beautiful lie
As we hug
Kiss slow
Deep
Wet
Before you go
Trying desperately
To keep the fantasy alive
Mementos
In a scrap book
Buried in the grave yard
Of my mind
Along with my withered
Black heart
Broken but unbowed
I did it all
For your love
My darling
That is the story
I am sticking to
A love that never existed
Like a phantom
It appeared
Out of the ether
Faded
And was gone
Passion and warfare
Robust and strong
Destructive
Leaving behind
Ghosts
Screams
Nightmares
And the most traumatizing
What could have beens
Longing
For a paradise
Of the heart
That will not
Cannot be
Not with you
My love
For your love
Was never love
At
All.