I am an attractive, strong, intelligent, aggressive, independent woman... yet I have always harbored the secret wish that I would meet a man who was even stronger and more aggressive than I... I have never held myself back, pretending to be less than I am just to make a man feel masculine. And yet, whenever I have felt an intense sexual attraction to a dominant man, (which has only happened once with the intensity I am about to describe), I immediately wanted to submit to him, be trained and disciplined by him. The effect he had on me was extreme, both physically and psychologically. Primal. Overwhelming. It felt as though this man had Godlike power – the power of a man; masculine power. I felt totally held by this power. The desire to be taken by this man was so intense that it was frightening. It was difficult to breathe, difficult to remain standing, let alone maintain a conversation. Bone dry mouth, zero appetite, heart all over the place, the fear that I may faint, shaking like a leaf, body positively screaming to be taken by him, a reckless willingness and primal desire to do whatever this man wanted. The masculine power of this man – I felt that power with every fiber of my being... I yearn to feel dominated by a man like this... totally his... totally submissive.
Which brings me back to my original question, does a man like this truly exist for me? And if so, is he willing to work around my limitations? ~ I am married therefore this must be kept confidential & discreet. I am not looking to be his 24/7, but the time we play, I will make every moment worthwhile. I am further narrowing the field in that I'm only interested in a Dom whom I can travel too within an hour's driving time.
