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Vindictive29

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  I currently have a submissive, but she is exploring her dominant side and I need a house kitten to fill the time while she plays with her new submissive. If we are going to throw labels... Polyfidelity best describes our current situation. I am not looking for a one off or a side piece. My family is looking for someone to share our journey with. I don't need someone who is into all the same things I am. I enjoy being challenged by new experience and getting to learn a person and their unique quirks. That thing about yourself you think scares others will probably fascinate me.
12/16/2015 3:03:52 PM
Found this very interesting. What my attention? How? What I want from this play session I just want a fun play session. I want to connect with you. I want to try something new to see if I like it. I want to do something once, to say I’ve done it. I want to learn / practice a new skill. I’m looking for catharsis. This scene will be a success for me if… Fundamentally, I want you to do what I want. It’s important to me that you do what you want without worrying about what I like. I'm nervous about… What I want between us We play, then we’re done. I’m looking for an occasional / ongoing play partner. I’m looking for a relationship. I’m secretly auditioning you as a play partner / lover. When we’re done I’ll see you later. Let’s snuggle and chat. I want to spend the night. Pamper me. I want to express my gratitude by… Call / text / email me the next day. How you treat me I want you to be loving / rough / gentle / angry / mocking / strict / demanding with me. I like it when you call me slut and whore, but don’t call me bitch or cunt. I want you to praise me. Tell me I’m beautiful / strong / sexy. Make me earn your approval. I need you to be always confident and in control. I need to see your human side. Treat me like your equal. Keep me guessing and off balance. Don’t play games with me. What happens in my head I want to feel beautiful / exposed / vulnerable / safe / competent / in control / loved / sexy / desired / powerful / afraid / overwhelmed / … I want to stay present and in control. I want to not have to be in control for a while. When play gets intense, I can become non-verbal. When that happens, I need… I sometimes get triggered by… You can recognize it by… When it happens, I need… I do / don’t want to know what’s coming next. I want to prove how tough I am. Pain Hurt me. Hurt me until I cry / scream / beg for mercy. You’ll know I've had enough when I… I want pain that is predictable and manageable. I only want certain kinds of pain: … I do / don’t want pain during sex. Intimacy I want our play to be fun but let’s keep our distance. I want our play to feel intimate. I want to cuddle / kiss / make out. I want to get to know you as a person. I want you to touch me in intimate but non-sexual ways. I like it when you stroke my hair, kiss my forehead, … Sex I want our play to have sexual energy, but I don’t want to have sex. I want to have sex. I might want to have sex in future, but not this time. It’s important to me that I have an orgasm. It’s important to me that you have an orgasm. In order to reach orgasm, I need a vibrator / to have my legs straight / to go inside my own head / … After I have an orgasm, I want more orgasms / a quiet cuddle / to serve you / hard fucking / … I’m embarrassed about having an orgasm in front of you. It can be hard for me to reach orgasm. I need you to keep at it until I come. It can be hard for me to reach orgasm. Don’t pressure me to come. I likely won’t have an orgasm, and that’s OK. Dominance and submission I want you to dominate me. I want to submit to you voluntarily. Force me to submit to you. Tell me what to do with your words / by force. I want to be a brat / a good boy / a slave. I want you to be strict and demanding / loving / a supportive coach. I want a clear start and finish to our d/s. I want an ongoing d/s connection with you. I do / don’t want our d/s to be strictly limited to our play time. Put a collar / leash on me. How you feel about me I want you to love / value / need me. I want you to be proud of me. I want to feel safe / owned / used / exposed / vulnerable with you. I want to be your slut / toy / pet / prized possession. Punishment and training Punish me for something I did in real life. Punish me for something make believe. I want to work for your approval, knowing that I only get it if I succeed. I want to work for your approval, secure in the knowledge that I will succeed. Train me! Your disapproval / disappointment would be painful and damaging to me. Punish me, but don’t… Be fair with me. Consensual non-consent / rape play Rape play isn’t sexy to me: don’t go there. “Rape” me. Use real / make-believe force. I want to fight you and have a chance of winning. I want to fight you, but I want to lose eventually. I want to feel physically overwhelmed by you. Daddy / little girl Eww, no. Seriously, not for me. Be my loving / strict / mean / bad / indulgent / protective daddy. My little girl persona is… years old. When I’m a little girl, I need / want… Humiliation / degradation / objectification / shame Humiliate me for wanting it. Show me how hard / wet I am. I want to be mocked / teased / taunted. Break me. Break me and then put me back together again. Humiliate me, but don’t call me fat / ugly / worthless / stupid. Make me ask / beg for what I want.
12/10/2015 8:47:59 AM
I figured I would give it a shot: == Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ == 99% Degrader 99% Rigger 97% Non-monogamist 97% Dominant 95% Master/Mistress 95% Sadist 95% Experimentalist 92% Voyeur 91% Owner 88% Brat Tamer 85% Daddy/Mommy 73% Ageplayer 67% Exhibitionist 40% Primal (Hunter) 30% Rope Bunny 26% Switch 9% Girl/Boy 8% Brat 7% Masochist 5% Degradee 5% Vanilla 5% Pet 4% Submissive 2% Slave 1% Primal (Prey) See my results online at http://bdsmtest.org/result.?id=1099242
12/7/2015 5:34:20 PM

 

I wrote this in response to a writing prompt, but I like it in my profile.

 

The night wasn't going quite as you planned. That oh so articulate online Dom had turned out to be a pussy in person. There had been no fire in him... No spark of the predator. Just a poser who knew more about spanking himself than beating a masochistic little pain slut.

The whole thing had been humiliating in all the wrong ways. The disappointment hung like a film, tainting the night air. You want nothing more than to strip naked and dive into the nearest pool of water. You fantasize about taking a swim in the fountain across town... The inevitable arrival of the police for an indecent exposure call, the wrestling match, the cuffs...

The heat and moisture between your thighs starts to build as you imagine being beaten and sodomized with the night sticks... And the cab rolls up to your address before the fantasy with the police can get any more interesting. You enjoy the sense of your own slickness as you open your door.

You reach for the light switch only to feel an iron grip on your wrist before your hand hits the wall.

"Let us save the big reveal til later," growls a low voice as you are yanked into the room and tossed to the ground.

A spike of adrenaline makes your head tingle. The door slams shut. Blackness envelopes you as a large hand closes on your throat and a second, different kind of blackness overtakes you short moments later.

When you come to, it is obvious that someone had put a great deal of consideration into making you uncomfortable. Hands and knees hardly seemed the appropriate deion for such an arrangement of flesh, metal, rope, wood and plastic.

Your face was pressed against plywood, your mouth held open with a metal ring... You can feel the edges of the glory hole with your chin and nose.

The anal hook is putting a great deal of pressure on your tailbone. It seems to be connected to the strap on the ring gag in your mouth, because when you try to straighten your neck, the gag tightens and the hook deepens.

You can barely reach the floor of the stall with your fingertips... Certainly not enough to effect motion. The familiar rope harness around your upper torso had a delicious new bite to it. It was anchored to the ceiling above you.

Your ankles and knees are manacled in some sort of iron frame... Your posture obscene. You feel completely vulnerable. There is no room for movement without pain. There is no hope and no salvation.

You feel hands on your breasts, then your nipples are pinched savagely. It is too much pain too soon after waking. You try to scream, but only succeed in gurgling saliva down your chin.

You hear a chuckle.

Something latches on to your breast with vicious suction. The pressure of the blood trying to fill the intense vacuum starts to throb almost immediately. Not with pain yet. Every heartbeat brought that pain a little closer. Once the pooling of blood in the tissue started, the sensitivity of your swollen flesh was bound to delight the sadist who ordained this fate for you.

You feel strange, callused hands on your pussy. The don't take the time to delicately probe. Three fingers slide into your thoroughly soaked hole while another hand yanks on the hook. You feel the fingers inside you stroke the hook through your vaginal wall. Then the fingers are gone.

"Filthy fucking beast," you hear as you feel three fingers covered in your juices pass through the ring gag to poke at the back of your throat. You choke and mash your face against the wall. "Is that filthy fucking hole what you have to offer? I will have to pay the first three customers to fuck that pussy tonight just to get you slick, you useless.... Why waste the words."

A familiar graduated plug that was never intended for oral use was inserted into your mouth, making you gag and mash your face again. Your nipples are beginning to sing a little song at the part of your brain that tells it when very bad and very good things happen to your flesh... And the song had an ambiguous opening.

There are hands on your pussy again... Pulling and twisting your labia. Then a pinch.... Still pinching... Now you know where your nipple clamps got off to. The other labia got similar rough treatment. Asymmetrically of course. The first clip was towards the ass, the second nearly on the clitoral hood. Your eyes start to tear up, and so does your lovely mound, glistening.

You want to squirm and grind against something to get relief for that I infernal internal itch, but the manacles on your legs are unyielding. All you can do is clench while your pussy spasms around emptiness.

Then the cane came down and you moved the immovable object. You heard it coming and new the sound. Thee cutting of air was followed by the cutting of your flesh upon whence the air was cut with a scream.

"Settle down." The voice was mocking."I am just warming you up. I have eight paying customers waiting to take their turn with your pretty pussy. Seems your pussy is famous. Got me premium prices. So settle in for a long night"

The cane came down again and again and again and again until you drown in your own adrenaline.

edit:typed on a mobile device so I apologize for errors, but I ain't correcting shit.

RagingKitten
 
 Age: 21
 Tilamook, Oregon