6/28/2010 10:47:29 PM: a slave.
First awareness...At 8 years old, a boy in my class at school gave me a plastic 'skull' ring from a lucky bag (remember them?), and had me wear it to show that i was his slave.My first real experience was at 9 years old at school, when I would take messages between the dominant boys in my class, going between tables, and bowing low to them as i handed them the messages. I very clearly remember the amazing and fulfilling feeling that gave me, and the need i felt to serve and to belong to them.
Now...Have finally finished with vanilla relationships, the last one of 10 years ending late 2009. Now i'm looking to discover myself and the deeper qualities and needs that have been left untapped and undeveloped for a very long time.I'm not looking for one-off meetings or sessions, cyber or phone. Only real time meeting for potential long-term use. Hoping to eventually find a 24/7 position with a Total Power Exchange (TPE) Master.
In essence, i am a naturally devout and obedient slave, until this year previously unused and unexplored, so i have few preconceptions of what i want for myself, other than to please a man in whatever way he wishes. It is for the right Master to decide what is best, and to nurture it within me for Himself.I was a devout christian until last year, and ritual is a natural channel for my potential devotion.
I'm seeking a man who will want to nurture the best service out of me, and help me to grow to be a devoted and obedient slave, the way He would want.Looks and age are less important to me. I'm interested in genuine power exchange with the inner Man behind the image.
I'm 100% serious. Very friendly, outgoing personality, and a good listener.

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January/February/March 2010:
Had my first experience, and training by a TPE Master. (tpemaster). It proved to me that i have real potential.
Seeking to expand my understanding and experience by meeting other Masters, with the hope of eventually meeting the right Man.
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April 2010:
Many tears of self-discovery have been shed over this past few months, and i believe i've learned more about myself during this time than i have learned over the past 20 years.
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May 2010:
Had a new and wonderful Master (SkinMasterSir). I explored my potential with Him.
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June 2010:
Looking to expand my experience with other Masters, to learn more about myself, how i relate to, and serve a Master, and to get a better overall understanding. However, still only looking to meet those who are interested in 24/7.
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July 2010:
Still very interested in a 24/7 position. Reconciled that i may have to leave my life here if i was to achieve what i need to be.
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August - October 2010:
Still seeking a Master for 24/7. I've had thoughts that i may be more suited to a Daddy rather than a Master, but this is a new area for me to explore.
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October - November 2010:
I served a sadist for a while, and know for sure that I'm not a natural masochist.
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December 2010:
A year since I began looking for the right man to serve and to be devoted to. The experiences of this year have shown me that i have loads of potential to be a good slave for someone. I've met and served a few amazing men in this short time. However, i haven't yet met the right one for me, who would unleash my full potential. I'm still looking and hoping.