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| My life has had many turns. Right now, I'm in a tight one, with a large ditch on both sides. This passed year, my mother was diagnosed with cancer and I lost my small kitten. For a man, I have the softest heart. The romance I used to have in my youth has dried up, and I am looking to sprinkle life giving water on it again. I want to be able to find someone who is ok with Guy Harvey shirts, video games, and a well built man. Someone who understands that family and friends are as important as love. Someone who wants to take chances, try new things.....
I am an outdoorsman, in every sense.
I am a military enthusiast, and participate in military simulations.
I am not very political; I just believe in fair rule and strong military.
I play video games, play table top games, and collect books and trading cards.
I am proud to not have a label.
So......can anyone love me?
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"Saigon...Shit, I'm still only in Saigon..."-Martin Sheen, Apocalypse Now.
I feel like crap. These passed few days, no, weeks, have been carrying a raincloud of anger and sadness. People who I once thought of as my friends, have turned to me to be their lackey. Some just want a ride from me to some nameless place, others want notes from me, money, etc etc. I am growing tired of it.
Right now, I have had the want of turning off all my emotions and just dedicating myself to my interest (Airsoft, Armored Core, school, etc.), but, at the same time, its too hard for me to do. As much as I love to dominate others, issue others, and be obeyed, I also love to help others, to be the person people turn to when they have an issue and need a helping hand. To those who have been helping me of late, mostly Vehe Myers Winter Bill Tony and the rest, I am thankful. I owe them more than I can repay.
I need to figure out what to do about my finances. I have a shitty job where I make barely enough money to cover my fuel bill for the week. There's so much that I need to get and want to do, I just cant do it. Maybe Ill find myself a good job soon....I can only hope Fate intervines |
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| Age: 31 |
| Chicago,
Illinois |
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