Rant, NO I am not interested in paying for you to come and see me, I do not even know you and you are asking for money to come and be able to see me. SCAM. I did not fall off the truck yesterday. Also I do not want to sign up and pay to watch you on a web cam. I do not want join some site to make sure I am ok. If this is what your looking for don't waste your time or mine. Move on to the next profile find an other desperate sucker or PFO and die!

I believe since I have moved to Texas I have learned to like spicy food early on I could not handle very much heat at all, now I like what some would consider very spicy food. Not in all foods but most. I can't imagine having dinner without the bottle of hot sauce. I am drawing a comparison to my old vanilla life style. I can not go back and be even close to satisfied with what I used to enjoy. It has to have spice, I am looking for and craving spice.   

I think I have figured out how to be an asshole and be thought of as a player rather than who I am. I am an older D trying to learn new tricks. I have been away from the lidestyle for sometime and I re-newing my interest anddesire to re-learn the craft. I want to find a good sub the will help me be a better D and I will intern understand what she needs and by working we can both have what we want and need. Certain things I may like and desire and certain things are what she will need to be fullfiled. I thank some one, you know who you are for sharing with me that I should be myself. I am a caring, yet firm D, who seeks to be a good so that he can find a life partner and slae

Tried nice an vanilla approaches it mostly did not work, tried raunchy and it also worked even less not sure what works to get a reasonable response Guess I will keep trying and what works. I have several ideas. It will prove educational if nothing else. I may get slapped in the face but in he name of learning and finding a good contact its all worth it. 

the clay to the potters hands, yeilds a beautiful vessel , the sound whispered in the ears of the sclupter by the stone before it's craved. Your words and pictures are making those sounds about you to me. I feel these things are what my calling is. I am looking for my muse. I have know a few artists in my time and they tell me that the peiecs speak to them as to what they want to be. That's what the artists makes out of them. I will mold and shape you.