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**Notice:** *When trying to converse with me, do not ask me to message you on a different site... the Mail system here is perfectly fine and if your browser is up to date we can use the chat system for even quicker response time... I dont feel like setting up an account on yahoo or whatever site it is that you use, If we become good enough friends I may ask you if you have skype... but i dont even really use it that much. there is no need to chat off of this site if we're just messaging.*
-To get this out of the way for those curious, the main thing im looking for is to serve vampires, prefferably as a domestic servant and as a musician to perform for my hosts. Also I would like to point out, I may be submissive but I am not weak, I am young and have an able body and strong mind-
I'm a poet, my passions are wrtiting songs and stories. Im in a band and our gig is that we are gonna have all of our albums be about the story I'm writing. The story is called "The Nauraushaun Prophecies" and it is about mortal men making their way into the god realms and the outer realms that connect all the different realities.
I'm very transcendental. I dont really accept the status quo of the current state of mankind and the world at large... so I've taken it upon myself to do my best to help the human race from destroying itself, if only by word of mouth. Don't be fooled words can affect world veiw.
on a personal level I'm a pretty gentle guy, I am extremely against violence in any form UNLESS its a last resort. I like just hanging out, playing video games, making videogames writing music and stories... smoking weed... dont really like drinking personally but if you do just dont let it destroy you. I am very very outdoorsy.... I wouldnt mind living in a tent for months on end, Ive done it before. I deffinatley dont consider myself 19, legally I am but mentally im like 14 or 15. Alot of things happened in my life at that time that led up to this.
My gender Identity isnt really set in stone, I use the orientation: Co-Gendered, Omnigendered or Two-Spirit. I could feel manly and feminine all in the same moment. I love doing boy things mostly but I have my girly side too. I see the line defining the two as something very blurry.... atleast these days
Sexually im deffinatley a very submissive person... I enjoy being the submissive in the relationship. When it comes to being on the street or in society I have the personality of a leader. Im not the kind of submissive that will take orders from just anybody. I guess you could say im an Alpha sub, though some may see my fetishes make me a Beta sub by default I wont just take shit from anybody... so you better keep the collar and leash on tight ^_^
I'm pretty nerdy... I like watching anime alot, like i didnt watch digimon until I was 17. I spend alot of my time with computers on forums, listening to music or expressing my artistic side through music mostly... like I said i like making videogames with my friends... cute little oldschool RPGs, 32bit status. I just wanna find someone who is on my level of understanding the world and the gift of life.
I have a very unique spirituality, I believe in alot of things... but at the same time it could just be I have an active imagination. There are alot of things that have to do with who I am that have to do with this particular singer and how he is living his life. He saved my life a few years ago, albeit indirectly if it were not for this man I would be dead... Every song this guy has ever written could fit my every mood.
This man, Claudio Paul Sanchez III is my hero
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Claudio_Sanchez
there's a story behind all of the music he writes, some of the characters I relate to are; Claudio Kilgannon (the Crowing), Chase (The Vishual) Claudio (The Writing Writer) Jesse Kilgannon (Inferno) Dr. Leonard Hohenberger and Dr. Sirius Amory.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_The_Amory_Wars…
as you may have noticed in some of older pics (with the gas mask) that I like tromping around abandoned buildings. Me and my friends are urban explorers and abandoned mental hospitals are our forte, you wouldnt beleive some of the stuff we found or some of the crazy stuff we've seen, you'd probably beleive in ghosts if you came along too.
Some of our favorite locations include:
The abandoned taco resturaunt (demolished)
The Peabody Warehouse
Gaebler Childrens Asylum (demolished)
Walter E Fernald State School (Abandoned... mostly... future renovation?)
Metropolitan State School (demolished... mostly)
Tewksbury State Hospital (Active)
The Stoneham Underground (sealed)
The Franklin School (under renovation)
The Walter E Fernald State school is by far our most explored location, with over 70 buildings less than 10 actually still in use, this place is huge, lots to explore and a very very creepy history
http://www.fernaldworkinggroup.org/images/fernaldsi…
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Walter_E._Fernald_Deve…
This section was originally a long rant about my pacifistic veiws so i decided to just shorten it. This is just from a game but taking it kinda out of context and forgetting that its just fantasy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eAdHORMIxhs
this is what war does to people. people use weapons cuz other people use weapons or have far too powerful weapons.
the "weapon" he was talking about is a giant robot that transforms into a giant cannon that supernukes everything and it looks like this.
http://finalfantasy.wikia.com/wiki/Vegnagun?file=Ve…
which is maybe just a little more intense than World War III... but once people start lobbing nukes again its over... and you know... maybe we'll have robots fighting wars by then... oh wait... well... not entirely but if things didnt resonlve the way they did Obama was totally gonna drone Syria...
The times have changed fast though... things are getting a lot scarier... I hope I can make it through life without bloodstained hands... I want people to realize there can be peace instead of war if only people would really take a deep breath and look at this mess we've all made... but we can fix it together ...without killing everyone off
Bassically im a pacifist because humans are more likely to kill themselves off with a new found resource rather than figure out how to use it for good.
"Brother will kill brother & spill blood across the land
Killing for religion, something I dont understand"
~Dave Mustaine, Megadeth - Holy Wars, The Punishment Due
"But there is something that I must say to my people, who stand on the warm threshold which leads into the palace of justice: In the process of gaining our rightful place, we must not be guilty of wrongful deeds. Let us not seek to satisfy our thirst for freedom by drinking from the cup of bitterness and hatred. We must forever conduct our struggle on the high plane of dignity and discipline. We must not allow our creative protest to degenerate into physical violence. Again and again, we must rise to the majestic heights of meeting physical force with soul force."
~Dr. MLK Jr.
I miss the good old days, like pre-2006. If you're an emo/scene kid and you havent seen "Scene Kid Love" you should watch it. heres the link to the first episode.
The Real Paris - Scene Kid Love episode 1
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VORIXLfq9Ws
As a musician, music is important to me so I'll make a little playlist for you to check out my influences. Ive been playing Drums for 8 years, Piano for 12 years (on and off), singing for 4.5 years, Guitar for 2 years. Harmonica for 1 year and Ive been expirimenting with production for 2 years aswell.
Coheed and Cambria - This Shattered Symphony
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JWJ-inems8Q
Anamanaguchi - Meow
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vc3JWo2iiGc
Black Sabbath - Megalomania
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R3lnrP4oW3g
The Beatles - Strawberry Fields Forever
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9r4mJ3aEhHo
Smash Mouth - Then the Morning Comes
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cB9JJIoAdYM
Emo Side Project - The End of Something
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9kNIlzEjgG0
Pacifist - Happiness
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BehzPD6mmtg
Perfect Future - Make Fun
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l0bkBWECQzw
Shabütie - Camouflage
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m_uUShQX6dc
Circa Survive - Semi Constructive Criticism
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B45tEcuWS0M
The Reptilian - Untitled
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=au7mEhcLoBE
Aerosmith - Jaded
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qbexOeoH5hg
Alice In Chains - Your Decision
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yIGw2Wg88Ns
Saetia - One Dying Wish
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xWRCjfHpOXM
At The Drive In - Invalid Litter Dept.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UgAkZfObn0c
EATMEWHILEIMHOT! - Screw The Standard
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K8IdjPUyJJk
Farewell, Dreamer - Visions
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PS27ZoMQX-E
XXYYXX - Slow Down
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d8Q5kzUlim8
Zoo Kid - Out Getting Ribs
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L9wLrAtcd6Y
Blink 182 - The Rock Show
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7hhDINyBP0
Sum 41 - Crazy Amanda Bunkface
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fpCKIJP1cEs
Battlecross - Push Pull Destroy
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=miZLob1Hi4I
Brain Drill - Beyond Bludgeoned
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wEywYigygnk
Behemoth - Inner Sanctum
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gK15MicRKz4
Nirvana - Something In the Way
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rg-yYi8saZY
Smashing Pumpkins - Try, Try, Try
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3_0d01XbXg0
The Prize Fighter Inferno - Accidents
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KnK7EtRbzWk
Living Things - Pollen Path
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvQGRbePCoY
Insane Clown Posse - Imma Kill You
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EFlXNAKKezU
Blaze - Dub Sack
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A7I9jnLdS_M
Boondox - They Pray With Snakes
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H8ET8mYWpuw
Krispy Kreme - The Baddest
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mA-V2y7-rLA
Riskay - Smell yo Dick
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lgWgEoaAYDY
Sceney Scenable - He doesnt care
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G0QqotDWfbY
The Lonely Island Club - Threw It on the Ground
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gAYL5H46QnQ
Suicidal Tendencies - Institutionalized
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LoF_a0-7xVQ
Nick the Pizza Guy - Dominic The Donkey
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ok5rOO2v2dU
Empire Empire! (I Was a Lonely Estate) - Documenting Thirty Days
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CSiu4juiRks
Chiptune David - Follow Me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JGhK1ogoxPI
IAYD - Galaxy Smasher
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mPVi_abpOYs
Akira Yamaoka - Different Persons
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7RcYW_GxpGY
SEX-ANDROID - チロル
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uHhiG_sf748
Moss Icon - I'm back, Sleeping, or Fucking, or Something
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPeP09FV3tk
The English Panther - Storms
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1izTfumD8BM
Davenport Cabinet - Nostalgia In Stereo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h9aovggXitc
Coheed and Cambria - A Rush and A Push and the Land is Ours (Cover - The Smiths)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qoj1LyJi8ZE
Coheed and Cambria - Somebody That I Used to Know (Cover - Goyte)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCxAiAMBhww
Coheed and Cambria - The Trooper (Live Cover - Iron Maiden)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RGY1km601-Y
Coheed and Camrbia - April Come She Will (Cover - Simon and Garfunkel)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cIF6_crGK2k
Coheed and Cambria - Beer Drinkers and Hell Raisers (Cover - ZZ Top)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CYHFdAV6TTQ
Coheed and Cambria - Sister Christian (Cover - Night Ranger)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uhvNpuV5t6o
Coheed and Cambria - Under The Milky Way (Cover - The Church)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eKKHf6nN7SU
Coheed and Cambria - Faithfully (Cover - Journey)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3nv3f08zVNc
Coheed And Cambria - Your Love (Cover - The Outfield)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b5YwnbwSFpw
Coheed And Cambria - Deranged (Batman: Arkham City - Exclusive Track)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wY_BP_5-T4s
Coheed and Cambria - Iron Fist (Bunny Man Bridge demo)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mqb-5jKunrw
Coheed and Cambria - Dark Side of Me (Einziger and Sanchez Remix)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eHmvvhMKkWE
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CYHFdAV6TTQ
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3nv3f08zVNc
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b5YwnbwSFpw
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PHz9sPhzfjU
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FY7KHN4_YJY
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0oBbLGWwEL0
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LJkhnUP-keg
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d_trIR6oLZ8
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YWXumwIg8-U
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xxOE4OMQBVE
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fF9sHtyUVT8
Claudio Sanchez - The Echomaker
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MO2IeXybPic
Coheed and Camrbia - The Willing Well IV: The Final Cut (music video)
http://www.spike.com/video-clips/wmmmf7/claudio-san…
Meredith Monk - Madwomans vision
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7YxVZJgVOrg
Shabutie - The Bloody Brit Song (RARE)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EuC8NB1Lddk
(Coheed and Cambria, Shabutie & The Prize Fighter Inferno are my main vocal Influences, all 3 bands include Claudio Sanchez as a singer.)
Lastly on another note, watch this video, its very very simmilar to what happened to me at the age of 14 and the reason why I choose not to grow up.
Floria Sigismondi - Postmortem Bliss
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TO9TMZIEPho
If you dont understand this video i'll explain it to you.
This song describes how I feel about
Insane Clown Posse - Dating Game
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mGHPOUQugXg
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