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| I have thought about what to write here a lot. And i cant think of anything that is of interest. I dont want to put my likes here i would rather chat to you personally.
The only thing i can think is to write how i view myself with regards to you.
I am not submissive, i am a slave. You will have to mold me in that sense.
I see myself like a used car. Hence the name. I am something you want, like a new car. You dont necesaarily need a new car, people go through life without ever owning one, but you want to be someome who does own one.
When you find a car you do tend to fall in love with it. You find the one you want and you want that one and cant stop thinking about it being yours. But you do not want a relationship with it. You do not fancy it. You dont even really love it. It is just a tool that you need/want and enjoy using. That is what i want to be to you. I want to be your new car. For you to love owning me but not love me or romantice me. I am a slave not a lover.
The other thing about used cars is they get worn out, theyre disposable. You fix them and patch them up but one day they becoke no longer fit for purpose. So you either get rid of them or keep them in the garage or use them as parts. I know i am disposable. Furthermore you may wish to get a second car. You like owning the first one so much you want another ultimately a car is yours to do woth as you please and it has no say whatsoever in the matter.
I do not think i am as important as a car, but a car is one of the bigger posessions of a persons life. A car can say a lot about a person. And a car can turn out to be an expensive purchase. Thats why i believe a slave is very similar. I am very similar.
If this says anything to you at all id love to hear from you.
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