I am getting a lot of mixed messages about my future meeting and some of them are actually respectful and others are plain idiotic trying to lure me away as if they were any better.
FYI - we talk every single night, I have developed a deep sense of his personality and he allows me to ask questions and allows me to envision what my life will be like.
We fall asleep on the phone together just about every night. He says he loves hearing me breathing and I love the sense of security I have knowing he is on the other end even though we are both sleeping.
Beyond that, he is a very handsome guy. Not to offend anyone but if you are fat or lets say unattractive I can never submit to you. I have a deep mental and physical attraction to him and he literally has control over my body.
He is the only guy that has ever been able to make me horny just by calling me bitch, slut or fucktoy... I somtimes act bratty on the phone with him just to hear those words come from his mouth.
I have litterally begged him to send me a voiceclip of him calling me dirty names so I can cum whenever I want but he refuses because he knows he has power over me.
He respects and understands I will not have sex with him on the first meeting and I am planning on having surgery to have my tubes tied and after my surgery I intend to move back in with him permanently provided the meeting goes as I expect.
He has a dog of his own but I have a puppy of my own and he is graciously going to allow me to bring my dog.
He is a really great guy so anyone with unjust negativity will get you nowhere with me.
I know I am just his slave and will never be his girlfriend and I offered to help him find a girlfriend once I am there and he told me that all he wants to do is focus on me right now and whatever happens in the future happens.... most guys on here would be so fucking greedy and demand I find them other girls right away... this is a true dom who is committed.
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