good evening I know I haven't written in about a week...things have been a bit crazy,
but last week, when Sir came to visit, I met him at door in a cover-up, thong, cuffs on ankles, collar & leash...when Sir came in, he took my hair and wrapped his hand in it, pulling my head back, taking my tongue in his mouth, biting it ... turned me to walk in front of him, but first he grabbed the leash and pulled it thru my (his) pussy ... pushed me over to the couch, put the ball gag in, my wrist cuffs on - connecting them behind my back, put the nipple pumps on :-( i don't like those much ... then pushed me over the arm of the couch...lifted the cover up and without warning the paddle came down hard - twice - i yelped, then he raked his nails over each reddened area - OUCH ... then he gave me several swats - intense swats ... i kept trying to move my hands down to rub or block, but couldn't ...i moaned and screeched ...Sir pulled me up, pulling me into his body, turned me around and squeezed my sore butt, hugging made me whine, because my nipples were aching from the suction cups....he took them off and I whimpered as he sucked them hard. he then hooked my ankles together, pushed me back over the couch and continued to spank me...each smack hard than the first. at one point he took the ball gag out, pulled me up was hugging me and raking his nails over my tender bottom - i started to lick, bite and suck his ear and neck ... mmmmmmmmmm Sir pulled me over his knee and gave me 5 very fast and hard smacks that made my knees almost buckle - i do remember screeching.

Sir sat on the couch, pulled me over the arm of the couch, I nuzzled into his cock, he took it out so I could suck, lick and nibble on it ...mmmmmmmmmmmmm

Sir took me upstairs, had me strip, got me on the bed, used the wand on my tender pussy (tender because he spanked it hard downstairs)... each push of the wand, into my pussy over my g-spot sent agonizing pleasure thru my body ... along with Sir's hands, nails and spankings OMG I can feel his hands on me now... he directed me onto the bed, climbed on behind me pushed his cock into my pussy, pushing me to the bed, grabbing my hair and fucked me hard ... I LOVE THIS MAN...

Today April 28, 2016

Sir asked if I would like to accompany Him on a road trip today…of course I said yes 
I left my house at 6:30am to meet Him in Saratoga at 7am…parked my car and took His.
I was dressed in my leggings, thong, cami, bra and red button down (men’s) shirt with sandals. Sir had instructed me to bring the wand, have the benwa balls inserted, bring the wevibe and tubes for nipples/clit. I had received a new toy yesterday, so as a surprise I brought that along also. When I was almost to where we were going to meet, I remembered that I forgot the wevibe, I knew I was in trouble and that there would be some kind of punishment. I had also brought coffee and cold meds. Sir asked about the wevibe and I let Him know I forgot it – so He will be giving me 50 swats for that at His leisure and when He feels like it. So Sir, requested the wand, which he put up against my clit for a little bit, it was a jolting (fun) feeling. Then Sir proceeded to say that when we got past the second tollbooth He wanted my pants down, so when it came time I did as instructed. Sir continued to play with me…

more to come … Sir and I did a lot of talking, we didn’t just do the sex thing :-)

Sir tried to get the wand into me, but because of the angle it wouldn’t go in, so he changed tactics and used a new toy that I received… the benwa balls were already in as per my morning instructions, so the new vibe made everything twitchy. Good thing I wore the (mans) red shirt, so when trucks went by I was covered, Sir was sure that no one saw anything that he didn’t want seen. I reached over and rubbed His cock thru His pants, because I love to touch him any way I can. Sir, loves to rub my tits, they belong to Him, and He wants to get milk from them, so they have to be played with often and several times a day. When Sir has a point to make, He squeezes the nipples really hard to make sure He has my attention or that He has made His point. I had many orgasms, with permission, on our way to the destination.

When we got into town, we found where we were supposed to be, and since we were early, Sir took me to see what a Wegman’s looks like, since I’ve never been in one. OMG have you seen one they are huge, it was like Christmas for me, I didn’t know where to go first, what to look at. There is a train that goes around a track up in the ceiling…You could buy just about anything there. We didn’t have time to go back for lunch or to see what the spread would look like in the hot foods section, but the sandwiches that are made daily or the meatloaf, fish, shrimp and so much, much, more.  I did get to try a couple samples of cheese …I have to try to remember what one of the names were – because I really like.  Told Sir he would need to bring me to Wegman’s once a month so I can shop …lol

Once Sir’s appointment was over, we headed back on the road…Sir took my pants down again and started to rub His property, then inserted the vibe again…moving it slowly in and out. Getting my juices all over His hand, I then suck His fingers to clean them, also practice my deep throat as He pushes His fingers deep into my throat, trying to get past my gag reflex. I will get better at this because it’s what Sir requires. I was begging Sir to let me cum, He said no a few more times, but then allowed me to orgasm… at one-point Sir, pulled my thong out and made it like a little hammock, to hold the vibe in place, while I rubbed my clit. Then He instructed me to start moving the vibe and pound His pussy… so I did as told, then started to beg to cum again ….’oh Sir please may I cum please please, please’ … Sir likes to hear me in need and begging. After 9 orgasms, I pulled my pants up, only because Sir allowed me to take a break. But during my break I got playful and Sir pulled his cock out of his pants for me to stroke, and rub his balls. Sir likes to have my fingernails raked over his balls and cock…He also likes my teeth to graze His shaft.  I then leaned over the console and started to lick His cock, at one point I had to stop because of traffic…but then I started moving my hand up and down and tightening the grip so that Sir could have some release. I love to hear Sir growl. Then He pushed my head down to His cock. At one-point Sir told me to put His pussy juice on his tongue, then He pushed my head towards His cock, and grabbed my head to tell me to move up and down on His cock. I sucked hard, and used my teeth and fingers the way I know how and know He loves. After some coaching and doing things the way I know how, Sir growled and had what I believe was an awesome orgasm, Sir tasted so good, I was licking my lips and fingers to make sure I got it all…

Then we fixed our clothes and drove on with talking, music and I love Him even more. I tried to take Him to a late lunch/dinner, He said He knew of a great place for fish, but as we drove, He forgot about the lunch… so when we got back to town, we grabbed coffee/drinks, and went to sit by the water and talk.

Thank you Sir for inviting me along on the fun trip,

I hope we have many more.

Life
by Edgar Guest

my words, which arent my words - but the words that were spoken in a story I read that made me think of you and all that I wish to have with you Sir, Master, My Love:

"Loving someone as I do you is not just about what is going on in my heart but my mind as well. I can see clearly how our life is now and how it will be in the future. I accept and want that and everything that comes with it. I will be true to you, whatever the pain, because not loving you would be a pain much greater"
"I choose a man who compels my strength and makes enormous demands on me. I choose one who does not doubt my courage or my toughness or, believe me, naive or innocent. I choose a man who has the courage to treat me like a woman." ..."I accept and understand who you are and what you ask of me and I offer you the gift of my submission and trust you to cherish it and hold it close to your heart. May I please wear your collar My Master to show all others that I belong to and with you always."

my words: I believe all that is said above and feel it to my soul and beyond ... please be my Master and Lover (and someday your wife) ... please I beg you.

Sunday 4/17
I was up early, wandering around the room, trying not to make to much noise. Sir did wake around 7 am, and wanted his baby girl to cuddle up to him, I was caressing and rubbing Him, He pulled off His shorts and pushed my head down to its proper place. I was sucking and licking when He decided it was time for some corrective measures and training. So Sir, got up took out some implements, put in a vibe, put the wand on my clit, positioned me on my side, bit my ass, and decided to go get coffee and told me not to move or punishment would be handed out. He stood back in the room and stated that He knew exactly where my nightie sat above my ass, and my feet in my sheets, then I heard the door close and He was gone. It felt like forever when Sir returned, He came over and checked to see how I was doing. Sir gathered a few more implements, Sir re-positioned the wand for maximum sensation, then started giving me swats with what I wasn't sure but several of the swats stung. Then Sir rolled me to my back, re-positioned things, then bared my tits/nipples and gave them both 10 swats, the last swat the hardest. Sir, took the pumps and attached them to my nipples and clit, He also wrote fuck me on the top of my pussy in pen. He left me again, but before he could leave I asked for a drink of water, then after giving me my phone, and told me not to move. When He returned I was in need of Him, but I had moved my hands, Sir said he was busy making calls because I was going to be gang banged while He got a blowjob, (I rolled my eyes) while I was processing, Sir started to remove the pumps off my nipples, and my nipples started to leak milk, He was sooooooo please, He sucked all it would give to Him, then he removed the one off of my clit and rubbed it to make it feel better, he pinched and twisted it while pushing the wand into my (His) pussy. Then Sir attached clothes pins, to nipples and clit and was going to put the wand into my (His) pussy, He was moving it in and out, I didn't think it was going to fit, and then it did. I begged to cum, and He said 'Silly Rabitt' thats not gonna happen...Sir was going to put a tiny dot of bengay on me ... on my clit i think ... but I yelped, squawked no and rolled away and he got up and decided to leave me there pondering my error and he went for coffee. When Sir returned, He undid the clothes pins, I begged to pee, He helped me up, and followed me to the bathroom. I'm not allowed to pee without Him present, and I'm to pee while He plays with my clit, this is all a training process, and so far, I'm not able to pee while Sir is in control of my functions. :-( I hope to make Him proud one day to achieve this step.) 

trying to post the rest...soon

My weekend part 2

Saturday, 4/16
I never sleep, Sir had a hard time getting comfortable the night before. While He was sleeping, I curled up by the fireplace, and watched TV; around 5:30 am I watched out the window to see the sun rise and the boats move out on the water ... I crawled back into bed when Sir, asked where I was, and then under the sheets to suck on Him while he woke up. We decided to play for a little bit, then He wanted to shower and enjoy the day...all the while I was wondering when I would get the 300+ swats. It was the first time Sir, took me to the shower and washed me from head to toes, I loved it, especially when He washed my hair, I had never had anyone do that and it felt so sensual and relaxing. Then it was my turn, to wash Him, another first for me. Sir, had to squat down when it was time to wash His hair, because He is extremely tall. Once done, I got out to let Him have some time in the shower, when He came out I dried Him off. then we went to get dressed, Sir, decided I should wear leggings and and long sleeves. He looks so good in or out of clothes; Sir is a very handsome, striking, strong man - I drool just thinking of him. Before I could get dressed, Sir, inserted the benwa balls and butt plug, because I need to be kept aroused and made to feel sexy/naughty at all times. Sir, made me a cup of coffee and we went down to enjoy the fresh air, and decide what we would do. I forgot to bring a coat, so Sir had me put on his fleece vest over my shirt. We decided to walk around town and see what is out there. We walked by the water and enjoyed the sun, at one point we were near one of the beaches, and He allowed me to put my feet in the water, I thought the water was going to be freezing, but was surprised that it was not so bad. Had to wipe my feet off in the grass, then we continued up to the main road, and discussed likes and dislikes. I showed Him where I had gotten some of my tattoos. Sir is going to cover a mark I received (that I don't want Him to have to look at all the time) some day with a tattoo. We headed back to the hotel, and while He relaxed in an outdoor rocking chair, I went and got Him a cup of coffee. Then we headed out to explore and took a very nice drive, that Sir, told me about different places He knew. Sir, pulled into a parking lot, I wasn't sure where were going, then He took me to this really nice restaurant that was on the lake, that boats could pull up to and dock. Lunch was fantastic, Sir had this fish plate, I had never seen or tasted, he fed me a piece and it was so delicious. Sir continued to tell stories as we drove back to town, when we returned, Sir wanted to take a little nap, so while he relaxed, I went down to see if we could get more towels and a couple of normal pillows for later on. When Sir woke, we played a little more and then decided to go out and sit in the back and watch the prom kids get their photos taken, Sir went out to His car and retrieved His camera to take photos. Sir had me laughing so hard from all his jokes and stores ... I LOVE listening to Him talk. He wasn't hungry right then, so decided that we would order a pizza later on. Walked over to the bar, we ordered our drinks and I was surprised that I didn't like the my drink much, but I drank it - I think my taste buds changed, because I have always loved vodka and cranberry juice. So when I was done with my drink, and Sir had stepped out side, I tried another type of vodka and ordered some chili, but couldn't eat the entire thing. Sir was telling jokes and stories of the military and the barmaid was listening with great interest. After a while and a few drinks I decided to try some ice cream, but unfortunately it didn't sit well and I needed the bathroom, so I asked Sir if I could go to the rest room. When I returned I tried again, but I ended up excusing myself again. When I returned, I tried not to let the discomfort get to me but I ended up in pain and asked Sir if I could go back to the room for awhile. He was worried about me, and I couldn't make a decision to have Him take me back or have Him stay and enjoy His evening. Sir decided to take me back, get me comfortable and take care of me. once undressed, and with an ice pack, I asked Sir to go and settle our tab and to enjoy His evening, I would be fine. Sir went, even though I don't think He really wanted to. He stopped at the desk and asked Sue to call on me in 30 minutes to see if I needed anything or if I was ok, which I thought was sweet. Sue called and I was doing better, I asked for more towels and some ice. About an hour later and after getting sick, I sent Sir a message asking if I could come over with Him, that I was feeling better. He sent back a message to call Him, so I did. He did allow me to go meet Him, but I was only allowed to have ginger ale. We stayed for a little bit, then Sir decided it was time to go. So we headed back to the room. Once back in the room Sir showered and I waited to dry Him off. We crawled into bed and snuggled, both exhausted.

April 15-April 17

My weekend part 1

Sir took me away for the weekend, to work on my training and to enjoy some relaxing time together. I was to arrive at the hotel before Him, but was delayed by traffic, I was checking in when Sir pulled into the parking lot, I immediately sent a message, stating I was still at the desk, in which He responded that I should remain there. Once I had our keys, we headed up to the room, Sir gave me my instructions to get unpacked, collar on and something sexy, I was to put my leash on the hook by the door, but once we looked the room over and the bathroom, it was clear we weren't in the room that was booked. I called down to get it fixed, and didn't get very far, so Sir, took me downstairs, asked for the manager, spoke clearly with facts and photos and the manager immediately upgraded us to the room we thought we were getting in the first place. So once we retrieved our things, went to the new room, Sir left me to get things done. Along with unpacking, I was to place a towel across the table with the specific toys and instruments He wanted out for that time. I hurriedly got involved in my tasks, was practically ready when Sir came back, but he allowed me time to finish. Sir unpacked (from pockets in His bag that I wasn't allowed to look in) skewers, He put a handful in his hand and swatted my back side with them, it smarted and I yelped a little. Part of this weekend was a punishment of 300 swats (plus 50 for rolling my eyes). We looked out the window from our room and there a couple of hawks flying and soaring, then we noticed that it was an entire family. Then the fun began :-)

Friday, before dinner, I was cuffed ankles and wrists, benwa balls inserted, vibe also inserted, ankles fastened together, legs tethered together above the knees, clothes pins clipped on the webbing between my fingers. At one point Sir, lifted my legs and put some lotion, or what I thought was lotion ... but it started to burn, He had put a tiny little smear of begay on my anus....OUCHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! He sucked and played with my tits, which He hopes will milk in the near future. Sir, had made it clear that I would make a couple calls this weekend to let friends/family know all was fine, so at 5pm, my first call was made. While on the phone, Sir smacked my ass very hard with His hand, and screeched, then Sir, pushed the vibe further into me and drove His pussy crazy and with need, but I knew I wasn't allowed to cum without permission or at all. While on my hands and knees he played with my ass and squeezed my tits - He loves to suck on my tits and nipples, Sir did get a clothe and wipe some of the bengay off my anus ... which felt somewhat better. I needed to ask him to take my cuffs off because they were starting to be uncomfortable. I was sitting or laying on the bed, when Sir made a comment about Him and my friend sharing me, I rolled my eyes and Sir pinched my nipples really hard, making me yell. At one point I needed to use the bathroom, so I had to ask permission...when I returned He was speaking to the friend on the phone, so I sat on the bed and He produced His cock, which I started to suck, my friend was asking a question but he let her know I couldn't answer because I was sucking His cock the way He enjoys.
Once we hung up the phone, Sir played with me some more and decided it was time for dinner, and ordered me to get dressed. I had purchased a few thongs for the weekend, because I knew Sir liked them, so when I got dressed I asked if He wished me to wear one. While out to dinner, it was nice to sit and talk, I love listening to His stories of growing up and His life. We ended up taking most of my dinner back to the room, because I got full and couldn't eat much. Sir was very tired, so we went back to the room, got comfortable and turned on the TV; Sir was having a rough time getting comfortable, because the pillows were to non-conforming.