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i’ve been cropped by a Dame flogged in much pain done oral servitude but i’m not so rude and don’t You know that i’m still~ willin’ More to come I was introduced to the lifestyle by a girlfriend back in the '80s. W/we had dated for a couple of years before. We both enjoyed roughhousing and wrestling during which I found myself often submitting. Some time later She broached the subject that She was dominant in nature and if i would enjoy being tied up. At first I was trepidatious about it as i'd not before given such a thought. Nevertheless i quickly learned that i enjoyed various BDSM practices as a submissive as W/we grew together. W/we continued on for about another year when i learned that She had developed a meth/needle habit. Thereafter, despite my appetites I departed this unhealthy state of events. I've often reflected upon O/our relationship and miss O/our scenes together. so it was that in 2007 I met online and later in person a young Mistress. I would commute to 88 miles away (however i found this undaunting as my desires overran my budget). Being away from the scene I was nervous at first but upon O/our first session i was very pleased that She cared not to take me too far. I was most grateful for this as I have heard some frightening stuff in my lifetime. Upon O/our second session that began swimmingly I spoke with Her of the trappings of that dang vanilla life (that was supporting our toys purchases and dining and such) that I lead. My work occupies 12 hours a day during the week and my weekend work leaves me with only saturday afternoons to sunday late mornings for playtime. At that, I was unavailable for sessions/playtime EVERY weekend so all of this served to damage O/our relationship to its end. In the aftermath (which i had hoped would be an afterglow) I learned later that She referred to me as topping from the bottom, which really hurt my feelings as I was really living my submissive fantasy and was so grateful for Her to help me explore newer frontiers. More to come...