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Please don't call me unAmerican, I am greatful to my country, and was born here, and would fight to defend it. However I have family in Iraq, and US soldiers came in to their house took members of my family away and we didn't hear from them for several months. Turns out they were beaten given only woman's underwear to and abused unspeakable.
I want revenge. not on all American soldiers (most who served honorable) just the ones who did this to my family. There were as many as 36 pairs of boots in some of those photos but only 7 have been accused or charged.
Obviously I can't tourture them, so i am looking for volunteers to take their place. I have developed a fantasy (possible sexual) of beating up a young man.
I want to inflict more pain than I have experiance with, and I don't want to cause perminate damage, so we will go slow, and your limits will be respected.
long sessions, activities to include sleep depravation, kept nude or in female underware, waterboarding, caning, leash and collar, possible multiple men, human pyramids, dogs, strap ons.
I am sure we can use our imagination to do things that make you feel uncomfortable with out hurting you, safety is most important.
thanks for reading.
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Several people write out of the blue "please let me be your slave, I will do anything you want" I usually ignore these, but sometimes I write back and I give a task, but I never hear back from them. strange If you are a guy who just wants to play at being a slave ask me that, describe your self, what you want etc. Owning a slave is a big responsablity so I am more picky about slaves, boys or men who want to play is not such a big deal and I am more likely to respond to you. Honesty is the best policy if you want a reply. |
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I met someone who I chated with for a while, Well we had an opportunity to meet, He promised that he had no limits other then kids drugs etc. He claimed a high pain tolerance. So I took out my whip we did a little bit of warm up, but when it got to the first strong (not even the strongest I have ever done) whipping he folded, the pussy.
So new rule. Tell me your experiance especially in receiving pain. I don't do a lot of standing around in a short skirt having you say your my slave, I usually spend most of my time beating you up.
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I read everybody's email, but I cant respond to everyone. even after I eliminate the one line, "can you dominate me" and just tried to answer the nice emails I still wouldn't have enough time. but thanks everyone for writing.
I took pity on some one, don't know why just something about him. he is male who wants to be castrated. I don't know why he wants this, but we will go through some psycho analisis before i permit him to do this to himself. However he has sent me a key to his chastity device. He will spend a year exploreing being locked up, talking to a psychologist, and writing me lots about the subject as research ways to chemically castrate him.
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Well I haven't been here in a while, mostly because I found a volunteer. He was a soldier, a very good man who had a kinky side. He is not 24/7 but that suited me fine. He could take a lot of pain, and was really helpful and teaching me how to inflict maximum pain safely. So I took out my revenge on his hide! He and I both knew this psychological process I was going through is and was a little weird and we didn't know where it would end up, I don't know if it really helped but some of it was fun. maybe it helped him feel less guilty about Iraq.
Anyway, he returned to Iraq and we wrote eachother, nothing sexy, and became closer, even then when I was beating. He came back for a break, and I saw him, it was harder to beat him as hard as before. and for the first time it was more a sexual domination and submission. unfortunately it was a short break, and he had his parents to visit too, so he was back in Iraq, though now we talked of plans for the future, when he came back. we didn't really get far however. He was blown up by and IED with burns over much oh his body, He shipped back to the states, and later died from an infection. Which I didn't hear about until after he was gone.
sorry don't know why I am telling you this.
War is hell, I really hope it stops soon.
anyway I received messages that I am still getting replies to this profile, so I logged on, thanks to all those willing to submit, I guess I am not really looking for that anymore. Though I still have a sadistic kink I guess. so I may rewrite the profile when I know what I want.
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I had planned to answer all the email I received but I had so many good applicants it is hartening to know how many submissives are out there. I have also found my tourture buddy, I am pleased with him, he accepts the humilation and pain I give him and is respectful when I don't have him on my leash.
So to those I haven't gotten back to personally I am sorry there were some good prospects. I wish you all well
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| Age: 44 |
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Germany |
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