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I am a large woman but hey don't hold it against me but certainly use it against me.
I crave mental humiliation, talk me down, make me feel like the true sorry, fat ass piece of whore meat you know I can be.
I don't want to be yelled at but talked to till I am admitting openly what a slut I am, how I deserve to be treated this way and how much I crave and yearn to be . . .
9/24/2011 9:38:56 AM

It has been so long since I have played, piggie is starting to feel needy.  Greedy piggie also, would love it all, wet juice pussy to suck dry.  Ass cheeks spread, couple nice licks of the belt aimed directly at my puckered brown hole, till it is hot and thobbing, just waiting for a hard cock to be rammed up it, or strap on.  Making me oink till it squeals . . .

11/1/2008 6:32:25 AM
seeking a dominant other with pet, very interested please contact me, can travel some but hope pet owner is rather close.
Yes, this means what you think it means.
3/15/2008 4:01:10 AM
Yes, it was ants!!

I recently meet with someone that I had meet on line and am happy to report that it was a GREAT meeting.

Because I am so blunt in my profiles I get a lot of harsh emails that have very little substance but lots of four letter words, these do not appeal to me.  And emails are the way to get my attention.
In his first email he exclaimed how much fun I would be, what he would like to do with me, adding never to the point of damage and ended with a great line, "The kind of slut you are is just the best."
He caught my interest and we started communicating.  BUT, this was the line that sealed the deal for me,  "I respect what you are and what gets you off...I am here to provide this to you and in doing so, provide it to myself, as well."
WOW, I went to him, we had a great session and meet again about a week later. 
He lives close to where I just moved from (just our luck right?) but thankfully isn't that far away and I get back often.  Before I left to go see him I re-read his profile and all of his HOT emails that I could and still drive, they really got me worked up.
Anyway, he had pretty much laid out how things were to go when I arrived and in re-reading his profile I caught this line, "the woman who kneels before me rises above all other women on earth".  Another wow!!
When I got to his apartment, I immediately took off the few clothes I had on and got down on all fours and we were off.
I hope we can continue to see each other when I am up that way but ideally I would still love to met someone closer.
2/20/2008 5:57:57 PM
I feel as if I am on a journey and what better way to aid oneself along the way then keeping a journal and so here I am and hope to update on a regular bases

The very first time I ever heard anything about BDSM of which at that time I did not know it was called that, was when I was around 11-12 and I found this paperback book.

I don't remember the name of the book or little else besides they, this bunch of guys really used this girl roughly and often.

Then there was this one scene that to this day I have not forgotten.  They tied the screaming struggling girl spread eagle on a bed.  They smeared honey on her nipples, in her cunt, on her clit and in her asshole.
Then they took some mysterious jars out, she couldn't see what was in them.  Soon the jars were open and they were spilling out something on her nipples and in her cunt and in her asshole, WHAT was it??
leslie79
 
 Age: 23
 Azusa, California