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" I've been burnt so bad but I still play with fire/Sometimes naked truth is what I can't believe in/I cannot tell you you're falling apart/Open your eyes if you wanna survive/(survive)/I want to tell you your love is a lie/But I won't tell you/I won't tell you/I cannot get so deep into this now/I can't admit that I know what I know/And I want to tell you your love is a lie "
(if you know what song thats from WITHOUT cheating and using google then let me know)
About me:
I'm naturally VERY dominant. I have a way of commanding attention wherever I go. I'm also hardcore goth, so I may end up wearing more makeup than you. but that doesn't mean anything now does it?...I love small women, like those 5'9" and under and those who weigh less than 160 lbs
(I will make exceptions to this limit IF I really like you and I am taken by you as someone I would really like to have).
I love goth girls but non-goths are fine too-I really don't mind since I understand it is a choice in life
(one of the few I may let my slaves have-but then again if need be I will make them change styles to suit me and my image if they can not see why I believe in that way)
I also am very strong-I may not look it but I have learned many unnatural forms of protection to better defend myself and my loved ones-I have died before-all by my own hand so I realize how precious life is and would not take it from another unless I had no other choice.
I'm also a really nice person at times-
I've been trained by a Spetsnaz (GRU) Commander for a short amount of time back in 2002-in that time I suffered severely to make me a better person-so I can take more pain,more punishment and more of anything than anybody can throw at me and still keep walking toward my objective clearly focused-I will use what I learned back then to train my slaves now-
I've looked at EVERY slave profile in the US on here-some were amazing,some were gorgeous,some I'd like to own,others made me shake my head and laugh. but all seemed virtually worthless because they were either human trafficking scams or just want to be a kinky girlfriend...a slave only has a limited say in what happens...meaning a slave DOES NOT say they want to be the only female in the house and DOES NOT say they will not be a part of a harem...a slaves role is to serve and obey and nothing more-your master is your Higher Power-you worship your Master and give thanks that your Master allows you in their good graces and their sight-so if you are a "slave" but have the mindset of a kinky GF then move on-I'm WAYYY to hardcore for you...
let me describe how my ideal slave here-(those not interested in becoming a new person need not apply nor those who can't tolerate the description below because I do not want just a sex slave,nor maid,I want a dedicated individual seeking to learn and grow into a better person)
You are masterless- scared and alone in the world-no watchful eyes to guide you thorough the darkness that surrounds you-you seek to be embraced by a master that will show you your lowest limit-I will push you to that limit quickly-I will keep you there until you can't take it anymore-by that time you will contemplate killing one of two people-yourself or me-once you reach that broken point I will then begin to build you back up-you will be reborn a whole new person once I am done-you will obey my every command without question nor hesitation-you will be able to protect yourself should I not be around to do so-you will be in excellent shape mentally and physically-the rebuilding process will be rapid as you know your new limits and will push yourself to them to prove to me that you can do it-anything you have done before you will do it better-just to see the look of approval on my face-when you fall YOU WILL pick yourself up NO MATTER WHAT just to reach the goal to show me that you can do it-once I am done training you then you will be truly serving me and serving me will have greater rewards-but fall back and your punishments will be much greater...(if that sounds like exactly what you want then message me)
if you are just a sub then we will start with casual small talk of music and memories and interest and maybe exchange numbers before the meting is over and I will then start to earn my place as your Dom and you will claw your way to being my Sub...I will NOT degrade you,or treat you as sub before you allow me to do so-and even then I will know your limits and shall respect them and you will be my sub until you and I decide it is time to move onto someone new...
a personal long term goal for me is to build a large poly-household consisting of myself, and between 1-3 slaves who have earned the right to live alongside us. ...(I will be searching for no more than 3 slaves max.)
As for my dom experience, it all comes natural to me. So I'm not really "trained" by standards that some follow but I dont give a F**K about their rules-I have my own and I know whats best for my slaves and subs, but I'm not afraid to punish those subs or slaves who won't listen to me. I'm into many types of scenarios/games.I have an extremely large ego to match the size of...my whip;). I am willing to indulge almost any deep dark fantasy you have-(but NO I wont pee on you, scat on you nor seriously harm you to the point of danger)...so don't be afraid to message me and ask if I'm up for fulfilling you're desires...or maybe you should be, cause after all I can be such a cruel slave driver and all...;)
What I Am Seeking:
A Masterless SLAVE female
that is willing to travel to meet with me since I am so very busy with my son and my company which keeps me tied to my local area
you should be under 5'9" and weigh no more than 170 lbs (5'10 height max. 170lbs weight absolute max)
I'd Prefer you to be open to intimate encounters but its not required until you feel ready to take that step
you must be able to take orders easily and obey them properly and without question or you will get punished until you learn to do so
Willing to travel means you have to come to me, unless you want to host then special arrangements can be made
Attractive,Intelligent,Love Video Games,Loves Airsoft,and Goth or atleast somewhat Goth,and a Gun Lover are all big bonuses that will catch my attention very fast.
I love talking to all types women in general and even TG M2F can be attractive.
so overall if you are a slave seeking a master or a dom and think I fit what you are looking for message me...you wont regret it I promise...:)
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