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I must be completely truthful in telling you that I do not have a single experience in anything close to BDSM but the thought of being manhandled, and a guy taking what he wants exactly how he wants it, regardless if I want it or not, is an absolute and utter turn on for me.

A little bit about my personality - I do have a sassy mouth and even if I talk back or tell you I don't want to do something, what I really want is for you to MAKE me do it - no choices. I'm very playful and sarcastic. I enjoy intelligent and stimulating conversations. I have an insatiable appetite for knowlege and love learning about new and different things. I am the kind of person who tends to put others happiness a head of my own - but in return, when their happiness is reached then so is mine.

You would probably consider my sexual experiences to be blah ( and as I'm trying to tell you them I'm beginning to agree with that statement as well ). I have given oral and have been told I should write a "how to book". I've experimented very, very, very little with anal. I've done it maybe 3 times. I have never been gagged or bound but I have received a spanking or two, though I'm sure nothing in comparison to the one you would give. Please do not judge me on my lack of experience. I am very open to trying new things.

What I am looking for is someone who can and is willing to be patient with me as he trains me to be his perfect little sub. I tend to be a bit on the shy side when it comes to men and would also like to be able to take this in steps. Maybe by giving full lists of instructions on what I am to do/not do - what will exactly be expected of me. Start out with a couple of emails or iming sessions and then move to the phone and then finally in person. I know this might seem like a lot to ask of an experienced Dom, but I can't stress enough that I am willing to learn and eventually get to a point that a Dom would be happy with me as long as he's a patient teacher. I'm not asking for the non-personal contact teaching to be an indefinite amount of time. I am 100% serious about doing this and although I can promise you it will not be indefinite, I cannot put a time frame on when I would like to meet in person - my comfortability can come extremly fast to needing
to take it at a slow pace. It really depends on the man and the way he makes me feel.

While fantasizing about all of this is a total turn on, I will divulge that I will be scared, timid and nervous. I am hoping it's as much of a turn on in real life as it is in my head. Something about the thought of being dominated electrifies me and makes me feel awake.

Patiently waiting to hear from you...

- your puppy slave


padmeamidala
 
 Age: 27
 Littleton, Colorado