I've had a thing for bondage as long as I can remember. Even when I was a wee child I loved tying things/people up, and played countless games that were centered around the idea of helplessness. Not until middle school did it manifest itself in my sexuality, but ever since it's become as much apart of me as the curls in my hair and has taken shape into a healthy appetite for dominance, roleplay, and fetish. Talking to me in person you would never guess I was capable of the desire for the rough, twisted, kinky, and dark side of fetish (I suppose that's the case for many of us); and that may be a reason for me having a difficult time finding the people that can satisfy my lust for bondage and dominance.