While trying to be a good mentor to my sub, I checked out a couple of Doms who had texted her and she wanted me to see what I thought.  I did, so and then forgot to switch the search back to female sub/slave on my page.  The next time I opened collarme, damn!  Where did all these guys come from???  I thought I had been rude a bit on my page, but some of these guys wrote stuff that I just giggled at.  Do women really respond to "you will only be used whenever I want my dick sucked, nothing more.  Get used to it bitch."  If so, no wonder I don't get any action, I'm too fucking nice!!!!!

I have found myself in a strange position.  I have become a mentor to a lovely lady who is not a newbie, but is just now really thinking of herself as a submissive and seeking to move deeper into the lifestyle.  For years she has seen herself as more of a swinger than anything else, but now sees herself as a submissive and I think this thought scares her just a bit.  We have been friends with benefits for awhile now and now move into a new phase of our relationship.  This is proving to be interesting to me in having to really think about what we do, rather than just do.  She is full of questions about the many and I try to do my best to explain, but I feel that I fall short.   But I try..

Was in class on Friday and one of my students said to me that as a redhead, I have no soul.  All I said was "really?"  Inside I was giggling and wondering what he would do if he only knew!