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READ BEFORE CONTACTING ME!!! Thank you!


NOT LOOKING TO BE OWNED, so don't even mention it or you will just be ignored. Thank my douche bag Ex.

I'd really prefer someone who is or can be a switch. Most of the sub men whom I come across just come off as too, pussy for me. I'd like someone to switch things up with. After all, VARIETY IS THE SPICE OF LIFE!

I get bored fast if I'm on one side or the other all he time.

If you're a submissive man, I'd prefer one who still has his balls at least somewhat intact. No complete pussies! No whiners! That's very UNattractive to me.
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I am Jessie. A 25 year old Southern California native. I paid to be my mothers Care Taker since she's very ill and disabled.

I am looking for people within the area to to make friends with and if the chemistry is right, I'm not opposed to something more but I'm not "looking" for a relationship like so many do. It won't come if you look. I go with the flow of things.
Please, if you are one who cannot be alone sometimes, Don't contact me. I HATE serial monogamists/ people who jump from relationship to relationship. It takes time to heal and LEARN your mistakes from past relationships so you don't bring hat BS into the next one.

More about Yours Truly
Ever since I was a very little girl, I always had an eye for true beauty, especially with "alternative" looks and styles. As I got older, I realized that I wanted to share my beauty with others. So far, things have gone well with that and I appreciate the fans and new friends I have made over the years.

Some of the awesome events I have got to participate in range from
- Go Go Dancing at a popular Hollywood Goth club ( the only thick dancer) - A Plus - sized pin- up model, - performing in a few "S & M" shows at another popular Goth club,
- Scare actress at Spooky House {a well known haunted attraction in the San Fernado Valley},
- Doing make up for photo shoots with a photographer friend
- Attending MANY Faire/ Pirate events and dressing up in AWESOME costumes/ garb.


What I'm looking for

I'm only interested in people between 24- 36 years old. No younger, no older. They must live in Los Angeles County or just on the outskirts and willing to travel to my area. I do not have time for petty chit chat with people whom I will never meet. I don't want to get my hopes up for something that won't happen.

Although I have a sub side, I am still dominant and aggressive in my owns ways and sometimes need to speak my mind. I can be the sweetest person and I'm very loyal to those who deserve it but you cross me wrong and I'll be the biggest bitch/ cunt to you. I've been dicked over too many times to put up with BS. Yeah, I actually have a personality. A strong one at that.

I would like to find someone who I can teach a thing or two as well as learn from.

I would also love to find someone who isn't a flake and can be my partner in social activities . I want to share the beautiful world that I know with others and it would please me very much to find someone as passionate as I in the same regard.

. I'm sick of finding lazy people who just want to sit at home or only go to clubs with. There's so much more out there in the world than TV and clubs.

Anyway, as you can clearly tell by my pictures, I LOVE to dress up in costumes.. a lot! I want to find those willing to do this with me, especially if it's also a love of theirs, too. This doesn't mean dressing up in a bunch of different kinds of fetish wear or as the opposite sex because you like to feel humiliated or liberated. That's cool sometimes but I'm pretty tired of such a limited style of physical expression. Fetish wear is not the only thing out there to dress up in that is different from the norm and it's a bit boring to me when that is all I see on some people.

Come on people, show me that you have a real CREATIVE side! Artists are welcome but to an extent. A kid hit me up who made cheap looking art through Windows Paint of woman's butts farting in guys faces. Ew! Not cute and that's tacky to me. Art with some class, quality and EFFORT is what I prefer. Art with some class
My weakness'

I have a STRONG attraction to LONG haired men, piercings, tattoos, Body mod in general, people with a great array of musical taste (especially within the Celtic/ Ambient, melodic Metal, Punk, Rockabilly/ Psychobilly and gothish genres, etc..), creativity, intelligence, an artists eye and the darker side of life.

I also, very much enjoy fantasy and sometimes wish to live in such a world.
Thank you for taking the time to read =)
4/3/2008 7:37:47 PM

So everyone knows, I don't use this site as often as I should. If you care to contact me, find me on my space.

I have been busy with getting this taken care of before I move to Seattle, so I might not respond right away on there either, although it's the best place to get a response from me.

www.myspace.com/twylight_fading is my link

3/23/2008 9:17:02 PM

So, I am now back in Los Angeles after taking a road trip with my Master to help him with the move up to Seattle. I spent almost 2 weeks there and fell in love with that place.

It has been very difficult for me to be seperated from him and I am really angry that he will be playing with others, without me. It's not fair. I am stuck here to take care of OUR loose ends, while he gets to play in his free time with others. I can play, too, if I want, but that isn't want I want unless he is there to participate. It just wouldn't feel right.

He posted a journal entry that really didn't help make me feel any better. He mentioned that he is  looking for other playmates and possibly  having group masterbation (keep in mind, he is straight, so that means with girls). Why can't he fucking wait for me to join?

ARGH! This hurts SOOO  bad. I don't want him to even touch another, unless I am involved. I hate being left out!

1/31/2008 4:57:10 PM
READ PROFILE BEFORE MESSAGING ME!!!!!!!!!!

You don't want to piss me off. If you don't read it before sending a message involving something I am NOT into, that is STATED within my profile, I will become very angry! If I don't cuss you out, you will just be blocked.
1/31/2008 9:41:26 AM

So, do people on here REALLY not read profiles before they decide to TELL me what they want?

That's pathetic!

Don't waste my damn time if you don't care to read my profile. If you think I'm hot, too bad! Move along!

Also, If you don't live in California or aren't moving out here anytime soon, AGAIN, Don't waste my damn time!

1/30/2008 11:18:11 AM

I wish my damn photos would be approved already. I have at least 13 that everyone who cares to see, can.



I am curious as to why most of the people I have checked out on here have maybe 3 or 4 pictures up, at the most. Is everyone afraid that they are THAT ugly? Well I know I am not and I am proud to show my cute face.



Whats the big deal anyway? If someone doesn't like you, move along.




1/29/2008 7:27:00 PM

Strange..

It's strange how I always thought more of myself as being a fairly dominant and agressive female. As of the last year, things have taken a turn and I have ended up in a complete submissive position in an open D/S relationship.

How did I get here? Time has past ever so quickly. I would have never expected I would be in a situation like the one I am in now.

Those are not the only changes I have been going through... My sexuality has been compromised and I have become a Bi- sexual. That is totally new to me.

I am just going to be flat out honest.. I am scared. I am confused and don't know what I want or what I am.. but it's exhilarating.

russi87
 
 Age: 38
 Phoenixville, Pennsylvania