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Hello. My lady does most of our journaling. Well I wanted to take a minute. We have been together for 4 months and in that time ive realized I have the best lady ever! Im far from perfect yet she always makes me feel that I am. We have both been thru alot over such a short time and she never fails to let me down. I however have some quirks that make me difficult at times yet she still is there. Change is one of them and it is very dificult for me. Yet she helps me thru it. Im blessed.

 Thank you baby! I love you.

It is our usual routine, we know Daddy's schedule, mine has been worked out and it is one of the usual two nights a week I get to be with him. As the music blares on my 20 minute ride to him the past few days stresses since I have seen him last begin to slip away. A nice night, comfort, some kinky play and then waking up in his arms, always a nice way to rejuvenate till the next time I can be with him again.

As I sing aloud to the interior of my van I hear the tell tale sound of a text message hit my phone. Grabbing it I read the text and immediately a warm shudder courses through me as I grasp its full message. The message reads simply "enter...strip...kneel in the middle of the room....eyes down....do not move, adjust your gaze or speak unless it is commanded....Daddy"

This is new, he has been warning me we are about to intensify things. I am now his collared slut, his toy, his property to amuse himself with and he now fully intends to savor the meaning of that ownership. My pulse quickens at that realization and I have to use every bit of discipline not to speed to his apartment.

I arrive, hands sweaty, pulse racing body trembling with the desire to learn what is at this moment unknown. Grabbing my overnight bag I hurry up to the apartment, let myself in with my key and set my things aside before stripping as instructed and kneeling in the center of the room. Eyes downcast to the floor I wait for what seems an eternity, the small apartment is quiet, I strain to hear his movement, his breathing, something. Time seems endless I can feel the ache in my knees, the dryness of my mouth, the sweat trickling down my back as I anticipate the unknown. The front door rattles and then opens, my heart stops for a moment…is that him? Is it someone else? My need to look consumes me yet I keep my eyes transfixed to the floor. He moves inside and I know it is him, I relax ever so slightly as he approaches then his hands are on my breasts, my nipples captured by his fingers as he leans behind ne and whispers in my ear…..”mhmmmmm, this is how Daddy likes to find his slut, trembling under my touch waiting my command”. I whisper “of course daddy” and immediately my right nipple is twisted painfully in his grasp as the yank of my hair makes me gasp. He growls “I said do not speak unless commanded slut, am I clear?” I begin to respond and then say nothing, he chuckles and says “good slut”.

Letting go of me daddy walks to the bedroom, having not been given an order I remain in position till I have been directed otherwise. I hear movement in the bedroom and then a sharp “slut in position NOW!” Immediately I scurry to the bedroom and assume Daddy’s command, all fours, open, head down and waiting. Daddy waste no time in applying a cool lubricant to my asshole and within moments has worked a butt plug into place. “You better not let that slip out slut” he commands as he moves to grab some rope to secure the plug in place. Next I feel his probing fingers on my cunt, one, two then three. I feel so full as he unceremoniously fucks me with his digits, yanking my hair and growling how I am such a dirty little slut for him to amuse himself with. I feel so full, so used, so dirty, my heart is soaring I can not imagine what he has in store.

Daddy removes his fingers and I stifle the whimper at the void left behind, it does not last long as Daddy’s hands are soon replaced by the largest dildo in our collection. After fixing the ropes so both the dildo and plug are firmly affixed logged in my orifices daddy announces “so my slut has been fanaticizing about double penetration, guess she got her wish” “Didn’t you slut?” “you may speak slut”

“Yes daddy, your slut got what she asked for and then some” Flushed with both arousal and embarrassment at the juices dripping down the inside of my thighs I whimper with desire and need.

Next I hear daddy rummaging around in our play bag, the first thing I hear is the telltale sound of the nipple clamps, Daddy affixes them rudely to both nipples and places the chain in my mouth. His words are simple, no talking and do not drop the chain slut. With that Daddy begins the slow process of warming my body, hands, crop, paddles, floggers, endless. My flesh is heated from arousal, pain, need to please him. My body trembles as my mind moves to that fuzzy space of nothing more than us and what we are to each other, the strands unravel, the stress abates and I simply become a being that wants to serve her Master. To please him in ways no one else can as he releases me into the abyss. As I float I am only slightly aware the blows have stopped and the ropes around my waist have been moved.

The plug is slipped from my ass, the dildo in my cunt left in place, I am only slightly aware he has moved behind me until I feel the sting of his cock invading my tight hole. Once he is buried to the hilt he breathes in my ear, “brace yourself slut I am going to get my fill and do not drop that chain” I nod only slightly as he slowly rocks in and out of my back door. The sensation of both holes being full sends shivers down my spine. As my body adjusts to the sensations as my mind begins to slip back into reality Daddy begins a violent fuck that spins me back into orbit. The feeling of him pounding in and out of me, the constant assault reverberating through the dildo logged in my cunt, his guttural growls and filthy dissertation on what a dirty little whore I am send me to a place I have not yet seen with daddy.

After what seems a blissful eternity daddy grabs hold of the clamps and releases their hold as he growls “cum slut” in my ear as my body rips apart in an orgasmic bliss I feel the death clutch of his hands on my hips as he ruts hard and deep into my bowels before the release of his hot seed skyrockets me further into space. As Daddy softens deep within me he allows me to lie on the bed and reminds me not to move, tears of release quietly stream down my cheeks as my mind and body begins its descent back to reality.

Daddy slips from me and begins the process of removing the binds and slipping the dildo from my cunt, a gasp escapes me as I am now sadly empty but sated from daddy’s use. He then begins to clean both him and me before curling into the bed with me and wrapping me in his arms. Daddy tells me what a good little slut I am before we both drift off into a peaceful slumber before the next session begins.

The inspiration I have when with my girl is only understandable to a few. Those lucky few who have a magical connection with someone that makes them feel this way. I am truly blessed to have such a wonderful woman in my life.

 Love you baby...