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I have come to you for what I seek...
Hello! I have been curious for many years and have had the opportunity to serve a few times. I am honest, loyal, and loving. If you treat me like a princess, I will treat you like a god. I am a switch, and true to my nature I love filling either role. I would like to explore my submissive side further, and refine my dominant side. I appreciate a strong pull on my hair, a spanking, or even a good time out. I am a brat, and love getting my way. I am looking for a healthy mix of vanilla and lifestyle, but I do not seek a relationship at this time.I have limits, some of which are fire, needles, blood, scat, watersports, kids, animals, anything that leaves permanent marks or anything illegal.
I am a student of life, curious and love to learn. I am well educated, outspoken, and goal oriented. I know who I am and have direction in my life. I know my place. but wish to be allowed to be strong, intelligent and independent outside of the bedroom. I have a mind and a mouth, and I use both. I have no issue in speaking to you, but please be respectful if you expect me to answer.
I wish to be Made, not broken...
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I want to be the one with her head in your lap, feeling your love and admiration with every embrace. I want to be the one that you long for when you are away, and desire above anyone else. Is there such a place within your arms? Are you the one who will care for me, and keep me from harm? Will you cherish my gifts, as I am honored by yours...Will you adore me and break me and reshape me for what you need? Will you know what I am thinking, what I crave, and what I seek. This bond begins with much more than a touch; your task: to capture my mind, and reap what you have sewn. The culmination of love begins with trust, and through communication you receive a plentiful harvest. I can be yours and fulfill your every want and desire..Find the key to unlock treasures unfortold..You will control my body, mind, and soul. |
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At times, true intelligence warrants that you choose your battles wisely. In essence, you won't change how someone thinks, male or female. If a man believes that women are inferior, you won't change his mind, not matter how much evidence you can substantiate. The fact is, men and women rely on one another for satisfaction and care, no matter who is in 'control'. I can be well educated, do things for myself, and never require a man in my life for anything, but to some, because I am female, I will never be more than someone who waits on them hand and foot and to fulfill every sexual desire just because they say so. To some degree, equality is overrated. We play this 'game' hoping to find in ourselves the truth of our nature, an outlet to express the feelings and desires we all possess as humans. To pick a fight with a man who believes he is superior to me as a woman would be a waste of time...because being female, I have already lost in his mind. Sounds like a catch 22 of sorts, doesn't it? I find it comical that a woman will have an hour long battle of wits with a man such as this, and it infuriates her so much that she couldn't think straight if she wanted to...HEY sister! Wise up and SHUT UP! As far as I can see it, I pretty much have my shit together, and if I choose to 'use' a man, they know up front that it is purely for sexual gratification. I don't need to use my pussy on a string for them to cut my grass, pay my bills, fix my sink, or anything else that might fall into the category of 'handyman'. I have discovered that this lifestyle has so much to offer and people require different things... there are no shortages of a 'buffet style' sexual or personal experience. This life can be what ever you want it to be in every sense you can imagine. Life is about compromise, and doing what makes us happy, wouldn't you think? So why argue a point when you can simply move on and find what it is you seek? |
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It amazes me how people say in their profile...send me a message...you do that, and they don't respond. I suppose I am a bit old fashioned to think that even if you aren't interested a simple 'no thank you' can go a long way. It's simple.. treat people how you want to be treated. Say thank you if given a compliment. Really, is that too much to ask? |
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You beckoned, and I heeded your call... like a caged animal I have been bound, now I have been free. The decadence offered to me is something I have cherished and missed. I have wept the tears of a prisoner, and felt the pain of restraining a part of myself that cried out for satisfaction. It has been so many years since I have felt complete...all the pieces fit. You have taken the time to figure out the puzzle, to create this exquisite work of art to call your own. Never again will I walk alone. |
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It has been a while...I haven't thought of this part of my life for many years. Having had a vanilla marriage and lifestyle for the last 4 years, and a previous experience that went horribly wrong,I never thought I would visit this part of myself again. It is an oddity how meeting the right person can reignite the curiosity that led me here in the first place. |
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I feel your gaze penetrate my soul to its core. There is nowhere for me to hide. In my minds eye, I view myself as your new toy, and you are trying to think of what you want to do with me first. I can feel that you are pleased through your touches, your caresses. The tone of your voice is playful, yet maniacal. I am your wild one to tame, your mare to break.
I feel my heartbeat quicken, my breath becoming even and hard. No, nowhere to run, I must trust in what we have built. The relationship of trust and respect. I feel fear rush over me, and my skin begin to tingle.
You feel my body tremble, and smile with delight. You know you have control, and the ability to taunt me with my own prowess. You can smell me, just as I can,and you know what it is that I feel. Your words, a hot breath in my ear, an absoultion that seems will never arrive. I feel the pain on my skin, the fire in my soul, the tears from my eyes, and your voice lingering in my mind. |
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my desires and needs span far beyond the reaches of the lifestyle. I want a monogamous relationship to share with someone and have the added dimension of the lifestyle. At this point im not looking to be considered or collared. And im not looking to be a slave.. I am seeking to be a bedroom sub only at this point. That way I have the freedom and ability to learn. I am in no way, even upon meeting a "right Master", wanting to give up my dreams and ambitions....To me its not just about serving a master, but about being in a relationship that is deep and meaningful. Someone i can care for, as much as they care for me. Submission is a gift, a very precious one, that is given, not taken or mind fucked away from someone. |
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So many things...
I feel my darkness closing in around me, my faint breath the only sound. The beating of my broken heart, silenced, shattering as it hits the ground.
There are so many things I long to taste,
the sweetness of you kiss, the warmth of your smile. I miss those things...
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There are so many things in my head, I feel as if it were a pressure cooker. Everything seems to blur together, and reailty becomes abstract. I can't see the definate lines, I can't make choices. You are there to do that for me. I know not which way to turn, nor do I understand why I feel the way I do. I need you to teach me. I need to be your student in every possible way. I need to learn the rules and idea which govern the way to think. I feel alone and desolate. The darkness closes in around me, I feel no one there. Have you forsaken me? This is all so new to me, like a child with a new passion. And it is that for me, and so much more. I need the structure, the rigid guidelines that someone else will set for me. I need to be tamed and broken again and again. I want to be there for you, to love you and serve you. I want you to possess every part of me, heart, soul, and mind. I want you to be my friend, and keeper. The light for me in the dark. I need to know you are there, to make everything alright. |
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The plot thickens in my search for a master...I continue to seek something very particular...I know I want to be kept. The scenes in my mind become vivid, and tense. I sleep and I can't imagine life without the kind of trust, Loyalty, and respect my true master can and would give. He supports my drive to succeed in school, to be ambitious, and gives me strength where I fear I may faulter. He understands me, not just the submissive me, but the whole person. I feel him corse through my vains. He in never out of my mind, my thoughts race again.
Sometimes I find it hard to concentrate on things, he aids me in remaining focused,and allows me to be me. He misses my laugh, my smile, my tears, my crying out in pain. The love we share, the gifts we give to each other...the bond that eternity has created.
I miss his touch, his breath, his strict demure. I miss him calling me"pet". I miss the smile on his face, knowing he can easily break me again and again. He knows I respect him, even though we haven't yet met...or have we...in my dreams. |
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I lay collared at your feet, you tousel the tendrils of red hair matted to my face. The fear eminates from my body, as tears fall from my eyes. Your voice breaks the silence, stern and evil, and resounds through out my body. I begin to shake.
With a gentle tug, I rise to my knees, you look into my eyes, I lose my breath. You won't misbehave again, will you, my pet? As I shake my head no, you take hold of my wrists, binding them with tape. You pull me to my feet, I feel your eyes wandering over me, licking your lips, I feel my shame wash over me. I feel vulnerable, open, and afraid.
Your caresses surge through my soul, a fire I can not hide rages through me. I feel the tingling in my limbs grow...I feel faint.
Once again, I feel your fingers tracing my lips, and my cheeks. So beautiful...a feel the words, a faint breath in my ear.
The madness in my body heightens, your sinister ways have crippled me..I can no longer fight what it is my body craves. I can not speak, for the punishment would be sound. I am at your disposal, at the mercy of your every whim.
You feel my body tighten, the whimpers a faint murmur under my breath. Yes, the beating would be sound if I were to cry out.
I can no longer hold this inside, I throw my head back in ecstacy, and inadvertantly, a moan escapes my lips. This cry for release has been answered.
"That's my pet", you whisper. Your warm breath is almost enough to bring me to that glorious precipise yet again...then nothing.
I feel nothing, see nothing, hear...silence.
I feel your gaze penetrate my very being. You are pleased.
You remove my restraints carefully, gingerly. You stare into my eyes with passion, and love... The gift I continue to give you of myself...the one who is my everything.. My Master
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| Age: 22 |
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