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_./'._¸.¸.•¤**¤•^.,.•¤**¤•^.,.•¤**¤•.,.•¤**¤•^.** *•. .•**Sprinkling ♥My♥ blog with LOVE! ~*♥*~ /.•*•.\¸..•¤**¤•.^,.•¤**¤.^.,.•¤**¤•.,.•¤**¤•^.,**
~*♥*~ The Scariest Place I have ever been is in My mind, the safiest time I ever felt was with You in it. ~*♥*~
~ keep in mine just because I let you veiw a lil part of me in my profile and inside my mind doesnt mean you are in it , for that you will have to work hard ~
<3 Update <3 I've found My friends and I know My place Im not longer seeking my One or a play-friend. I'm happy where I am and thats all that matters. NO I have not been collared and unless I found someone who Deserves ME I wont be. I'm just happy to be where I am and know what I know and will continue to grow without the help of so called "Doms/Masters".
I am not looking but if it comes by I wont deny Myself something but I also wont settle for less then I deserve.
Keep in Mind I am not controlled by trolls or even interestedin them. I am real. My curves...My Twisted and the pure craziness is all part of Me. Yes I am not skinny model like but I have the confidence in Myself that I can be just as HOT without the Model figure. *smirks*
I have come to realize.
I thought if I held up walls that behind them I couldn't get hurt.I was wrong. I couldn't get hurt by others but I was hurting myself.I thought things would damage me but they wont.The things that I have done some of them are wrong and I need to let down the wall and I'm working on it.I was so held back that I could get hurt that I hurt others that I love <3 I'm done with holding things back and the few that truly know me will continue to know me and there are only a handful.I don't lie to others and I'm done lying to myself I'm just going to let myself grown turn into one that is pleasing to myself and if that pleases others (I could only hope)then there isn't much more to ask for. I know my place I'm just still learning how to deal with it.Please be patient to those who I know and care and to thank the two that were truly there and helped me be true to myself (You know who you are) remember when I'm pissing You off. China wasn't built in a day and perfection wasn't created over night. <3 Swanger.
Update : <3I have been finding myself lately, its been within the last few week's that I have truly come to find Myself.While I still enjoy forcing someone my passion is to submit to give my submission and all that I am to someone. There is nothing that makes me happier than to submit to someone who deserves my submission. I am not the perfect submissive by far I'm cheeky, sassy and I enjoy my mischief and I am finding myself. I am getting over the things that I have been shy and embarrassed over while both top and bottom I am over coming some of my self consciousness.<3
I have found the fire that burns with in ,gives me aches and pains makes me happy yet sad when I am not always being pleasant to the One who I submit to... My heart burns to submit to give all that I am to someone that special someOne who I can give myself and my submission which is me to Him. I do seek my One but I will not be doing these on-line relationships and if there is a slight chance in which I do it has to lead to meeting or its NOT something that I will bother with. Straight up with me or not at all.
I can try to better myself for my One to make it better for Us but I am not changing everything that I am for someOne and if that is what they wish than they can move on and not waste Their time as well as my own. I will always be myself my submission will not be gaven to just anyOne. I have my own mind , my own rights and I know the things that I do and don't enjoy. I know the mean of BDSM and I know what a Master or Dom is and its NOT a beating post or someOne who thinks submission is " Suck My dick Slut*t" and for the submissive to say " yes Sir" there is so more than just that and I look for a Master a Dom a One but not just anyOne and not just some moron who takes His woman beating ways out on someone who decides to give their submission.
Since I have found myself, I get excited when I am able to submit...I think about it non stop and I only hope for the day I find my One and I can give it all to Him with all that I am. I long for the day that I can breath , live and give my submission to my One. my body tingles and I get an empty ache when I think of submission and how I can learn better how I can truly give that and be pleasing at all times I long to learn how to better myself to give my submission completely .
I am tired of the players, the haters , the drama that I tend to find on here. I am NOT looking just anyone or anything so those "Fake" and I know you know who you are even if You are too egotistical to admit it need not bother me. This is NOT an ad but the feelings that I feel deep within that I feel I must share within the alt world and be true to myself and Others as I do.
I'm into all kinds of Edge Play Nothing tame about me. I love being on the edge and not knowing what is going to happen next.
And for all you jealous people out there...I love the challenge, but remember karma is a Bitch !!!
I'm a Switch. I enjoy topping but for the right One I can be submissive or "Forced" I'm not interested into finding someOne who thinks they are going to control me because they aren't. I am me , I will always be me and I will not change for anything or anyOne that doesn't mean I am not open to bettering myself.
Why bother speaking to someOne if all You are going to do is break them or make them someone that they aren't?
I have sometimes in the past Topped men but I don't enjoy it really except for an outlet to let out some of sadistic ways out that most women couldn't endure. I enjoy topping woman , in just about any forms. I don't enjoy woman topping me and its NOT something that I am going to let a woman to do to me.It turns me off . I am a very strong person (in character) as well as mental and physical and I find that a woman topping me just NOT my thing. I top woman they DON'T top me so those woman who keep trying will just be sent to ignore its DISRESPECTFUL to me. Just because I am submissive doesn't mean that I am a "door mat" I still have my own mind and I think for myself those woman who think that my own opinion and what I want doesn't matter just as well talk to a brick wall because I don't give a day-um what you have to say and I will shove you in ignore rather to embarrass your ass and top You.There is only One whom haves an exception to this and SHE knows it.Wickedly_TWisted is the One and ONLY woman who will EVER top me unless its done again My will.
Also for woman :
I am A Sadomasochist .Most of My friends would say I have a (dominant yet an easy-going personality. Respect is something I demand from E/everyone. I Believe You give a little , You take A Little. I do not believe in humiliation of certain ways although there is some that helps learn others respect and can be used. Dogs/Scat << forms of humiliation is nothing I have anything to do with so if that is something that gets you off please move along.Control is something that is not only physical yet mental as well. I believe You control their mind & their body's will follow.Recently I have accepted My submissive ways and accept that I am a switch because I enjoy both top and bottom (sideways too) Ive been in touch with My submissive side and WOW there is nothing like it. I can be Top or bottom either way its just a part of Me I enjoy both. My submission has taken over me and its burning brightly and I love it I take it as it comes and I uphold it. Mostly I am submissive and enjoy giving my submission to a man but Dominant when it comes to woman. xoxo Nikki thanks for taking the time to read this little novel.
My Ideal Person: I'm currently not looking. I've found all that I need.
I want someone who accepts me, they can help make me a better person but they cannot make me into something that I am not. I enjoy everything from BDSM to vanilla so I expect someone who enjoys a bit of both. someOne who is understanding, caring , sadistic and wild. He will take me to places where I have yet to reach myself. Bring me to pleasure through out the "pain" that He brings me.someOne who knows how important it is to give their submissive time and patience to become the one that They both truly desire to feed the fire that burns deep within, for her its to be submissive to Him but for Him its to take her submission and to help mold her(me) to better herself for enjoyment of both. The right person is hard to find. You don't find it over night and usually it turns out to be the one who is like a best friend. You can never truly love without being friends there is no one else better to be your One than the one who understands you most. He should know you inside and out care about your feelings. I am not just looking for a Dominant/Master I am looking for a Friend,a lover ,a Dominant, a Master He is to be my One and Only my All my Everything and I am to be His.<3
~*♥*~ The Scariest Place I have ever been is in My mind, the safiest time I ever felt was with You in it. ~*♥*~
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March 31st - April 3rd
I will be in London Ontario.
April 3rd - April 13th
I will be in Cambridge Ont/Water Look Area ;)
Come on Holidays. |
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I haven't been around using Collar me much because well it seems pretty dead for the most part.
Is there some secert room all the Canadians are hiding in and I'm not seeing it? LOL |
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The man leads the woman follows ~
The mean leads the woman follows, in the time that woman lead (Adam and Eve) it was havoic the same with todays society after the slavery was took out and D/s was changed , to where woman got equal oppurtunity (changed the order in the bible) things went down hill. I know this is a harsh statement but look back and Yyou will see that I am right...Again.
Woman walks into a bus man doesnt get up woman mumbles ... man says " well you want equal rights and since I got her first I was given the first oppurtunity to the seat and I took it " woman complains...but got what she wanted..to be equal
~ so dont bitch about it when it doesnt go everyway you planned ~
*Although I mean I do think this that it has some fact in society taking a down fall , different issues arising etc doesnt mean I dont like my equal rights jusr curious to where everone else stands *~ The Man leads the woman follows ~ |
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If a Master/Dom tells you the secerts that He uses to get to you can you use it to fight of Him getting into your mind? Or do you just let Him in there anyways because you think you have a need for Him to be there. Can you use it against someOne when they show you their tehnique.
I believe that yes indeed you can hold it against them build walls up and fight them off to not let them inside your mind but maybe thats what they want is for you to use it against them the bigger the fight, the harder the chase the more interested they become?
Then I think well why would someone want to fight off the best things that happen to them ? To push one out but then again maybe thats just part of wanting Him to want you more. So now who has the power?? I think its in my hands. |
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This got me to thinking laughs more of a rambling just an idea, a question. A thought *!*!
How important is a hug?Just as Important as a Smile
Well I am NOT a cuddly person. Infact I hate being cuddled all the time, I think that hugging all the time , snuggling is basically sticking up someones ass and it annoys the hell out of me I mean there is a "sensual" but too much is kinda "sissy" though I do think "hugs" are Important .
A hug can save a life of someone who is depressed, lonely ,upset or in a different state of mind.
I hug can show one that you love them without saying it the firm grip kind of sends a message to the brain that you know you are cared for.
A hug can symbolize a true friendship or can let you know when someone isnt real. Those who can lie to your face isnt about to give you a proper "hug" it will show through them.
I know that myself when Im lonely, depressed upset or just in a horrible mood that if the right person hugs me it makes everything all right I feel safe for a few seconds but I do indeed feel better after receiving that hug.
Though when someone is constantly hugging me it ROTS my nerves it seriously pisses me off its like " come on you huggilg lil tart let me the fuck GO" lol I know I know Im a bitch yada yada yada tell someone who cares Im proud of it.
A smile can also show someone you love them , that you care for them or that when you do something for them , its true from your heart and soul not only the smile but it will be in the eyes , a meaning an emotion that shows so much by doing so little.
A smile can make the lonely girl...a happy one ...to know someone wants to send her a little big of happiness or just enough to make her smile back ..it works...
SMILES ARE CONTAGIOUS GIVE ONE and maybe just maybe you will get one back *smiles*
did You know someone can hear a smile in your voice? yes its noticeable through the phone..through your typing ..a smile...a true one not one put on for show...can be seen no matter where its done. *smiles*
A smile across your face, a light in your eyes its all it takes for Him to realize you care fully and with all your heart its a though a smile ... a twinkling eye is where it all starts.
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We all fool ourselfs...We want happiness...the perfect One for Uus yet all Wwe get is thoughts that fool Oour minds till Wwe realize that Wwe are the only Oones fooled sat in Oour own little miserable corner sulking on what could be , what should be but what it isnt. Wwe live in Oour own little dream world sometimes but it seems so real but can it truly be real?? Im not sure if I been fooling myself lately and maybe if I Have been I feel so good about it should it matter.will it hurt me in the end ?? Maybe if it makes me happy for a little than its worth it anyways? Yyou cant fool happyness even if only for a little while so am I just a fool? If You believe in things does it make it real? I mean Yyou feel them so it must be real? The feelings are real the person Yyou see or the things Yyou see are real but if they are not actually in Yyour hands do they exist or are they just a little game that Wwe have playing in Oour heads that Wwe get off the internet that Wwe fool Oourselves with are they fake or real? Its something I been pondering but havent figured out yet but right now Im just trying to be happy where I am. |
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Dear River.
I see you shine with Him. I am amazed. I see your smile it really lights up. But most of all I see your courage.
I see you take your fears and smile anyways. you keep living and loving and while the river has heavy currents when you thought you would drown. you picked yourself up and His happiness was found. your a very strong little one and I have to give you praise for so many people around this world would be gloomy on these days.
A river flows its beauty glows and everyone on its sides does shine. The sky lights up like chrome and was Him this river was shown it set a special tone the river will always flow.
hes your rock , when you are weak the flow the speed the hand that holds your cheek. don't let it go forever let the river flow.
we are the bed by the river side, we will hold your hand while proud we will stride. to pour the rain from our souls back to the river so it will always flow.
with grace and ease , the touch her need to please. Let the river flow never let the hope go. The river is yours .Let it flow.
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I see many Sub/Slaves going around calling every one "Sir" or hearing "yes Master" when in fact the person they are calling this is NOT their's it makes no sense to me.
Is this a desperate attempt to try to get the one who they are calling "Sir/Master" to consider them for the efforts that they are showing?
Are Dominants and Masters that naive or working on half a brain that they do not see this.
This to me is a form of a submissive trying to brain wash a "Dom/Master".
The words mean nothing if there is nothing behind it. Door mats to me are not attractive.
The manipulation behind this and the reasons for the manipulation (good or bad) are enough to turn me from this behavior and the people doing it.
There are no two ways about it.
The fact that the submissive does this to the Dominant does not show much respect for the Dominant and they see them as a Poor "Master" to be doing such a thing in the first place.
why would some one want a "Master" that they are controlling. At least that is my opinion but I do not think I am wrong.
Nikki
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Okay so lately I been reading the Bible and NO I AM NOT MOCKING IT. ITs IN the bible that woman should submit to men....well their husbands and its like WOW slavery is IN the bible.so many things in the bible that says its okay ..as long as its ot used for others to do your work but brought out in a decent way which is what true Masters do..not this black/white racist shit but just the woman to the main if the man is to lead her in the RIGHT way...I mean to better for them etc..all that good MAster stuff..so I mean I been thinking...is this where the trouble began when woman got their equal rights ?? Not that I would want my rights taken away complete but I mean this is what its leading down to..that the trouble/wars etc come into the world when woman got equal rights...of course the different religions etc had to be involved as well but it all comes down to WOMAN being submissive to men..which leads into slavery..Its amazing and I could explain it a hell of lot more but I just discussed it among a group of RT people for like 2 hours so I'm NOT about to sit and write here that long its just crazy but WOW Its in the bible even so I mean who says we ain't right? ALSO it says that if you ain't out being a whore basically (In nice words in the bible of course) that fulfilling your fantasy no matter what they are..is right..I mean though shall not harm the body but if you just break the skin and it don't cause health problems..which being safe sane and consensual comes in ...then its not against the bible. I know I know I'm just justifying what I do with my religious background but its all good there are he he as long as I think I'm right..thinking I could be wrong wont drive me insane cus I believe I am right !!!
I know that many wont think Im right or even give it a read after seeing the title but I am NOT mocking the bible or anything else Im just thinking..I mean seriously Im justifying what Im doing and NOT In the selfish ways Im actually reading the bible and getting my info and backing it up.
whats your veiws?
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Biblical explanation versus scientific explanation on being a Lesbian.
I have been thinking about lesbians. I am bisexual myself and I haven't gotten around to figuring it out yet...maybe its because I was leading a semi dominant life trying to control things that I couldn't control or handle that I wasn't ready for. I'm not dissing any of this I'm just stating what has been running through my mind.
On being a lesbian, I have looked at certain friends of mine....
Exhibit A. My friend Kayla. She was raised to be the dominant one in the family, having to take over what her father did because he didn't do much. He was useless and was not a good Master/guide for the family. He left it there for her to pick up when her mother couldn't...notice that use of a "bad master" in hand...He made her mom into a slave door mat...and Kayla was the dominant in the family controlling everything so she turns against men...seeing her father had done wrong...He wasn't dominant the way he should have been, and it caused her to be "butch" in a way or manly..having to take over the manly role..she tends to like woman since she is used to being the manly dominant. Is this why she is a lesbian?? A father who wasn't dominant and couldn't control...leading to mixed feelings of not knowing what to do ...I'm not saying its right but this could cause a person to become a lesbian.
Exhibit B. My friend Mark. He was treated like the rest of the girls growing up. His tea was made and served for him...He didn't have to contribute to the family although His father did EVERYTHING to support them. He was made into one of the girls...he didn't have to work to know about life. Meanwhile the wife cooked etc and the girls helped..Along did he...becoming a Little feminine...along with this close circle of friends that his parents had...and Ill be dammed they ALL grew up with GAY SONS or perverted ones but that’s not the subject. He was treated like a woman and thrown off track of what it is to be dominant, to lead and keep order in a home, to function in a family where the male is supporting. So he turns out to be gay...maybe this was the reason..
The up bringing of not being dominant as head of the house hold.... The up bringing of not leading, where his mom was a sub and taught him to be a sub, which led to him being gay. Hmmm I mean I'M not saying its right, it just crossed my mind and I wonder what others opinions are...It just seems a lil strange.... The natural order of the bible is screwed up, and yes I sit here and chuckle because I always say "Each to is their own" but now I'm thinking about it. *Smiles* don't take offense as I love gays/lesbians/myself.
The scientific reason is that they say that you get half of your genes from your mother and half from your father, which causes you to have more Dominant or submissive traits, which give you more feminine or masculine ways that lead into mixed feelings etc...(Yeah that’s the simple version of it)
Which one is right? The one that comes from the bible of the woman submitting to man, the man being in control as long as its done in a safe sane way that she is lead right. If He isn't going to abuse her wrongly because she submits...OR the gene's genes..that comes form science. It’s something definitely to think about..lol..as you can tell I have been thinking about it. Either way it kinda leads to the bible not being obeyed where society goes down hill after the "slavery" << when used in the right way goes down hill. OR You can simply say either way Bible vs. Science that it’s your parent’s fault.
This is just something I been thinking about I suppose and would like opinions on this |
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It's the tingle makes me light hearted A fire in my soul is where it started I tingle in my heart in which it all did start A feeling I will never part.
A throb in my veins that makes me smile A warm fuzzy feeling that lasts a long while. A rush in my fingers to feel the warm core The tingles of joy from being His Whore.
A soft gentle kiss and a luscious smile A warm guiding hand holding me many miles.
I comforting voice that says Yes dear A warm fuzzy feeling of feeling you near |
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have no doubt look into the depths of my soul and waLook into my eyes and tell me what you see the depths of my soul and all that I can be.
My soul will devour you and that I have no doubt look into the depths of my soul and watch out
This is me, look into the depth of my soul and find who I am. Love me for who I am. tch out
This is me, look into the depth of my soul and find who I am. Love me for who I am. |
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I am the property of my Master. I must always obey my Master. I must never lie or omit the truth. I have but One Master. I will take my Masters cock whenever and where ever he tells me. When I am called slave Bliss I will get on my knees , take my Masters cock into my mouth while he puts on my collar I must never touch of remove it. I must always go to my Master for his approval. I must always be respectful and obedient to my Maser. I must not interfere with Masters business. It means everything to me its who I am. My submission gives me reason in life. It lets me be who I am , how I am and love doing it. I take pride in submitting. Its my release , far more arousing than an orgasm or many orgasms feelings that I have never felt before from my spirit and my soul. The Ability to submit to Master gives me a rush through my veins starting at my heart and like a wild fire exploding through my body wave after wave of arousal going though it. The blood instantly rushing through my veins to a deep powerful breath taking feeling. My breath shortens. its gasps..... a gasp a sweet powerful gasp only brought on by my submission.
My submission is powerful. It controls me but in a way that I want to be controlled. My body the little surges of energy going through me. I feel a deep hunger for the release of all that I am since I have just begin on this journey but loving every minute of it. The times that it may look tough there is always a light on the end of the journey shining through out the end of the tunnel giving hope. The trust that I have for Him is crazy I put my life in his hands and I'm happy knowing that I can truly trust and truly let myself be "vulnerable" to Him and not worry that I will be guided in a beautiful way. My feelings though they come as many and it make some emotional its never been so clear to know where I belong (between His feet). My submission is something I cherish no matter where it comes from or how its just so exciting to me and makes me feel so it makes me feel as I belong and when I know I belong to Him there is no greater feeling. To know that someone "needs" me in a way is pleasing to me it makes me feel whole as a person though much word is needed I feel complete. The most amazing thing of all is the pride that I feel and take in myself through my submission and when it pleases Him I have never been as happy as I am when he is pleased. It makes me feel more of a woman , more feminime and sexy. I take great pride in pleasing my Master. I get pride knowing I'm doing something right my soul and spirit are allowing me to be pleasing in all forms. The pleasure from pleasing. It means a lot to me I feel completely free from everything through my submission my cares and needs melt away with a command focusing on one need : To please him. Its amazing giving up the cares and the worries, stress,drama,bullshit to be able to please Him The determination that knowing to please Him I would be pleasing its this explosion of emotions sending me into my subspace high. A fantasy in reality a wish ful filled. A joy of being reborn again as being yourself in all your glory my submission. The rush that goes through me I can feel my clit swelling , the throbs going through me slowly and quickly...the shocks...the airwaves.... an electrical current washing through my body....I can feel the juices begins to flow and my eyes glaze over an exciting sexual feeling as I feel a different "forM" over my body my submissive side leaking out making me feel more alive than I have ever felt... short breaths...a gasp. a pant... and excitement , a tingle all over me... my back arching...reacting to his word....His voice. His tone.. The chuckles of His voice when I get nervous...the drive it gives me to over come my fears of my "fears' the little problems I have with in myself fade away because he leaves me at ease and gives me peace and comfort. The energy that I feel feeds my soul over joying it , exciting it but making it want more my submissio goes deeper, stronger than I could ever imagine its my being its who I am and while I express it differently sometimes its because my submission travels so deep. The more I feel my submission the more I want I crave for more..my drive for more.... my soul screams for more ,rougher,harder,deeper my body erupts in emotions,feelings arousal.. The power the comes over me is incredible. The feel of something so strong in me..filling me full...is excelrating... almost unbearble...it breaks out shining through me... God how I love the feeling. my submission gives me stablity in life it makes my cares (the worlds the worrds) go away and gives me freedom. Nothing else gives me the stability that I feel when I feel my submission flowing through me nothing else makes me as happy and nothing can replace it. I'm content with my submission I long for it to go deeper but couldnt be more pleased with myself than I am after being guided and shown my submission once getting to know the feeling there was no going back its irriplaceable an dirresistable. I love that I'm controll though I am me and my own person I feel cared for , protected ,relived that I am the property of my Master. I must always obey my Master. make same wet every time I read it , say it do it. Knowing hi arousal to my submission makes me want deeper to please him its this great feeling of knowing your accomplishing something that through my obdeicance im furthering my learning and going deeper into my submission. My arousal is on edge when I know " I must never lie or omit the truth" it lets me be honest with myself and Master and not worrie of the harm that the truth often brings. The punishment that comes from some of the truths for it will be dealt with amd moved on I feel free to express myself in whatever manner I wish knowing after the punishment it will not be brought up again. Its like this whole new meaning of freedom. I feel a great weight off my shoulders from it all. I feel happy knowing that I tell the truth I may be punsihed but all the same He will be happy that I obeyed the rules while submitting Him the truth and I feel relieved of the cares or concerns. This make some feel much better as person in general. Submission has brougth a positive change in my life. It gives me a new light. A happier person in all aspects of my life to be more cherry than I was before to know that no matter what I lose who i am can never be mixed up in all the "changes and downfalls" in my life. The feeling of being owned and knowing that " I have but one Master" is great it gives me stablity...it gives me hope..I feel free though being ownerd. the fact that someone cares enough for me to be there for me through it all... to mold and shape me to better myself means that someone truly does care...my submission giving this to me...its just amazing..I love my submission an object of my desire one that I find myself falling more and more in love with each touch or taste of it that I get. Its this never filling hunger..I learn for to feed on it. I get lost I feel comforted I know that I have found my submission and will never lose myself and this is amazing...A hope to never be lost again or alone always a shoulder to lean on to release burdens and forget about them. A positive light in life A new found love for being owned. I feel free from the world its amazing. I get tingles..surges...aroused my body jumps..it straightens and has its own lovely glow. I have rules obviously and I love obeying them it has not only become a "task" but not its just natural it comes to me and I find myself doing it without even noticing I'm getting more and more comfortale in my submission and willing to travel the journey more as I get more comfortable. My favorite is " I will take my Masters cock whenever and where ever He tells me" *tingles* this make me tingle,instantly wet my body throbs my heart races I smile..I instantly get excited and anxious to have the priceledge of his cock is a dream come true knowing that I get is deservingly. *beams* When I am called slave Bliss I will get on my knees , take my Masters cock into my mouth while he puts on my collar I must never touch of remove it.The marking of me , by Him giving me my name was an incredible journey not only does it show what I mean to Him by the meaning behind it but it also A joy , a ame that makes me His a show of affection and pride from him. I take great pride in my name and showing it of. I feel over joyed to be part of the journey , the learning is truly exciting. I dont need to be named/marked to know where I belong but the little smile from being "shown" is beautiful its a warm feeling of happiness... a loving feel a sweet..genetle..."bring me to heave in pain" moment. Knowing through out the pain, the tears the fears that I am His. Its lovely. Its being accepted for who I am. Its seeing past all that I am and knowing what I am capable of even beyond my own knowledge. I know that I'm cherished and taken care of that I am valuable and I am worthy. The deep level of trust that is established through out it all is remarkable. Its a lovely feeling knowing I can let the things that don't matter drift away as the thing that does mater come into place my own happy little world. knowng that "I must always go to my Master for His approval" is hot I need the knowledge that He accpets me for who I am, how I am what I do ,what I look like and that it is up to His standards and is pleading..its hot...from the smoothness of my pussy to the structure of my arch is hot..The more apporval the more pleading that happier that I am. The change to be able to arouse Him in the slightest bit is easier to reach knowing I have His approval. The thing that makes me hot the most ..besides my 4th rule is that I'm put in my place, where I belong..and I love being put in it I love the reaction and attraction the emotion in it between us knowing that I obey to his commands... Respect in general is a struggle for me I never give it to people who aren't deserving but to Him its importnant and I feel good I feel much more lady like when i give Him the respect that He deserves. He does this by my 8th rule "I must always be respectful and obedient to my Maser. I must not interfere with Masters business." I like the feeling of being property His property. I like the feeling of knowing I can ask but it won't always be my way i will not always know but its great having the trust for another to know that he will not lead me wrong ... a bond that cannot be broken or replaced a special connection a glow..from my soul ...knowing I can trust all that I am into Him and not worrie of being damaged. The ulitmate feelings sexual or non sexual feeling for me is my submission the things that help make it are great, wonderful and hot. I enjoy every moment of the journey learning . the more I learn the more I want the more I crave I love growing its what makes me the happiest. I have never felt anything that quite compares to my submission it make me tingly, I feel intense,powerfu,erotic, the powers are at their edge and I love it..it puts me and my body on edge my mind wandering and I love it. Its more arousing than any orgasm it makes me more pleased emotionally,physically and mentally than any sexual touch and/or act that I have ever been involved at a feeling that lives inside me giving me such pleasure its a "Fantasy in reality" but I live it and I feel it, I deal with it so I know that is real. I do my rules over and over and over again getting a positive energy flow every time that I say them ... its little things that makes this so powerful. The more I learn to please the happier I am. I cannot explain how good it feels. The feelings involved in everything is incredible, the rush, the drive the ache to please the want to make Him happy. The need to be pleasing. The pride I take in it all. The accomplishment when I do something right or I take a further step into my submission. It gives me the ability emotionally,physicall and spiriually to be stable in being who I am. A slave. I burst with excitement I want to show my submission,let people see th ejoy, the freedom,the power that I get from it. Te look in my eyes the tone in my voice..the weakness in my kness the rush in my veins the throbs in my pussy the wentess, the pulsh jumping my heart racing..my need to please him my wants to please him the control he has over my body with just simple,words,volumes..The rage that my spirit looks for the softness that my soul receives..the happiness I take in myself knowing I'm pleasing but not to Him but to me I feel better as person more so than I ever have I feel great being me its just this drive , the new life thats inside me that makes me so happy so relieve and so alive. Submission has put life in my body in my veins, my heart,head ,my mind my soul...my spirit and it makes me complete. Giving the control away was NOT easy for me I had to open my mind more...my heard filled with love,lust...emotions... I had to push down walls..many walls the thing that held me back in the long run only to bring my submission about helping me find who i am ..the journey not an easy one it makes things hard when you carry berriers...or burdens...its touch but its worth it.. I really get off onbeing controlled I want my life controlled more My need to have it controll is wild and still soaring high...the drive...stamina...power I get from submitting is far more pleasurable than anythign else I have experienced. In my most vulnerable state I get strength from my submission it gives me the drive to move on with things to know that I have this wonderful thing on my side that no one can take away from which I choose to give to my Master a lovely person caring, honest and trustworthy.me. Its my gift to him. I love my submission I love who i am and what I will become. I feel more valuable now than I ever have. I know and trust that I am worthy. I feel complete through my submission. *~* A Spirit in the wind that goes wild, a flame that feeds into eternity a wild one that seeks to be hunted and found the pray His pray to be set free but in the grips of His spirit freedom arises as the Hunter watches her , feeds on her and will soon catch her she feeds on Him hunting her as her spirit explodes from being the feed He preys upon she erupts into happiness and freedom but most of all completion through Him hunting her and her being the hunted. *~* As always. ~ *♥* ~ Slave Bliss ~ *♥* ~ Look into my eyes and tell me what you see the depths of my soul and all that I can be.
My soul will devour you and that I have no doubt look into the depths of my soul and watch out.
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she lay awake, looking up at the ceiling with a smile on her face, she turns and looks to Him her Master , she smiles thinking to herself how happy she has been since she has been here.in this strange place accepting what it is that faith as lead her. She turns watching Him , He's fast asleep after the session they hard early she thinks about it and then looks down lifting the cover's just a little she see's her reddened legs and still feels the tingling of her ass. she smiles wide , she moves closer to Him she can hear Him breath running her finger along His chest. playing with the little bit of hair that He has , He startles a little she cuddles into His chest trying not to wake Him .
He jumps a little giving her a fright He chuckles " Nikki girl relax thats nothing compared to what your going to receive in time , as He throws off her covers gets behind her and looks at her reddened ass . He chuckles , and Swats her ass hard , fast and medotically , moving behind her , He drags her to the edge of the bed , she grabs ahold of the sheets tightly pulling them with her , He takes her naked body , pulls it back against His , rubs His hardened cock against her ass , and forcefully shoves it into her pussy , ripping her as He does, He takes her by the hips , as she is presented to Him , and grabs her hips and thrust's deep into Her pounding her pussy as He thrust deep into her , He pulls her back against His cock , Her pussy feeling His cock stretching her , fully pumping into her pussy , making her take it all , hitting the back of her pussy He continues pounding her and pounding her as He gets closer.
He takes her body flipping her over, she looks up at Him half scared half turned on He forcfully pulls her into His cock , she begins bucking her body into His cock , moaning loudly , half screaming as He take's her pussy and thrust deep into it , she moves into Him , half sitting up , she presses herself into Him as hard as she can hearing His balls smacking off her pussy , moaning she feels orgasim growning He lets out soft low growls into Her He pulls her up and begins fucking Him as He holds her up tight , then He turns around and lays back onto the bed.
she begins riding Him hard, grinding against His cock and slamming herself down onto it , He thrust's up into her pussy pounding her , her body shaking , shes moaning she begins to moan louder and louder as her orgasim begins to grow He hauls out a riding crop"SMACK" she begins riding as hard as she can He takes the riding crop "SMACK,SMACK,SMACK,SMACK" Against her hips, stomach and back she arches her back ,riding harer , faster, slamming down onto His cock , He explodes deep into her pussy , wave after wave of cum flowing into her pussy , with this she cums hard with Him , her pussy milking and gripping His cock , moaning loudly she moaning for Him , He laughs , as her orgasm subsides He pushes her to the bed and kisses her cuddling Her and biting her and whispers "girl get used to it , thats going to be some well used pussy " and continues kissing Her deeply passionatly and with all of His being |
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You grab me , hold me up by my throat, I turn around try to kick you in the nuts but my leg is throw-ed back ...behind me .. that cold hard gaze in your eyes.worries me a little but the sassy stern agreed look still in my eyes... You smack me across the face and throw me down on the bed only for me to look up and call you a bastard..I get up ..look at you my hands dig tight into you ..I mutter and try kneeing you but you grab me by the throat and you squeeze my life in your hands..my eyes watering and my heart racing...you squeeze a little tighter " just what do you think your doing nikki?" I gasp a little fuck you ...and I try to retaliate..but you got me your body held up over me ... a smug smile on your face ...a look of worry over my body as I feel your foot connecting with my ribs...my heart goes up my throat.... I gasp but I feel wet and turned on ...you look down your face angry like I have never seen it before it frightens me but the adrenaline ..making me more angry ... a fight is about to break out ..I bring my hand up and across your face a hard blood... kicking you in the nuts trying to ex scape...I connect and try to move up ...you grab me and then I see your hand draw back...and in it ... a blade....a thick hunting blade..I gasp but look into your eyes " You wouldn't , you don't have the balls...you will faint the first drop of blood you pussy , do it if your going to " I taunt you ..my look of laughter comes across my face I feel that I have won you will give up and stop while you are ahead..I laugh in your face your hand comes tighter around my neck , I gasp for air again breathing harder , deeper I take my hand pulling at yours trying to get it off me but no use....I feel your hand RIP away my shirt....and you look down at my bra still on the eyes get red....a dark color..the beast is out ..and ready to play ..I shiver a lil and look up into your eyes trying not to turn my show no fear..I wont I wont lose fuck you I wont ....I lift my knee and plow into you again ..the knife comes down flicks across the front of my bra . cutting it off and nicking my skin ... a worry creeps over me , I shiver and look up at you but mock you " wow you did do it , pussy feeling the sing in my body " but you wont do it anymore" presses myself against the knife a little but to my surprise you don't draw back ...I thought you would..my mind blanks a little I have gotten myself into trouble as I feel ur hand move while the knife still dug into me , tears at my skin a foul holler comes out of my mouth My back arches without thinking to the knife..digging into it a little more ..fuck..I feel the blood your eyes looking down on me , the cold hard smile across your face....I spit in your face , fucking cock sucker... I feel a blow to my face....to my surprise you have struck me again .... I whimper...gawd....I think He has the balls...Ive released the beast..... I feel your hand of my breath I pant for air , but feel my face stinging I cry suddenly I realize I have pushed You to far..and I'm in for it but I don't care I wont stop..no not me I'm too stubborn for that...I scream out for help what was I thinking coming to the cabin with you after you had told me that indeed you would get me ..why the fuck did I do this? I hear you chuckle as you see the look on my face..the fear but yet the determination that you will NOT get what you want I will get i out of it....pushing up against you trying to kick you off me , your legs kicking my open ...my hands wrapping around yours , punching you in the face, freaking out ..I feel the rope you have coming around my wrist tying the both together my body tense and I begin screaming loudly , crying tears flowing down my face, I freak out ..how can I control something if I'm tied..how can I stop him ? closing my legs I fight against you pushing my body against yours , you let the knife drop from your grip it nicks my hand as you continuing tying me , my body shaking and fighting against the bonds trying not to let the knife dig into me as I see it on the side I look to it , my attention goes to the knife instead of you for a moment you take this moment to push me onto my stomach and sit on me ..you whisper " what are you going to do now slave girl , nothing " and let out a laugh...I cry in my semi defeat but don't give up ...I will not lose..I refuse to ... you pull my hair up wrapping it around Your fingers...I cry a lil harder and feel the knife pressing against my neck " comply or be brutalized bitch" I whimper and choke out "yes Sir" I know your grinning I hate it , I try not to think of what your doing ... I tense up feeling my ass and everywhere tightening .... shudders a little the shivers running through my body ...as i feel the pain in my chest where you had sliced me Little. you lean down , my hair still in ur hand the knife not so anymore... you slide your hands down the ass of my pants..I whimper...stop please...honestly you win I give up just fucking stop..I feel your hand slip out and just as I do SMACK across my ass FUCK I scream out the blow not soft at all , a hard blow can feel a string in my ass ..god dammit it you fucking bastard... I try to roll over and get you off me , hands tied and not done you laugh at me again and I feel your hand coming across my face..stop I beg you please just fucking stop...the tears flowing down my cheek my heart pumping.... my body tense and scared of you ... SMACK OUCH Fucker I fucking hate you , you low life prick faced dick ... I spit in your face , you wipe it off and I hear " thats it slut I'm tired of the pushing your gonna get yours"
I cry at this , I look at you and I see a ball gag...and I whimper shutting my mouth tight your not getting that in my mouth I think , clamping my teeth shut my jaws hard and set fuck that . SMACK your hand lands against my ass again , I see you reaching for the knife I try to get at it but no you get it first... looking at me, you slip it down the crack off my ass and bring it up against my ass I wiggle trying to throw you off guard,, just letting you cut away more , I press up against it , hoping you would stop..I just feel the edge of the blade against me ...STOP please STOP I beg out you shove your fingers into my mouth filling so I cannot bite you ...finish cutting my jeans away and you bring your hand up to my mouth ....re lacing the hand with a ball gag before I can shut my mouth and pumping it up as it spreads my mouth slowly cutting off the whole oxygen ...panicking ...breathing through my nose as much as I can ..you plug my nose ..I gasp and pant the look of fear in my eyes price less....worth every sadistic thing you do as I look up at you , shutting my eyes quick seeing yours light up from my pain ... you flick my nose , I open my eyes to look up only they fill with tears...my eyes fuzzy not able to see much ...my eyes pleading for you to stop ... you get off me , life my legs up I feel the rope coming around them and tying tight...painfully tight...cutting the blood off.. I whimper as I feel my legs spread apart...to each side of the fire place...looking up at you this is humiliating ...leaving me here like this tying me up so I C cannot get out .,pulling hard seeing the fire place move a lil ...you look down " nikki you will never win just stop" as I see you put a kerosene lamp on the mantle* " keep moving slave girl and see what happens, no one even knows I'm here...so if you burn down the rope...the ball gag....everything gone and not a trace of me here at all"
I try my best to stay still looking up at you my hands tied in front of me and my legs apart...I try to sit up ..god I wish you would leave ....my head filled with horrible thoughts..unable to beg or ask to be let go ..this has gone to far...you tower over me , I look up my eyes filled with fear...
I worry ...I gasps...my breathing slow..my fear....anxiety overwhelming me and thats when the first strike hits..SMACK I arch a lil and try so hard to keep my legs still but the Lateran moves a bit ...I Look up at you my eyes begging you to stop.... the pain fills ...and I feel a slight sensation from it ..I hope you don't notice and I struggle a lil bit careful to keep my legs slow...you lean down ..shover your fingers against my pussy and rub my clit through my panties...I groan through the gag alil hoping you would stop ..the humiliation in this..just disgusting....my mind wandering...feeling a slight pleasure from your fingers.. I hear " now now lil slave girl...why are you wet if you keep fighting , I will take the gag off you if your going to beg for me to use you " now will you ??" I nod in agreement...you lean down and grab my cheeks " I'M not fucking stupid nikki , don't under estimate me " a slight smack across my cheeks..crying harder, gasping for air...you plug my nose again an evil grin . move back behind me I feel ur foot coming into my pussy ...gawd the pain , you lean down over me towering over me....your fingers grip my nipples pulling on them , i feel the arousal going through my body , my pussy's getting wetter you notice this " Your just a wanting slut I don't know why you deny it you want it " shutting my eyes denying your words" shaking my head now" thats when I feel the clamps on my nipples..adjusted as tight as they can go...MM goddd the feeling the arousal I'm feeling godd this is good i think I look up at you my breath coming back a little noticing you rubbing your cock , seeing it getting stiff...I mumble a little bit ..gaawd stop I think you drop your pants bringing your cock to my face SMACK across my face SMACK again to the other side I turn my head from you SMACK I feel a slight tug on the nipple chains.. the arousal I'm feeling godd this is good i think I look up at you my breath coming back a little noticing you rubbing your cock a little more.
Wanting so bad to tug to get free anything I bring my hands up as they are tied to get and connecting with your cock ..you laugh " now lil one that didn't hurt" your hand grabbing my throat again , untying me from the fire place my legs free I kick at you as much as I can , You smack me hard across the face the ball gag almost breaking my teeth .....slowly you get between my legs..having them wrapped around you ...and tying them to the other side as you stay in between them , trying to squeeze them together but your body prying them open ..fuck fuck fuck I think this lil 5 ft 8 inch man standing between me going to take me as he wishes and nothing I can do , I fight hard against the rope , shaking screaming my throat sore and just lil whimpers being heard from the ball gag god struggling my body screaming in it self freaking out the rope tying me to you , I feel your cock smack against my wet pussy tap tap tap gawd feeling you slowly slide your cock between my wet slit , I move back shaking as much as I can pulling myself back and freaking out looking up into your eyes my face sadden and my eyes swelled the tears running down my cheeks...I feel the grip on my neck tighten as I feel your cock go fully into me , a scream caught in my throat as feel you go to the hilt your pelvis grinding against my clit ....I feel humiliated..torn ,..and made....my pussy tight around your cock , contracting..spasming.....trying not to let you in but you force yourself full in anyways..I hear a few grunts from you , my breath scare now my eyes filling up again the fear in me , I rock trying to get away from you only for you to pull me back on your cock ,filling me " come on now slave girl cum for Master" I hear a tight clink....a collar wrapped around my neck , I shake fighting with you the ropes and bounds hurting my ankles..smacking you with my arms , I freak out the collar tight ...fucking cocksucker I think , you release the ball gag from my mouth I gasp for air , crying my body freaking out .... feeling your cock pressing against my g spot ... I moan ...loudly yet I smack into your chest you hold my hands down look into my eyes , as I feel your hips rocking I cum loudly......not able to hold back any longer..my pussy grips your cock , spasming hard....god..feeling my body weaken under you ..looking up shivering knowing that you have indeed one..I look up at you shaking my head in disbelief... you haul your cock out of me , I feel the air as I feel your cock throbbing . standing up over me pumping your cock , I feel the warm cum squirt over my face...I look up ...my tongue getting a taste....I smile...panting ....as I do...I whimper " you wont win" as I lick my lips , my eyes covered with lust ....you finishing cum-ming I lick it off my lips , you kneel down " sure I wont slave girl now suck it clean"
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I love You Twiste |
Nov 24, 2007 3:23 pm 77 Views |
I would walk a thousand miles to be with you. Id do anything to make You laugh. I love You for who You are . I'll remeber You for as long as time goes on. Ill smack Your ass when Your annoying Ill cry when You feel pain. I'll love You forever and a day. Without You Id never be the same.
Your my rock when I am weak Your my guard when others speak. Your my shelter , My comfort my love Your My Sis and that wont change.
Id climb mountains to get to you, if ever you were stuck. Id fight against a wild animal just to test my luck. Your a bitch for that I love You and Your eyes light up my day. For Sis Your a crazy fucker but I wouldnt love You any other way. | |
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The Slave's's Prayer The Screamer
Allow me the strength to answer questions I can't fathom Allow me the spirit to know his needs. Allow me the kindness to choke back retorts. Allow me the serenity to serve Him in peace. Allow me the love to show Him myself. Allow me the tenderness to comfort Him. Allow me the light to show us the way. Allow me the wisdom to be an asset to Him. Let me be able to show Him each day my love of my service to Him. Let me open myself up to completely belong to Him. Let my eyes show Him the same respect, rather I sit at his side, or kneel at his feet. Let me accept my punishment with the grace of a woman. Let me learn to please Him, beyond myself. Grant me the power to give myself to Him completely. Give me the strength to please us both. Permit me to love myself, in loving Him. Allow me the peace of serving Him. For it is my greatest wish, my highest power To make his life complete, as he makes mine.
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I kinda feel like Eeveryone is in bad moods lately and I refuse to be put back in a postion where Im made to feel uncomfortable so I will just block or excuse them from My life. sighs I feel that alot of people are wasting energy on being negative then happy. More people should care and less people should try hurting others. It comes to a point in life where you NEED to be there for others and if you cant then its a waste of a life to give to someone so selfish and ignorant.Im tired of wasting time on people who cannot have a heart to care for others and only care about themselves not only does it hurt Me and affect Me in a negative way but it hurts many others. Ickkk People are soo fucking selfish and self centered...turns My stomach. |
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If a Master/Dom tells you the secerts that He uses to get to you can you use it to fight of Him getting into your mind? Or do you just let Him in there anyways because you think you have a need for Him to be there. Can you use it against someOne when they show you their tehnique.
I believe that yes indeed you can hold it against them build walls up and fight them off to not let them inside your mind but maybe thats what they want is for you to use it against them the bigger the fight, the harder the chase the more interested they become?
Then I think well why would someone want to fight off the best things that happen to them ? To push one out but then again maybe thats just part of wanting Him to want you more. So now who has the power?? I think its in my hands. |
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My mind is lingering tonight I cannot stop thinking ..about you....how you would take me...force..me...fuck me.....just take me...how you would be rough with me .so powerful in so many ways the control you would take over me...the feelings that would rush through me , the feelings of completion yet...scared....not knowing where to turn...always wondering if its sage to look back or what happens when its dark...god...you make me so hot...so wild...so aroused...it blows my mind ...yet I'm here...waiting for you to take me....to fuck my brains out....scare me like never before just take me ....I want you to take me...I need you to take me..please..take.me fuck me....use me....abuse me....just take me please...god..I need it...I want it so bad...please...take me...use me....fulfill me...I need to feel you deep inside me..my arms stretched....my mouth gagged and my body helpless...in need...to be free...but you take me...give me NO choice....you say what does....I have no say ...the first time ...in my life there will be no say because you take it from me ...I beg you ...take it....don't fucking ask..don't care....just take it from me ..force me ...fuck me....rule me..own me...take me....I need you above me....in my vulnerable and weak...be strong....don't care about the tears....don't care about my fears..I need them pushed I need that state of mine where I'm fragile and your strong...take me....while I'm weak...take me ...when I'm scared and in fear...don't give up ..take what you deserve..take whats yours....just fucking take me...please...I beg you ..I need this...I need to be taken...please...take me...Sir please..JUST TAKE ME PLEASE. |
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I dreamed that I came over to viist You and You give me orders and I wasa actually listening to them with out hesitation.I was also always wet everytime I got an order it made me wet.(kinda like me telling you now is) anyways You used to tie me up while You were gone to work told me I better be quiet if I ever wanted to cum and I listened...I would be completely quiet till YOu got home..and You would tease me ..jerk of while I Watched..(but you didnt cum) and You would lick me but as soon as I would get close to orgasm you stop and wouldnt let me cum so eventually I broke and begged you hard to let me cum but still you smiled...did some mixes and STILL would no let me cum..but you let me out of the reststrainst and I pleased and begged you but you wouldnt let up so You let me suck your cock ...I could taste the precum..and feel Your cock throbbing but You wouldnt cum..and I tried harder sucked You as hard and deep into my mouth as I could my tongue wiggling against Your cock but yet you stayed in complete control and I felt weak that I couldnt make you cum *I shook and I was so turned on your cock was there rock hard and I wanted it bad * You took me sat me on the floor my legs under neath me , I was naked You looked and laughed got on the bed and said " Now if only I had a slut who wanted to fuck me" and I looked at you and I said " I do I really do please Sir let me have the honour Sir" and You looked and laughed and said " if you can get out of that my lil slut You can have me" I looked up and patiently waited...and You sat thre and drifted off to sleep * I smiled and jumped up * grinning * You had forgotten to chain me anywhere it was just the cuffs.... so I slid onto the bed, got over you andplaced my hands down over you and my cuffs under your back as I got on you * smiled slipped down onto Your cock and begin rocking back and fourth feeling Your cock get hard, I looked down and seen a smile creep over Your face * you woke up and looked at me, as I felt You get harder I begin riding Your cock slowly * You looked up with Your evil laugh and begin fucking the hell out of me almost bucking me off Your cock but I would bring up in the hand cuffs behind Your back I was grinding back and fourth as You would lift up and try to buck me off *It was getting hotter and I could feel my orgasm building and I was trying so hard not to let you know but my pussy was wrapped tight around your cock milking You and gripping you tight as I would slide up and down on your cock , feeling Your cock throbb in me it was driving me wild * I shook on top of You arching and fucking for all I was worth I felt You cum inside me your warm cum filling me as I shook and I was just about to orgasm You stopped...threw me on the bed after having gotten out of the handcuffs.....looked at me , laughed and took out Your flogger* You behind swishing it over my body * I looked up and could still see the cum over Your cock , it was glistening my clit was throbbing and aching You took the flogger and SMACK across my ass...You made me present myself and You begin smackking my ass over and over with the flogger again and again it was getting harder I could feel the sting and heat from my ass , moaning and presenting my ass to your more , I was rocking back and fourth feeling it SMACK SMACK SMACK against my ass * shaking a little bit * I could feel my wet ness dripping I turn my head * " Please oh gawd please let me cum Sir I beg You " as I shook and shaked * You reached down between my thighs and begin rubbing my clit I looked back seeing the smile on Your face as I rocked against Your hand shivering * Please Sir I beg you to let me cum* You moved behind Me and full forced shoved Your cock deep into me You forced your cock fully in to the hilt and it hurt but felt so damm good * I bucked back into You but you held me by my hips and drilled at my pussy * it kinda give me a pain but the pleasure of you in me stretching me and fucking me was amazingI could feelin you beginning to sweel once again and You looked down took the flogger as You leaned back You said " Come slut come" I rocked back and fourth and bucked back into you as hard as hard as I could reached down rubbing my clit over and over , feeling he sensations going through me I shivered and shook under You as I felt the waveo f orgasm comming up , brushing across m body and going through me as I screamed and moaned feeling the orgasm flowing over me * I felt you slam into me a few more times as the orgasm continue to go through my body , it shaking and me moaning as You exploded deep inside me , I bite my lips and rocked slowly back into you * mmmmm feeling you slap my ass a few more times....as You moved from behind me and fell on the bed....I looked at you leaned down and kisses you ,you kisses me back and chuckled... |
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*smiles* looks at You the stern evil look on Your face * turns my head * drops down to Your thighs runs my tongue over Your cock and sucks it into my mouth * begins working your shaft suckign your cock in my mouth my tongue wrapped around it, lapping at it sucking hard on your cock , cleaning Your cock off tasting your precum mmm licking my lips placing my hand on your shaft pulling down on it a little bit my lips wrapped around your cock shaking mmmm mynaked body looking up into your eyes ,hearing your moans I begin sucking your cock as hard as I can I begin deep throating you straightening my throat to take your cock running my tongue up and down your shaft...I move up smacking your cock off my tongue the cum flowing in my mouth as I suck on it and swallow your cummmmm your cum tasting so good I suck on the tip of Your cock cleaning it off * mmm tingle in my clit I rub it a little bit then rub my fingers around the tip of Your cock I move down aand lick it off sucking on it a little bit....nibbling on the tip of Your cock watching Your eyes, looking at You flicks my tongue across the tip of Your cock , wiggling it ... running my hand across your balls playing with them a little tickling them..... moves down takes as much as Your cock as I can feeling you thrusting your hips into my mouth feeling the tip of your cock hitting the back of my throat , moves up wiggling my tongue on the tip of your cock I move up and flick my tongue across it sweetly * laughs* looking into your eyes feeling your cock grow into my mouth I suck hard on your cock and force it all in my mouth my mouth full bulging into my mouth mmm feeling the cock all cleaned mmmmmm .. lets go of Your cock teasingly * laughs evily* taking your cock into my mouth rolling my tongue around the tip and sucking more of it in my mouth * mmm sucking as hard as I can pressuring it wiht my tongue my hand pumping your cock into my mouth * mmm feeling Your cock in my mouth forces more of your cock into my mouth * sucking as hard as I can on your cock, feeling u work your cock into my mouth * feeling the tip of Your cock into my throat, sucking as hard as I can my finger , tickling your ass a little , feelign around ...bringing my finger to my mouth sucking on it lubingit up well * smiles...moves to your ass and sucks hard on your cock forcing it all in my mouth* Mmm feeling your ass wigglign , slipping a finger in as I suck on yourcock , feein my hair pulled and cock forced into my mouth * mmmm leans up a little and bites you softly* slipping my finger in your ass slowly penetrating you as I suck hard on you looking up at you into your eyes* *mmmm feeling you rocking and grindign moving my head so I could take your cock* mmmmmm siding my finger in and out of your ass suckign on it hard , feeling your precum flowing in the back of my throat looks up at you feelig your cock throbb a little *sucking your cock hard into my mouth , rocking back and fourth my hands grabbign your hips as I suck hard on you * looking into your eyes my eyes filled with determination* wiggling my tongue against your cock **mmmmm sucking your cock feeling you licking my puss moaning and rocking into your face...god damm man mmm your soo hot *shaking feeling you licking me rocking back and fourth into your mouth * panting a little mmm as your tongue licks me I suck hard on your cock feeling the precum flowing down my throat*rocking back hard and fourth my head bobbing up and down on Your cock **leans back takes your cock out smacking it off my lips I stroke it hard as I suck on the tip mmmmm nibbling it a little it My fingers working your ass hard, penetrating ou as hard as I could suckig you deeper into my mouth my lips wrapped tightly around it feeling you pumping my mouth as hard as You can *mmm feeling your cock in my mouth sucking as hard as I can mm suckig Your cum out of your cock swallowing it pumping it into my mouth gripping the shaft tight still looking into your fierce blue eyes..soft moans comming from my mouth around Your cock as I suck on it feeling the cum flo stipping , running my tongue up and donw Your shaft cleaning it off..sucking on it gently * mmm * You taste soo good.. lapping My tongue around Your cock till Your spent and tired. |
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mmmmm taking your cock into my mouth , running my tongue up and down your cock .mmm sucking it hard..tongue pressuring it hard..mmmmmm sucking it itno the back of my throat...mmmmm feeling the precum leak out sucking hard..letting my tongue pressure it even more..sucking harder and harder mmmmm wrapping my lips around your sweet cock mmmm yes sucking it hard..mmmm deep throating it harder sucking it faster my head bobbing up and down on your cock mm sucking your cock as hard as I can into My mouth mmm sucking deeper , faster harder..mmm letting My mouth cum to the tip lapping My tongue around your cock mmmmmm sucking it into my mouth flicking my tongue across the tip of your cock mmm nibbling your cock a little bit..mmmmm letting my tongue run up and down your shaftmmmmmmm letting my tongue go to your shaft...mmm sucking it harder and faster mmm sucking it deeper .....mmmm letting it back out of my mouth slapping it against my tongue smack smack smack smack ..mmmmmm letting my tongue flick across the tip of your knob ..mmmmmm flicking my tongue across your cock up and down your cock mmmm yess..... running my tongue down to your balls..lifting one with my tongue then moving over to the other one lefting them up and down with my tongue teasing them as my hand strokes your big thick cock ...stroking it vigourisly ..as my tongue flicks ur balls lifting them sucking them into my mouth suckng them hard , and rolling your balls around my mouth with my tongue ..mmmm sucking on your balls hard mmm feeling them swell a little the precum dripping down over my hand stroking your cock a little more with My hand mmmmmmmm my pussy getting wetter mmmmmmmmm letting your balls fall out of my mouth moving upto the tip of your cock flicking my tongue across it as the precum leaks out mmmm yes wrapping my tongue around the tip sucking the precum out of it mmmmmm stroking your cock with my hand sucking the precum out of your cock mmmm yes , the precum squirting out over my tongue mmm flicking across at it mmm sucking hard into it mmmm mmm sucking your cock back into my mouth , moaning louder and louder feeling you sucking my clit mmm sucking your cock deep into the back of my throat....mmmmmm trying to take it all letting my hand play with your balls as my other hand reaches up scrapping my fingers across your ass..mmm teasing your ass a little bit...mmm sucking your cock as hard as I can mmmmm slipping a finger into your ass ...slipping it in and out of your wanting little ass mmmm ur puckering in start..mmmmmmm letting your cock fall out of my mouth move in and out of your ass with my finger mmm , running my tongue acrosss the star of your ass mmm flicking across it with my tongue sticking my tongue inside as my hand jerks your cock mmmmmm moving back to you running my tongue up your balls...mmmmmm mmmm then up your shaft...to the tip of your cock ..sucking on your cock sucking it deep into my mouth then letting my finger probe your ass a little bit more sucking it as hard as I can ur cock deep in my throat as I deep throat with mmmm fingering your ass a little more mmmmm feeling your balls swelll I shove My finger deep inside your ass pleasruably mmmmm and you explode deep inside my mouth sucking it hungirly trying to suck all the cum out of me mmmmmmm feeling your cum in my mouth mmmm mmmmm feeling your balls swelll I shove My finger deep inside your ass pleasruably mmmmm sucking it hungirly trying to suck all the cum out mmmmm deeper faster bobbing my head up and down on your cock mmmmmmmm as the last of your cum drops into my mouth mmmm your cock going limp still sucking it ..sucking on the foreskin mmmm mmmm pulling the foreskin back with my mouth mmmmm tracing it along the foreskin mmmm seeing your cock co limp watching the perfection of cock. |
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Oct 3, 2007 4:53 pm 25 Views |
I tried to explain how I feel about submission and finally I just burst and this is what I told a very good friend of Mine.*shrugs*
I really feel it....I do...I ache...I giggle...I blush ( you see that).. I want it...I need it.....I get butterflys thinking of doing it.....I crave it...its wild...I think of it...it makes me uhm...*blush* (wet) but I wonder how Id feel with a Dom rt....Ive never been submissive rt..although when I even think og it I get a flutter in my stomach and so content ...a smile that keeps me happy even when I have a bad day..like today I think of it and I instanly smile..Im so proud to show it off....I love the submission and love that people see me as a submissive.... I gues sin a away Ill never be completely submissive because most would just let a Master have a woman top them..but I cant....its just something I cant....It excites me and over whelms me at all the same time...I need to find a way to express it fully....to let it show out fully... I feel so full of the submission...I feel like sometimes I could burst... I love it....and Im happy...even as just finding out recently and by myself...Im happy...I truly am...and it gives me a peaceful easy feeling..my release..the feeling that makes me whole | |
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*push You down into Your chair smiles up at You evily* "Sit back sweetie"undoes Your pants exposing Your cock smiles as I see it flop out flicks My tongue against it *runs my tongue against your shaft a little lapping it softly , sucking on it working my way up to the tip of your cock , flicking the tip of Your cock with my tongue ,sucking on it a little bit , nibbling it * opening my mouth a little wider taking the tip of Your cock into my mouth sucking on it a little bit sucking a bit more into my mouth , my hands go down to cup your balls playing with them a little as I suck on Your cock mmm my other hand on Your shaft stroking You as I suck hard onto your cock letting My tongue press into Your shaft pressuring it a little bit *smiles softly* My head bobbing up and down on your cock as my hand strokes you into my mouth a little bit my lips wrapped tightly around your cock * mmm working the speed up a little bit leting Your cock flow freely in and out of my mouth * smiles * takes Your cock out smacking it off the tip of My tongue a few times * running my tongue around the tip slowly sucking on it * mmm mrunning my tongue up and down Your shaft sucking softly my lips presses up against it , I move to Your balls stroking Your cock hard as I do running my tongue around Yours balls sucking deeply on them , sucking one into my mouth and than the other rolling them around with my tongue pulling back a little bit with my tongue , looking up at You * *blusshes a little* sucking harder on Your balls, I let them slide out of my mouth as I run my tongue across them again liftig your heavy balls with my tongue.wiggling them with my tongue tickling them a little I move back up your shaft leaning up a little bit pressing My breast against shaft alittle pressing them tightly around your shaft a few times as My tongue flicks out to tip of Your stopping now and than to suck on the tip of Your cock as I do smiles a little* moves back into postion one of My hands fingernails digging into Your back a little bit sucking harder onto your cock , mmm forcing more of it into my mouth straightening my throat begins working Your cock faster into my mouth looking up at You who is awfully quiet, nibbles Your cock a little bit * mmm feeling a bit of precum hitting the back of My throat I suck hungirly on Your cock , hauling it out a little smacking it off my tongue the precum flowing over my tongue and my lips , licks my lips off and begins sucking on your cock letting the precum flow down my throat , smiles as I continue stroking you. i begin stroking you harder and faster, sucking Your cock deeper into my mouth as much as I can I suck your cock fast watching it flow in and out of my mouth with ease... the precum making it wetter and easier to suck on , my hand stroking you as the other one plays wiht your balls..on my knees naked before you your cock in my mouth I suck hungirly on it feeling Your cock throbbing I suck as hard as I can , working it as much as I can wrapping my lips tighter around it my tongue pressuring it I feel Your cum flow from Your cock feeling it squirt into my mouth I suck on it moving my head to the tip of Your cock my tongue flicking against the tip as Your cum flows into my mouth and I pump it out of Your cock and into my mouth * smiling I suck you till Your cock is spent* cleaning Your cock off I smile get up and walk away "thanks" and I leave my naked ass walking out of the room as you watch me leave. |
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As the water trinkles down her curvy body , the water hitting bouncing off her skin, running down her naked flesh thoughts of You come into mind..her hand traces along her breast, she turns the cold water on just a little to feel the coldness bring her nipples to a hardened state she runs her finger tips over them , she thinks of You and how You would treat them nipples..She squeezes and pulls on them a little bit feeling a slight pain running through her breast *smiles* shuts her eyes feeling the csemi cold water over her body , slides her hand softly down over her body touching every curve in her volmputous body hand linger at her stomach , moving down a little more she runs her fingers along her clit brushing agaisnt it softly..as the water pours over her body she rubs across her clit a bit more feeling the pleasure running through her body her clit pulsating , the warmth to her fingers from her warm pussy making it so easy to with stand the cold water, she slips a finger into her pussy begins working it in and out of her pussy her clit engorged and hard...she begins rubbing faster her orgasm almost at the edge...she slips another finger in and begins rubbing harder...faster..soft moans exscaping her moutn the water soaking body shivers running through her as her orgasm takes over her body flows through out the body she cums hard...her legs and body shaking under the water..its coldness helping her coop with the trembling....the orgasm washes over her as the water does..she shivers and shakes till her orgasim subsides....she begins washing her body ...working from the top down....cleaning every part of herself....finding that while she brushes her fingers softly across her pussy its sensitive the cold water making her shiver even more now..she finishes washing and cleaning up...and a touch up shave...she removes herself from the shower..wrapping the towel around her body ,smiling thinking of you. *blush* |
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I can only give what I have all I have is me. I can only love with my heart and I try not to wear it on my sleeve. I can only tell what I know and I always try to speak the truth I can only hold back my feelings so long soon I will just tell you.
I can give you all that I have, I can love you with all my heart. I hide nothing from you I been honest from the start.
I care about Your opinions, I try to graciously move as You watch I long for the precious moments when Your hand touches My heart.
my gift to You is me , thats all I have to give my heart my love my honesty and sometiems my mischief.life will never be an easy road something will always get in the way but Im here to hold your hand and to listen to what you have to say.
Im your friend and I always will be through out the thick and thing I been there since "our" beginning and I will be there till the end.I never wish for the end to come and I hope it never do just know Ill be there on the side holding and caring for you. |
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Oct 2, 2007 5:01 pm 49 Views |
There are times when Im a brat.. just accpet it ...maybe punish it There are times when Im a bitch.. Ignore it..get over it.. There are times when Im a slut.. but only for you..no one else... There are times when Im lonely... because I miss you..I need you... There are times when i am wrong.. show me the way,show me whats right..
There are times when I am needy... I just need, you I want you I ache to have you. There are times when You want to kill me.. dont just bare with me, jail is bad for the ass. There are times you just want to hold me... please do so , hold me let me feel loved.. There are times when I am cross... laugh with me...dont make it worst..
There are times when I am sweet.. You bring it out in me, I enjoy it. There are times when I am happy... You make me happy...thank You. There are times when Im too perky give me pain...lots of it... There are times when Im a sadistic bitch.. feed it....love it....and I will please you..
There are things I do thats not always right.. but Your here to teach me... There are times that Im less than perfect.. mold me help me become better.. There are times your hands will be sore.. its my fault...You had to swing that crop to much
There will be times when it looks like eerything on the other side is good and that you should run and never come back because I seem like a emotionally confused crazy bitch... well some of that is true but remember I love you and Im loyal and I give you all that I am , the good the bad the ugly and its unforgetable so please bare with me. | |
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I vaguely remember it and its vanilla but a friend of Mine asked Me about My first time with a woman so I wrote it...Its not written in a bullshit way its exactly how it went.
My first time with a woman , was about 4 years ago... I was her babysitter for her kids and we were good friends besides that(Im mature for my age she was 27) she and I were talking about sex and I mentioned how i played with a girl...and then she mentioned how she has and then we went into the room were watching a flick gradually the fingers roamed one another then slowly I slide my fingers between her slit..and her clit was soaked...so I just played with her as I would myself..and she moans the more turned on I got....yeah so the more I roamed her I would play with her clit .I let a finger slip ...and slide into her I instantly found her g spot...rubbing it ...mmm she came instantly she told me the pain pleasure and wildness way that I focked her was like she never felt before...she came time after time and I got turned on ... I took her clothes off made her spread her legs so I could watch she has a nice pussy with just a lil bit of hair(i like shaven but oh well).....after she started to cum again , I took her clit intoMy mouth and i bite it ..... and begin sucking on it letting it out of my mouth I rolled my tongue over it clit flicking across it wildly the more she moans and started climbing up the walls the more I sucked and flicked her clit I slide another two fingers in her so I had three in there..and begin fucking her pussy with it ..by this time she had her hands down rubbing my pussy fingering me .....mmmm and she tasted soo sweet like strawberrys mmm It was hot ..by then we were both crawling all over the bed, I had her climbing up the walls so much that she couldnt even playw ith me she was digging her nails into the bed and into me and rocking we started laying down properly by the time we were done I had her feet up over her head and had her side on of the bed hanging out over half of it ..I got on my knees and took out my dildo....and shoved it in her roughly..begin slowly fucking her with itI turn on the clit vibrator(I know how to play with myself good playing with a girl wasnt much diff) when she was just about to orgasim I stopped for a minute turned the vib on full and pressed it hard into her clit and the vibs went through her she moans she screamed and then she squirted llong and hard...she was shaking and I was soo horny.... after I let her cum ..I did myself and let her watch she was spent from everything and exhausted we showered together and then we both went to bed.. |
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I know its kinda weird but I get off on giving head it arouses me alot to know that the one I am playing with even if just using my mouth is being satisfied by me and it turns me on.
My lips wrapped around your cock , sucking on the tip , pulling back a little bit leting my tongue run around the tip of your cock ..my tongue pressing against the slit...then wrapping my tongue around the head of your cock and sucking it into my mouth applying pressure with my lips and my tongue pressing into your shaft as I suck hard on your cock?sucking your cock deeper into my mouth till the tip hits against the back of my throat, my lips tightly around it suctioning your cock , My sweet warm mouth covering your cock my head bobbing up and down on your cock getting faster tighter around your cock my hand trailing playing with yout balls as I take you deeper into my mouth my hand down between my legs rubbing my clit as I suck harder onto your cock , my soft warm mouth surrounding your cock soft moans comming from my mouth and rippling over your cock taking your cock out smacking it against my tongue letting my tongue run along the tip the sides ..then upi and down your shafttill I reach your balls licking beteen them ...lifting one with my tongue then lifting the other.. i take them and suck them into my mouth sucking on them hard , rolling them around with my tongue wiggling my tongue tickling them a little bit as my hand is stroking your cock stroking you faster and faster sucking onyour balls a little more , then letting them drop out of my mouth as a trinkle of preCum flows over my fingers I quickly move my mouth over the tip of your cock and flcik my tongue against the Precum and I Swallow it then takes your cock back into my mouth as My hand strokes you Pumping more of your cock into my mouth until its just my mouth covering your cock , taking as much as I can and then forcing more of it into my mouth , mmm letting my hand cup you balls against..holding them a little gently playing with them I begin sucking faster on your cock, your cock flowing in and out of my mouth quickly , you watching my mouth devour your cockmmmmm tighting the grip of my mouth around your cock , mm my fingers still playing with my clit soft moans rippling from my mouth and softly going over your cock little noises comming from my mouth as I suck hungirly on your cock , taking as much as I can sucking faster my warm mouth covering your cock your sweet juices filling my mouth I feel your balls tense up just a little bit I take your cock out of my mouth grip it a little looking up at you flicking my tongue across the tip slowly then around the head and then sucking it back into my mouth , my mouth tight around your cock Mmm feeling your balls tensing up and then releasing I feel your cock relasing your cum into my mouth I suck as hard as I can my tongue flicking vigourisly against your cock licking the cum as it comes out mmm sucking it Swallowing it ... Mmm you taste so good...I suck deeper on your cock Hauling out a little letting the cum squirt onto my lips , licking my lips then looking at you and I continue to suck till your cum is out then run my tongu eup and down your shaft, cleaning the cum off it , licking around the tip of your cock and then sucking on it making sure I get every bit of cum. I look up at you hauling back and lick my lips and smile. |
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The leaves of the tree's are turning and falling off .The cherrys on the tree's are over ripe and the wind is chilly at night. I cuddle up with a warm blanket as I look out onto the cold darking world. I shiver and my body shakes a little bit. I pull the blanket tighter around me and still I feel cold. I remove the blanket and head for the bathroom , I turn on the hot water and a little cold I begin to remove my clothing firstly letting my spagetti straps fall softly over my shoulders my smooth skin getting just a little tingle from it I pull my shirt up over my head allowing my breast to be naked and shown. I turn around stand on my tippy toes looking at my firm round bum I pull my skirt down over just a little exposing my round bum then let the skirt fall down to the floor stepping out of it, my nipples erected from the cold draft. havent bothered to light the fire or turn on the oil its not cold enough yet for that.I slip out of my thongs look into the mirror and then walk breifly over the bath tub I step in the water nice and hot at my feet I sink into the bath tub the hot water covering of my body I lay back rest my head on my bath pillow and forget about the cold fall days to come just relax in the bath tub and let my care's drift away. |
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I am just going to adress this to whoever feels like reading it.
1.)I AM PRICELESS.
2.)If your idea of M/s or D/s is "Suck my cock slut" then You dont know the meaning and I am NOT interested.
3.)I like woman BUT I am not looking for one to Top Me unless I think they are truly something over the top.
4.) I give respect and I expect it back.
5.)If you cant take a few seconds to check out My profile or blog dont both contacting Me.
6.) I'm NOT a whore so dont treat Me like one or expect that I am.
7.) If you are in rooms or are a person who like's drama LEAVE ME ALONE OR IGNORE ME.
8.)Married men are not something I want so just move along and stay away !
9.)Im not looking for a Online Relationship so if You want something real contact Me if not GO.
10.)I truly value all of My friends that Ihave met on here so don't disrespect them and then crawl up My ass it DONT work. If You are fake or phony Im not interested at all. |
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This will help Yyou understand a bit more about Me, for those of Yyou who care and those of Yyou who dont. Feel free to drop 10 things about Yyou as well love reading the comments.
1.) I am Nikki, and Im discovering Myself.
2.) Family come's first to Me then A/all others.
3.) I have Bi- Polar (Manic depression) this doesnt mean I am crazy I am far from it.(there will be a post to explain that after this.)
4.) I am a full figured woman and I LOVE My curves.
5.) I am a strong person yet I am still needy.
6.) I write through My emotions, most of My poems/blogs are real otheres are just from emotion.
7.) I am looking for someOne in this lifestyle, but Im not pushing it on anyOne they can come to Me.
8.)I work with handicapped (Von worker/homecare) but I plan on going back to school to work as a Mental resident worker, so I can help those with problems that I HAVE went through before and faced. I like helping people.
9.)Music is My release, I love it dancing having a good time I love techno but My favorite is George jones and I have online recordings of Me singing *laughs*.
10.) I am a very private person, I dont mean to push You away but its who I am. If I trust/love You then I open up a little more but for the most part I am private.(You wouldnt say that reading My blogs) |
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she watches Him around the table playing poker with His friends, smiling at her , she has been tending on them all night... He motions for her to come sit down on His lap , she listens moving over close to Him , she sits down on His lap , with her legs spread wide she feels His hands pulling slightly apart she blushes a little bit knowning she didnt wear any panties, He shifts her a little bit so He can play cards the way He was. He had been losing all night and she knows this was not pleasing Him , He slides His hand between her legs and slips a couple fingers into her pussy , she tenses up a little bit her Pc muscles instantly gripping and milking His fingers, she trys not to move to much .
He starts pumping them in and out of her pussy , she sit there her face turning color , Masters friend Mark asked " are you okay Nikki , you look a bit flushed" with that I say" Ohhhhhh Gawdddddddd Im fineee, slowly riding His fingers a little bit , He looks at me quite pleased and says " well thats great sweetie" and I shift a little bit on Master's lap wiggling a little bit flushed. His other friends look at Me and one says to my Master " all or nothing including the woman" and Master agrees, I quickly look into Master's hand and He has a full house , so Im excited that I wont be given up , with that He slides three fingers in , I tense up a little bit , and let out a soft moan thats is subsided by a bite from Master, and Master lays down His hand " Full House my friend and Masters friend chuckles and lays down a straight"
I sigh with happiness Master begins pumping My pussy in and out , harder , faster , deeper, I turn into Master bury my face into His chest and begin to moan loudly trying to cover up the moans a bite into His chest a little and He begins finger fucking me harder, as He hits my gspot ,I almost ready to orgasim , Master, slows it down so I dont. the dealer passes out the next card and they are all in on this hand , Master looks into His hand seeing a straight flush He says " All or Nothing boys the little lady too I smile to the boys and flirt with My eyes a little bit , Master slides His fingers into me deeper and a moan exscapes my mouth , as the hand goes on the boys lay down their cards and one of Masters friends lays down a " Royal flush" and the other one lays down "4 8's boys" another one laying down 4 sixes' I look back to Master and he chuckles , I say "No Master, please No I have never dont nothing like that before I cry Master says "Hush little one , there is a first time for everything and you must grow girl , these are my gorean friends it would not be good manners if I didnt share more then My food , You know that girl besides " Fair is sqaure"
He begins pumping His fingers into my pussy , I let out a loud moan , and He finger fucks me harder, faster and I begin to orgasim around Masters fingers, my pussy spasming around Master's cock, He slips out His cock through His pants , I feel its hardness pressing against my pussy , I look at the two guys next to Master, I put my head down , and whisper " No Master" and then He shifts me a little slips His fingers out of my pussy and slides His cock deeply into Me , it fills Me , I sintantly begin to ride His cock as hard as I can , grinding back and fourth , hearing Master let out a few small growls, I see His friends getting a little turned on , I blush again having seen them and realizing where I am , His friends move forward and they speak between them how I am going to be taken , they say " No mercy on this one!!! " and I hear Master reply " None at all boys" I see them hard cocks bulging out of the mens pants, I feel a little shy I slow down on Masters cock , He tells Me "Get off girl" so I slip off and out of the room , making my way past the living room ,
HIs friend Mark grabs Me "where do you think you are going to little ladie , I won fair and square" and He takes Me, hauls my sik dress down over my breast and lifts it above my ass , He takes His hand down across my ass "SMACK SMACK SMACK" He doesnt stop doing this till I scream out in pain , my ass tingling and heated, He grabs me by the hair of my head, throws me down over the coffe table moving it a little bit so there is alot of room , gets behind me and I feel Him entering my ass, as I see Masters comming , He gets infront of Me and says "Now girl do to them as you would me" so I begin bucking back into Mark as hard as I can , moaning feeling His thick cock filling my pissy stretching it , I feel the lust flow over my body , I begin bucking into Him as hard as I can he says " she's a wild one" grabs me by the hips and begins thrusting into me as hard as He can , pulling me back by my hips .
Masters other friend comes in and I hear him talking about my red ass , so turned on by this Im moaing loudly , and I begin to beg for Masters cock " Please Master let me have your cock , master I need your seed, fill Me , let me have it I beg" and Master comes to My mouth and shoves his cock deep into my mouth till it hits the back of my throat , feeling His cock swelling a little bit , He begins face fucking Me so I arch My neck ready for Him , and I open My mouth as much as I can letting My tongue press and wiggle into Masters cock , mmm yes and then I feel Masters friend get up over Me , pushing His cock against My puckering ass hole I feel Him slipping into My ass as Mark pounds my pussy as hard as He can , then one all of them are in , Im bucking back into Marks cock , and pressing up against Masters other friend as Master fucks My mouth , then Master takes out His riding crop and begins smacking at My tits, and My hips, sides and smacking me hard, I moan loudly , feeling My orgasim growing.
I begin to cum , My pussy and ass spasming around their cocks, My body shaking and I squirt hard over both of the men behind Me , Master smacks me harder and harder with the riding crop , seeing instant welts, I cum hard..and long , moaning over Masters cock ,Masters then explode's deep into My mouth , forcing it down my throat so much I gag a little trying to swallow Masters cum , it leaks out of my lips a little bit and I begin trying to get it ,sucking it hard anf then Masters friend begins to shake a little , Master steps out of the way , so that He can use My mouth, I open my mouth wantingly and I begin sucking His cock hard and hungirly, wanting HIs cum , I beg for it " fill me with your seed, let me have it drink it please" and He shoves his cock deep into My mouth till My tongue can press against his balls and He cums hard, feeling i going down my throat, I moaning loudly Masters other friend begins pumping My ass harder faster, smacking My ass He cums hard into me , I feel it squirting into My ass , I buck back a little more , and my ass milks his cum out of his cock , as I continue sucking Mark off. then mark hauls out of Me and laughs a little , leans down and kisses my cheek " lovely , just lovely" He hauls away a little bit , and says clean My cock , so I begin hungirly licking it , sucking it tasting both our juices, I lap at it hungirly till His cock is clean , then Master looks at Me and says " little one , go shower and I shall be in to take you in a few minutes" as His other friend pulls out of Me and gives Me a final smack on the ass , I quickly move to the washroom and let Master and His friends talk a little more .
I quickly hop into the shower and begin washing my bdy very carefully making sure I get every bit of the men out of me ai wash a second time , then when I step out of the shower, I move into Masters bedroom , when I get there I see Master on the bed spralyed out , waiting for Me , I look at Him and I drop my towel , moving over towards the bed , where Master lays , slipping onto His laps, I begin kissing His neck , down His shoulder sucking on it a little bit I whisper " I love you " and I move down to Masters, cock , sucking it into my mouth sucking hard on it , letting my hands rest on Masters legs , I begin sucking it deep into the back of my throat, my lips wrapped tightly around it I begin hungitly sucking His cock ,taking Master all the way into My mouth and letting My tongue pressure it a little bit , I feel Master beginning to grow into my mouth , I look up at Him my eyes filled with lust I begin sucking Him harder,deeper,faster mmm My head bobbing up and down on His cock , I feel a drop of pre cum flowing down my throat I let Masters cock slide out a little bit and I swallow, looking up at Him , I try to suck Him all the way into my mouth forcing the rest of it into my mouth , I worship Masters cock with my mouth , tightly gripping Masters cock a little more with my mouth and feeling His tballs tingle a little bit , I move down running my tongue along His shaft and down over His balls , I tickle them with my tongue a little bit
Then move up to Master, naked onto His lap , slipping onto His cock feeling it stretch Me better then I have ever been stretched I begin riding Masters cock hard, arching back a little my hands place on Masters leg I roll my hips forcing Masters cock into me a little bit , Master thrust up a little into my pussy , my pussy dripping wet as it always was when Master touched me . I begin riding Master, harder feeling His cock hitting the back of my pussy , I feel Master tingling a litle mor e, My pussy milking and gripping His cock hard, I switch so that my back is facing Maser and I begin to ride His cock as hard as I can , rolling my hips and slamming myself down on His cock , moaning loudly again , I arch back , shifting down a little more , I feel Master explode deep into My pussy as my pussy tightens up and I explode down over Masters cock , soaking His cock with my cum , my body shaking , so happy to be in Masters arms once again ..feeling my orgasim subside.
I slip off Masters cock , standing above Him , He SMACKS my ass a little bit , I slip between His legs and begin sucking Him hard, sucking His juices and mine off His cock , sucking it as hard as I can , my tongue lapping it and my lips tightly around it , I feel cum over my lips I shift up a litle bit letting His cock fall out and I lick my lip and make a little smacking noise , as I take Masters cock back into my mouth and suck all of our juices off, I crawl up beside Him and He smiles" Nikki my little kajira girl cum into my arms and let me feel you " I move into his arms and cuddle into Him tightly and He whispers "Tonight was to prove that you are My slave girl and will do what I say when I say it , you must listen and you will be rewarded girl , as I feel a cold shiny steel placed around my neck and Clicked " Your full collar girl " He takes my wrist, placing My chains and braclets on , my earrings with the little red dragons behind them and He says now girl stand before Me and let Me look at all that is Mine"
I stand before Him His chains , and Collar on I wear ir proudly " I slip off the bed and to the dressed hauling out My camera, I hand it to Him and He snaps some pictures before He lets Me take the chains and bracelets off so that We may both go to bed and lay in one anothers arms. I look into His eyes, so proudly filled with tears and He kisses them away and whispers " I love you nikki girl " I whisper back " I love you too Master" I lay there in His arms , drifting off to sleep knowing that He is watching over Me and that I am His One and Only slave girl" |
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she lay awake, looking up at the ceiling with a smile on her face, she turns and looks to Him her Master , she smiles thinking to herself how happy she has been since she has been here.in this strange place accepting what it is that faith as lead her. She turns watching Him , He's fast asleep after the session they hard early she thinks about it and then looks down lifting the cover's just a little she see's her reddened legs and still feels the tingling of her ass. she smiles wide , she moves closer to Him she can hear Him breath running her finger along His chest. playing with the little bit of hair that He has , He startles a little she cuddles into His chest trying not to wake Him .
He jumps a little giving her a fright He chuckles " Nikki girl relax thats nothing compared to what your going to receive in time , as He throws off her covers gets behind her and looks at her reddened ass . He chuckles , and Swats her ass hard , fast and medotically , moving behind her , He drags her to the edge of the bed , she grabs ahold of the sheets tightly pulling them with her , He takes her naked body , pulls it back against His , rubs His hardened cock against her ass , and forcefully shoves it into her pussy , ripping her as He does, He takes her by the hips , as she is presented to Him , and grabs her hips and thrust's deep into Her pounding her pussy as He thrust deep into her , He pulls her back against His cock , Her pussy feeling His cock stretching her , fully pumping into her pussy , making her take it all , hitting the back of her pussy He continues pounding her and pounding her as He gets closer.
He takes her body flipping her over, she looks up at Him half scared half turned on He forcfully pulls her into His cock , she begins bucking her body into His cock , moaning loudly , half screaming as He take's her pussy and thrust deep into it , she moves into Him , half sitting up , she presses herself into Him as hard as she can hearing His balls smacking off her pussy , moaning she feels orgasim growning He lets out soft low growls into Her He pulls her up and begins fucking Him as He holds her up tight , then He turns around and lays back onto the bed.
she begins riding Him hard, grinding against His cock and slamming herself down onto it , He thrust's up into her pussy pounding her , her body shaking , shes moaning she begins to moan louder and louder as her orgasim begins to grow He hauls out a riding crop"SMACK" she begins riding as hard as she can He takes the riding crop "SMACK,SMACK,SMACK,SMACK" Against her hips, stomach and back she arches her back ,riding harer , faster, slamming down onto His cock , He explodes deep into her pussy , wave after wave of cum flowing into her pussy , with this she cums hard with Him , her pussy milking and gripping His cock , moaning loudly she moaning for Him , He laughs , as her orgasm subsides He pushes her to the bed and kisses her cuddling Her and biting her and whispers "girl get used to it , thats going to be some well used pussy " and continues kissing Her deeply passionatly and with all of His being" |
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After arriving at the airport, she walks off the plane , down over the steps the cold breeze giving her a chill she walks into the terminal and she walks in she see's Him her eyes light up and fill with tears , He walks to Her and grabs her into His arms kissing Her deeply, she whispers"Master, I have dreamed of this so long , to finally be in yours arms is like nothing I have felt in My life" He replys" I know little nikki girl" as the cab picks them up bringing them to the place they were to stay, she looks to Him as they walk into the house , placing the bags down . she says " Master , I need to freshen up , would you mind if I had a shower, you could relax a little I know you worked all last night I wish you would get some sleep" He replys " yes little one go freshen up I will be in the room when you get out reading a book and relaxing , I may drift off to sleep."
she swiftly moves to the shower as He carries her bags into the bedroom , she walks into the room follwinng behind Him she takes His hand He turns quickly around looking into her eyes and she begins to cry " Master , I love you more then I have ever loved anyone" He pulls her close , kissing Him deeply with all of His being ,He releases her a little and says" I love you too little one more then I have ever loved you have opened up so many emotions I didnt know I had nikki girl." she burys her head into His chest holding Him tightly His grip strong and firm around her , she feels Him ease up a little as she slips out of His arms , heads for the bathroom , she slips into the bathroom fills the tub , putting in a few bubbles, she leans back into the bath and relaxes just a little it was a long flight and she was tired she heard the door open and she turned to look it was Master He had come in and layed a box on the vanity for her and says " for when You get out" looks at her naked body her hands quickly covers herself then shyly looks to Him she lets them relax a little as He chuckles and says " I love you my little vulmptious girl" looks at her loving and admiringly and walks out the door leaving it open .
she continues to be in the bath a little , washing her body letting the sponge wash every inch of her , squeezing it the water running down over her body feeling it cold as it flows down her nipples erected she leans back a little squeezing the sponge as the water flows down her body. she finishes washing up , looking out the door she sees Him on the bed glancing between her and the book He was reading "she chuckles to herself slides her hands between her legs, rubbing her clit a little , she lets out a long slow moan her body shaking , trembling the first time she has touched herself in so long as she was not allowed orgasim Master had not allowed it 3 months before she was to visit Him . He quickly looks up from His book , she watches Him from the corner of her eye and chuckles a little bit. He looks back into His book , pretending not to notice , and she lets out another moan and He looks again , placing His book down beside Him and raises His eye brow disapprovingly she quickly stops and looks to Him and mouths " I love You" and He chuckles " I know girl" picks up His book and contiues reading , she stands closng the shower door , she stands letting the water out , it dripping of her body the see through doors of the shower exposing all of her body to Master, she smiles, continues to wash and conditon her hair rinsing it out , she washes her body again , letting the water wash the bodywash off, she stands letting her hand roam her body , she turns the water off , opening the door, she picks up her towel and wraps it around her tightly *giggles*
walks to the door in her towel looking in at Master, she pushes the door through and continues to dry herself off *laughing to herself* she drys her body , then continues towel drying her hair , she peaks out at Him then turns to the box, she opens it her eyes filing up with tears she see's her silks she take's them out and brings them to her body , looking into the mirror she beams , she slips them on , adjusting them to her and then her hair to flow softly , down over her silks a little bit , brushing against her soft skin , she runs her hands along her body making sure everything is smooth , she turns , arranging the room as it was before she had entered, she opens the door walking swiftly into the bedroom her silks slightly laying against her skin as she moves beside the bed where her Master resides , He's upon the bed reading a book , she looks to Him her heart filled with total desire , she love's Him . He is her world and she is His.she move's swiftly to the bed , letting her silks run along her legs softly placed on them .
she moves to the side of the bed beside Him she spreads her legs widely , letting her body slowly allowing her self to lower gracefully untill she is kneeled before Him , she spreads her thighs wide slightly bending over until her chest lays upon the floor , letting her forehead slowly be placed on the floor aswell, she lifts a little taking His foot, she pulls it down so beautifully and placing it upon her neck , she allow's it to rest upon her neck as she then lowers once more letting her forhead rest upon the bed side and stretching her hands fully above her head , letting them be sprayled upon the floor her wrist facing Master, the way Master likes them. she stays there quietly and quite content with His foot upon her shoulder.Master looks down at her , she feels His gaze upon her body, her body filing up with warm desire for Him .
He chuckles looking down. "Get up girl" she looks to Him slightly , with a big smile on her face. she lifts herself pleasantly so He looks at her and whispers " I love you Nikki girl" and her eyes widen she clings to Him wrapping her arms around Him tightly filled with excitement , powerful overwhelming love she says " I love You Master " she holds Him closely to her she places her head upon His chest , listening to His heart beat her ear pressed against His chest she hears His heart beating up faster she runs her fingers along His chest, so content , she takes His hand placing it on her heart and whispers " It beats for You"
He pulls her onto the bed , she lay beside Him , she shakes a little as His touch as HIs hand moves over her chest, then her cheek as He leans into her and kisses her deeply , her arms wrap around His neck as her fingernails play wih the back of His neck she digs them in just a little bit and scratches His neck , His hand trailing down her body along her stomach to her mound and then under her silks He places His hands between her legs touching her slit two fingers running along her lips and the middle one between her slit she blushes turning a bright pink as as He realize's that she is dripping wet from His few touches. A soft moan leaves her mouth as He continues running His finger up and down her slit , till He fingers her tight little hole , He lets the kiss go as a louder moan come's from her mouth He circles her tight little hole and teases her , her body arching into His every touch she whispers " but I should be pleasing You Master" and He whispers back " You always please Me girl , just make love to Me little one , give Me your body your heart, your soul and your mind as Wwe make love give Me all that is you and I shall be pleased"
she looks into His eyes deeply as He looks deeply into hers. her eyes filled with tears of happiness , she allows her body to be free to His touches to be free to Him , she gives her body to Him , she leans up kisses His lips , slightly turning over into Him she kisses Him deeply , whole heartedly with all of her emotions , her hands trailing along His body , soft moans leaving her mouth as He slips a finger into Her pussy , she lets out a loud moan her body tensing straightening up loud moans leaving her body she feels like she could corrupt as all the emotions run through her body His touch so powerful and meaningful "Oh Master, she moans" as He touches her again , her moans flowing into His mouth as they continue to kiss " please Master take all that I am , I give it to you" she arches into His hand more He's pressing His fingers into Her , sliding them along the walls of Her pussy as if He knew exactly where to touch , her pussy milking and gripping His fingers, she moans loudly from His touch , her body trembling from His touch she moans louder and stronger "purrrs"
" oh Master I feel like Im going to cum |, and with that He pulls her onto His stiff cock , her body , trembling , shaking , loud moans leaving her mouth her pussy tightening she slips onto His cock , it forcing His way in , stretching her so that she fits Him prefectly like a glove. her pussy gripping Him tightly , moaning He enters her fully , and she looks down at Him , her face filled with pleasure , pain and desire for Him she runs fingers along her body , he leans up a little bit pulling at her silks releasing them from her body she lay ontop of Him compltely naked she arches back a little bit and she begins to slowly ride His cock , feeling Him grow deeper, thicker into Her pussy , she moans, her nipples fully erected , she looks down her hands into His , she leans back , throwing her head back , she begins grinding her hips back and forth grinding on His cock , pushing herself fully down onto His cock as she grinds back and fourth picking up the pace, her pussy dripping wet onto His cock "Master , fill me Master " she moans loudly , her pussy tensing up , gripping and milking His cock as she moans louder , riding down on His cock harder, faster, up and down on His cock , her tits boucning a little , she looks down , and He leans up into Her touch , she wraps her arms around His neck , leaning in kissing His neck , nibbling on it a little bit her moans Him growing louder, her body tensing up her pussy getting tighter around Master's cock gripping it milking it as she rides His cock , kissing along His face to His lip s, she kisses Him deeply, Master , oh gawd she moans...
.Her body begins shivering and shaking as she explodes hard onto Masters cock , her cum flowing her body shaking in His arms , her moans filling the room , her head throwed back as Masters kisess along her neck , as her oragsim subside Master cums deep within her and she feels His cum splashing the walls of her pussy , she feels Him and she orgasims again , as His cum squirts deep within her body , she cums hard around His cock as she rides His cock and He thrust deep into Her , she looks at Him as their orgasims both subside , her body lay weakling into His she lets her body fall into His , and He throws her onto the bed she whispers " I am all Yours Master, there is no other that can have Me now" she looks deep into His eyes and He looks deep into hers and says " girl, I have owned you since the first moment Wwe spoke and I will own you for all the days I will ever know you till the end." and she hugs deeply into Him , holding Him tightly , holding her world into her arms, He holds Her and the two worlds make Oone.
she looks up at Him , wiping HIs face with her hands ever so gentley , she moves beneath Him kissing her way down His body , looking up into His eyes , He gives her the nod of approval , she continues kissing down his body ,both hands trailing down his chest, she leans and licks His left nipple, circling it with her tongue taking in and biting it ever so slightly and then kissing it , sucking on it , then she moves to His right one doing the same her passion flowing through her lips, filling her body , she begins kissing down lower watching Him sleepily closing His eyes, she continues moving lower, a little faster, she reaches His cock ,
Running her tongue along the tip of it , lapping at it sucking it between her lips sucking on it hard tasting their juices mixed together , she sucks His cock deeper into her mouth ,pulling it out a little licking her lips , she sucks it back into her mouth and sucks hungirly on it , her tongue pressing into it with her tongue , tasting her juices she sucks it off His cock , cleaning it up tasting Tthem mixed together she continues sucking harder deeper, she lets it come out of her mouth letting her tongue run up and down His cock , making sure she has cleaned it fully , she moves to His balls , letting her tongue run along His balls, sucking them into her mouth sucking hungirly on them ,letting them roll around with her tongue she sucks on them , finally get Him all clean she looks up at Him , His eyes partially close He whispers "Come here girl , and pats beside Him " she moves up into Him , laying her head on His chest and cuddling into Him she closes her eyes as they both holding each other tightly , drifting off to sleep. |
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I dont do it for the control , I mean I do enjoy controlling some parts of the submissive but not every aspect. Its not about the control to Me most believe its about control because they cannot control their own lifes so they try to control someone elses. Not Me.
All Control not something I want besides...if someone is truly a submissive then the Mistress will get the control regardless.. but I rather have someone who is for Me and I them that He/She would want to be submissive crave doing it for Me just not because they are submissive.
Im all up for the B/D/S/M part of it but its not always about that or atleast for Me its not. I wouldnt want to be a 24/7 Mistress who has to be in control of every aspect in someways it has to be equal so that the person is a submissive not a slave(yes some slaves get a say with a good Master)
Some people say that this is romantic ideal( my good friend Curtis) which yes it is for Me , why would I want a D/s relationship if it is just all sex, then it would not be a relationship there has to be some level of equal balance for it to be worth both Mine and My submissive's part take in the relationship.
I also believe that its good to check through more then just one submissive , I dont mean go there have a scene and give someone a training collar but to really get to know someone like You would in a vanilla relationship.You should not to anything to Your submissive that You have not tried on Yourself(violet wands etc).
I believe that as a Mistress , I am to learn My submissive and to learn from My submissive as Wwe grow together.I also believe that submission is a gift that I should not take as granted but cherish it , submissive are not a way to cure the pain (emotionl/Physical) that you have had in the past.
I as a Mistress am to show My submissive total respect (role play doesnt count) that I wish My submissive to give Me as His/Her Mistress.I believe that You control the submissives mind and the body shall follow I dont do this by showing that I can use a crop .Its much more then that to Me atleast.
I am still learning in My ways and finding who I am but this is how I have it figured out so far along the journey I will find the one that is there for Me and I for them until then I will just keep learning and growing into who I am accepting it and taking control of Me before I do to someone else. |
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*lays you back on the bed ,hauling down your pants, taking your cock out ."Let me please you . taking your cock into My hand stroking it , letting my tongue flick over the tip looking at yo deeply and sucking your cock into My mouth sucking it harder into My mouth .... looking up at you as I do My hand at the base of your cock ...sucking it hard >..mmm My tongue sliding across your cock lapping at it , then My tongue pressuring your cock with My tongue wrapped tight around it .. oh please let Me pleasure you I moan...if you are happy I am happy... sucking your cock deep into My mouth ,my head bobbing up and down on your cock My hand gripping where My head head leaves..stroking it pumping it into My mouth mm the sweet sound of your cock flowing in and out of my mouth freely making me wet...I feel a trinkle of precum flow down the back of my throat, I suck harder onto your cock feeling your precum flowing I pull back alittle to let it go over my lips over my tongue I suck it hard watching you hoping that you will be plesed. sucking you deeper harder into My mouth , my tongue wrapping around your cock , letting it press hard into your cock , my cheeks in together a little bit as I suction on your cock a little more... mmm bobbing my head faster, deeper down the tip of your cock hitting the back of my throat , feeling you tingle i feel more relaxed that you might be please... I suck it desperately harder, faster hoping you would be like it feeling your hips rocking into my mouth , mmm sucking you deeper , harder faster, straighting My throat a little so that you can freely thrust your hips as I suck your cock ..mmm your cock filling My mouth , I look deep into your eyes and suck you hard with passion , lust and desire. Sucking your cock deep my mouth taking all of your cock gagging a little I feel your cock throbbing in my mouth I let out a whimper and the cum begins to flow.Mmm feeling your cock explode into my mouth , I suck hard into my mouth mmmm Your cock deep in My throat yesss fill Me with your seed I moan , Mmm sucking Your seed down , swallowing it hard, my mouth filled with your cum I feel better that you are pleased with my mouth . I continue sucking Your cock till You are spent... and well cleaned by my mouth and my tongue , crawl up onto the bed with You , cuddle You and let You go to sleep as i watch you with amazement and pure deep desire. |
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Im trying to get into everyones head..lol..so here it goes..
You are lying on your bed, with no one around, or so you think. You are playing with your toys and pretty into it. I am just outside watching you, as you play and make yourslef moan. Legs spread wide, tits hung out. Your nipples are standing so hard, and your bald tight wet pussy is just glistening with wetness. As I watch you play with yourself outside, I find myself hard as a rock. While you are playing with yourself and moaning, I slip in without you knowing. I slide onto the bed and give your pussy a good lick. You are quite suprised. I go back down and start to lick your pussy more, rubbing your clit with my tongue. I slide a finger in your pussy as I lick. slowly sliding it in and out, in and out. You are so wet, I slide another finger in, make you moan in pleasure. I reach up and paly with your tits, squeezing your nipples, they are so hard, and your are so turned on. I can't take it any more and I want to be inside of you. I slide up and slide my hard cock deep inside of you, all of it, oh is feels so good, your so tight and wet. I start to slide in and out in and out. You feel so good. I turn you over, I want to be able to really thrust inside of you. I take you doggie style, sliding it in, then going faster and harder with each thrust. With your ass up in the air I start to play with it while thrusting inside of you. I slowing get a finger in there, now you have something in each hole. After a bit of work, I slide my dripping wet cock out of you pussy and press it into your ass. Slowly I start to work it into you, all while fingering your pussy. I feel you cum once more, as you do, I'm ready to explode too. I take a couple more last thrusts before just exploding in you |
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Bent over in front of you at work on your desk pulling down my skirt showing my bare wet pussy ... sliding my hands down to my clit rubbing it play with it .. sliding a finger in moaning in pleasure just far enough away that you can't reach !! my pussy aching for some satisfaction , i rub faster, harder moaning more now I almost begin to climax but then there's a knock on the door
The door is locked and they eventually leave as we say nothing while they knock. I'm hard as a rock now, watching you play with yourself, I'm throbbing to slide it into your wet pussy. It looks so tight. I take my cock out and start to stroke it as you play with yourself.
I lean forward and grab you and pull you back into my lap. You are leaned back on me, and the chair is leaned back. My cock is now just laying on the outside of your pussy. I kiss you neck from behind and I reach around and open your shirt. I play with you tits, rubbing them, squeezing your nipples.
My cock is just rubbing your pussy. striking your clit every now and then. I want to be in you so bad, but I still hold off. My hand now runs down your body reaching your pussy. I feel it, it's so wet. I rub your clit, making you moan, I go faster and faster.
I slide a finger inside your pussy, it's so wet, so tight......mmmmmmm Slide it in and out in and out, faster and faster each time, I take another finger and slide it in. I'm kissing yoru neck, playing with your tits and nipples and fingering you all at the same time.
I finially feel you cum. Your pussy juice runs out of you, down onto my hard cock, lubricating it. I'm not ready to have your pussy wrapped around my cock. I take my hand and guide my cock to the opening of your pussy, and gently slide it in. Goes in so easy with you being so wet already. I
start going in and out, in and out. I want to get better thrusts, so I push you up, and bend you over my desk, papers flying. I spread your legs, your pussy shining from all the wetness. I grab your hips and pull you back onto my waiting cock. I pull you back hard, oh that feels so good.
I start thrusting in and out, my balls bounching off your clit. I reach up and grab your tits, playing with them as I'm taking your from behind. I reach up and pull on your hair a little. Once again I fell my cock get wetter as you cum over it again. This drives me wild and I can feel that I'm ready to explode.
I finially grab your hips again, as I really want to drive it to you for the final couple of thrusts. I really smack it into you. With my final thrust, I'm fully deep into you, as I blow my load. I then slowy continue to go in and out till I can't anymore |
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Out for a ride on the bike. While riding your hands wander rubbing me outside my jeans. Getting really turned on, especially with your tits presses against my back. I Pull over to this nice little place off the road. As I get off, you are already undoing your jacket. You get off the bike and take your jacket off, you can see my buldge in my jeans from where you were playing with me earlier. I go over and pull open your shirt. Wow, today your not wear a bra, just for the occasion of the bike trip Out pops your big beautiful tits, they look so good, just waiting to be sucked on. I kiss you, then kiss down your neck, I can see that your nipples are starting to harden up. I grab a handful of your tit and squeeze them. Fondle them with my hand, then grabbing a nipple and gently squeezing your nipple. I suck on it, to get it harder. Thye are hard as rocks now. With excitement, I rub you down just outside of your jeans, just getting ready to feel that shaved wet tight pussy. My cock is just dying to be wrapped by it. I undo your pants and pull them down. You are gone commando today and I can see how wet you are. I just spread you legs apart and I slowly enter my fingers into your already wet pussy. I'm so hard just thinking about when my cock is going to enter. I lean you back on the bike. I want to taste your pussy first. I run my tongue down the length of your body, from your neck, past your nipples, along your stomach, till I reach just above the top of your pussy. I run my tongue, just down along the opening of your pussy, not going inside, just teasing. I taste and feel how wet you are. That wet, shaved, tight pussy is so nice, I press my tongue a little harder and I lick back up, just allowing my tongue to move inside a little. I use my fingers to open you up a little, I see your clit just glistening there from your pussy juice. I lick it and play with it with my tongue. You moan as I hit the spot that makes it feel good. I slowly start to finger you, in and out, in and out. I continue fingering and licking till I feel you cum. My tongue and fingers are covered in your pussy juice. I am now hard and throbbing to enter you. I get back up and turn you around. You bend over the seat of my bike, with your ass up and pussy exposed. I rub your pussy with my hand, getting it wet, then rub it on my hard cock. With the little lubrication, I grab your hips and thrust inside of you, all of me inside of you, deep as I can possibly go. You feel so good. I keep ramming you, slapping your ass. I reach around and grab your tits, I squeeze them and tweak your nipples as I continue to fuck you. I feel that I want to cum, but I pull out, I'm not done yet, I want to go longer. When I pull out, my hard cock slides out of your pussy, it's all wet from your pussy juice, it slides out and I let it run up along your ass. I lay it between your ass cheeks just touching your lower back. I reach down and rub your clit some more. I sit on the bike, and get you to face me with you back to the tank. You slide down onto my waiting cock. You start to move up and down, me hitting your g-spot, moaning with pleasure. I play with your clit as you go up and down, with my other hand I play with your tits and nipples. I feel you cum once again on my cock. I an now also ready to cum, my cock is sliding much easier now as your cum drips from your pussy, with a last few strokes, I explode into your pussy, and I burry my cock deep inside of you. I bring you forward, with my head into your tits and just hold you with me still inside of you. |
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After a long day at work everyone is leaving. You are under my desk giving me the best BJ that I have every had, when the boss drops by to say he's leaving. It's very hard to keep it composed as you are doing your thing and it feels incrediable. I manage to keep it together and as he leaves for the day. Since he was the last one to leave, we are now alone. I pull you up from down under. I pull your pants down and sit you on my desk. I see your wet pussy there just waiting. I tear open you shirt, exposing those beautiful tits, your nipples so hard. I push you back and kiss you neck. I grab your tit, and squeeze it, tweaking your nipple with my fingers. I kiss down your neck, squeezing your tit, I lick your nipple. They are so hard, I suck on them a little, mmmmmmmmmm so firm and hard. As I do this, I reach down and feel that your bald wet pussy. I push you back more and kiss down your stomach, till I hit your pussy. Your so wet, I lick along your opening. I spread you open a little with my fingers, and lick a little further in, I lick up till I hit your clit. I play with it for a while with my tongue, moving it in a circular motion, listening to you moan. I slide a finger in while I do. I slowly start to move in in and out, in and out. I then insert another finger, all while I still licking your clit. My cock throbbing to be inside of you. I get up and pull you to the edge of the desk, papers flying. I pull you right onto my hard cock, sliding you all the way in. The feel of you your tight pussy as it slides in as far as I can go. I feel how wet you are. Slowly start sliding in and out, getting faster with each stroke. Grabbing and rubbing your tits, pinching your nipples as I do. I pull you off the table, I want better position, I bend you over the desk, with you ass in the air. Already wet, I can easly side it into you again. I grab your hips so I can thrust deep inside of you. I can feel your pussy tense up, I think your cumming. I feel the cum all over my cock and I still thrusting inside of you. This excites me more. I am ready to come too. As I give the last few strokes, I blow my load deep inside of you, your pussy still squeezing my cock. As I continue with a couple of final stokes. |
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After a couple of hours of sleep, I awake feeling a horny again. Your still asleep. As we sleep naked, I roll over and kiss your neck, your still sleeping. I start to gently rub your boob, playing with your nipple. You start to move now, coming out of your sleep. I continue to kiss down your neck, down the upper part of your chest, stopping to pay special attention to you bobbs, Kissing them, sucking on your nipples. As I do your almost awake, just moaning as you are. I continue kissing and sucking on your boobs, as I run my fingers down your side down the outside of you legs, and up the inside of your leg, just gently touching you, till I reach your already wet tight pussy. I just rub the outside teasing you. I start to kiss down the rest of your stomach, slowly, then down your leg, then back up the inside as my fingers did. I get back to your shaved bald pussy, just licking the outside, I feel how wet you are, your now awake. I slide my tongue up between your pussy, mmmmmmm you taste so good. I slowy rub you with my finger as my tongue plays with your clit. I slow start to slide my finger inside of you, oh you feel so good. After a little playing, I want to feel your pussy around my hard cock. I roll over on top of you, I rub up against you, just letting the tip of my cock touch the outside of you pussy, I then let a little more, with each move, entering you more and more each time, till I'm fully in, all of me. I start slowly in and out of you, my cock covered in your pussy juice, making it easier and easier. I want more of you, I turn you over, I take you doggie style, I'm able to take you harder this way. I feel your pussy so tight around my cock, I feel your cum all over my cock, This makes me explode my load in you, me getting my last couple of strokes in you. I lie besided you give you a kiss. It was amazing, can't wait to do it again. |
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*roams around the house, no one home , hears the shower on looks the door is partially open * peaks in looks its Daddy in the shower, opening the door a little bit I walk in * looking at Dady through the glass mirrors * I slide My hand between my thighs, moving up a little bit more , looking at daddy , i rub my clit a little bit arching back I let out a soft moan " Daddy slides the door over and looks at Me " BabyGirl what are you doing to yourself" I moan back " nothing daddy" Daddy glare and says " Come here little one" I quickly move to the shower, sliding in with My little cheerleader outfit still on, I look at Daddy He takes Me Pinning me to the wall , pressing my hands above my head the water soaking Us He takes his hands placing them around My throat and slides it down to My shirt and rips it apart exposing My body * I shiver looking to Daddy never seeing this rage in His eyes* Daddy looks at My Bra Undoes it in the back and throws ME back against the shower" He then hauls My skirt down , throwing it to the tub .. He looks at Me grabs Me by the hair of the head, I whimper moaning < he bends Me over and says "Im going to break that little ass of yours today babygirl" and slowly force's his hug cock in My virginal ass" Hauls Me back " I start screaming loudly" and Grabs My hips thrusting His cock into my ass , making Me force Myself back onto it " still screaming He puts his hand over My mouth straightening My body a little bit , He grabs hold of My tits, running his finger along My nipple , tugging on them hard pinching them , feeling a weird arousing pain , I begin to buck back into daddys cock , it filling Me full stretching Me the sharp pain arousing I buck back hard into daddy He takes My hair pulls Me back bites into My neck nibbling it nipping it , down to my shoulder , moving My hair out of the way "Babygirl tell Daddy you like this" Moaning yes daddy I love it please stretch your lil girl daddy" He thrust much harder deeper into Me whisperng" Im gonna come all over Your ass now babygirl , then your going to wash Daddy off and have a shower yourself .Understood." Yes Daddy" SMACK on My wet ass causing Me to scream in pain , hauls out bends me over fully everythis exposed He cums all over My ass and down my wet slit .then slips into My pussy for some final thrusts, He looks at Me and says turn around babygirl after he hauls out . I turn around He puts his knee up on the side of the tub , the water squirting down over Me, He lays Me back over His knee holding Me deeply into his arms, He slides his fingers down over My clit , rubbing it harshly , I begint o moan shaking against his hand instantly , then slips a finger in Me , sliding it in and out and then another finger, wiggling it pressing it agaisnt the walls of My pussy , I begin shaking moaning for Daddys touch . His fingers deep in Me Not grinding against His fingers My body weak , ready to explode He looks down and says" Cum for Daddy" and I begin bucking against His fingers, riding them hard, and I explode over Daddys fingers, He finger fucks Me till My orgasim subsides and then brings them to His lips sucks on them a little bit then brings them to My lips and tells Me to suck them I take them hungirly into My mouth lapping them , sucking the mixed juices off My his fingers, sucking his fingers deep into My mouth My lips wrapped around it tightly and My tongue lapping them * mmm I moan * Daddy Stands Me up and says" Now litttle one clean Daddy" I begin washing Daddys body ,Making sure I got it all clean , Daddy got out of the shower after He'd been washed and said " Dont forget Your bath tonight" and left closing the door behind Him . |
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After leaving the slut there for several hours , He comes back in to where she has cried her self to sleep, He takes this time to arrange the room a little putting everything at finger's reach. placing the special little massage table out with the hole in the face* He looks to the cage, opens if quietly trying not to wake You. You jump startled, seeing that is Him again , crying out in "Please stop this please, I don't have no money but I will give You whatever You want" He looks down takes You throwing You down on the bed in the hotel room , placing You on the bed , Jumps in You straddling You , tying Your hands to the massage table poles and then Your legs spread widely open *feeling your legs spreading further apart You look at the cuts on the message board You look down noticing that He has made it spread apart for access to all parts of Your body" You begin crying harder and louder, only to get smacked in the face by the hateful man" trembling He looks at her and says" So bitch , are You going to suck My cock now?" she looks , and mutters "No A hole" taking His hand smacking Her across the face, her lip swells and it bleeds instantly . She cry harder, "please stop" Taking out his Crop He looks down to her , running it under her naked breast, pushing them up with the crop, hauling back running it along her nipple , SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK across her nipple and around it , hearing her jump and scream He does it to the other nipple. running it down Her body , Smacking her stomach with It SMACK Her ribs, sides thighs, He takes it noticing her pussy is dripping wet shoves the handle in * She screams out in Pain , and He glares , looking into Her eyes deeply" Bitch You either let Me do it , Or You learn the hard way" she begins to cry " He hauls his Cock out , Stroking it Looking at Her , and every time she looks down He takes the Crop and SMACKS her somewhere Making his cock nice and hard ,he brings it to her Mouth , she shakes her head no , , He moves back , runs it along her pussy , slamming it in , she cry and screams every time , Him ripping her with his huge cock , pounding that pussy hard, the louder she Crays the harder he fucks her , She begins to beg Him to stop , He says "You want Me out of Your pussy?" She says" yes Please" He said "Fine" turns her around, seeing her puckering star shape , He takes the tip forcing His way in Her ass once he gets in there, He thrusting up into Her ass, As hard as He can" Looking at Her , seeing she is trying to push herself down on It" He says " Do you like this slut" NO She Yells.. He begins fucking her harder and faster, till He blows His load , taking it out squirting it all over her face, letting it drip down over her body , Smacks her in the face with it , yells"FIne Bitch" *looking at Her body spread out He hauls out A blindfold , placing it around her eyes, she turning her head to get away SMACK SMACK "Stay Still Bitch" once its secured He hauls out Two Candles, lighting them , placing them on the table beside Him , The aroma of the candles filling the room , it smelling of sex , sweat and vanilla candles.. He looks at Her, " You willing to suck Me yet?" NO You dirty Bastard, just stop hurting Me" He laughs evilly , Moves over to her body He hauls out some clamps, placing them on Her nipples, then On Her Clit , Securing them and Tugging them , He placing them All to chains making them connect , tugs and sees her body arch as much as possible and Her clit and nipples tugging. He holds the end of the chain in His hand then brings out a fuck Machine , wheeling it to the front of her, He spreads her legs, sliding the 10inch by 4in Dildo He shoves it deeply in Her pussy" He turns it on slowly to begin with , then tugs the chain , hearing her soft moans flow from Her mouth , He washes off His cock , climibing up her body a little , He stands Cock in front of Her mouth , smacks her across the lips with it and says " NOW BITCH SUCK MY DICK" Surprisingly She opens her mouth , sticking her tongue out , flicking it across the tip , sucking it hard into her mouth , He begins face fucking her , her moans rippling over His cock , She begs Him for More cock , The machine Turn up on Medium Now , tugging on the chain , Harder and harder, Her orgasm building she sucking his cock hungrily swallowing it as much as She can and moaning , Turning the machine up on High , She begins scream " I Need your cock , Fuck Me , Give Me your seed , let Me have it Let Me be Your Nasty Little slut" He feels his balls filling up again , " Your mY cum slut are You , Not going to tell anyone are YOu" she nods" Mm-pp No Sir" He slams His cock into Her mouth , stuffing it, She gagging but still tightening her grip around it , her tongue pressuring it , He slams a few more times And she Scream sss In Orgasm , HIs Cock Explodes deep into Her mouth Filling Her with cum , She swallowing but its going all over her face, Her orgasm explodes as she squirts all over the place, everything soaked , He looks down Hauling His cock out of Her mouth , letting her lick the tip * Unties Her and says " Only room on the top Floor, Get dressed and get the fuck out see You tonight in the lobby about 10pm" she looks up at Him " Stunned, shocked and anxious , Nods her Head" Yes Sir, shall I wear Panties? slides out of the bed He helps Her off , Throws her some new clothes to wear and Says" No just Your work uniform" and pushes her out the door. |
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walks into Daddys office, looking at Him * my cheeks red with desire * he looks to Me "Whats wrong babygirl" I whimper " I miss Daddys Cock" he looks at Me and hauls it out , here babygirl but be quick mommy is in the shower. *looking at Daddys cock , taking it into My small hand , running My tongue around the tip , looking at daddy with wide eyes, My tongue lapping daddys cock , running it along Daddys shaft, sucking on it gentley. Daddy whispers" speed it up" so I take Daddys cock into My mouth , sucking it into my mouth hard , deep, My little tongue pressuring Daddys cock , My lips tight around it , Daddy begins to pump My face my little nipples erected and My little hairless pussy dripping wet. Sucking Daddy as hard as I can , sucking it deep into the back of My throat, My hand cupping Daddys balls.. Daddys sqeet juices flowing into the back of My mouth , *hears the shower turning off * looking at daddy hungirly , I begin sucking harder ,faster deeper, He pulls Me up on His Lap , Shoves me against the desk , ripping My panties off looking at My pussy and just thrusting His cock into Me , pulling Me down on it by My hips , and ramming My pussy * I cry out in pain but he covers My mouth and whispers" I told You to be quick little girl and now I have to finish before mommy comes down" thrusting hard into Me , ripping My pussy moaning and groaning , Daddys face fills with pleasure * I whimper* trying to be quiet for Daddy .. He pounds My little pussy , its shaking My body trembling I cum on Daddys cock suddenly , his eyes filled with Rage, Mom shuts the bathroom door and heads for the steps ...Daddy Pounds mY pussy , his cum squirting Me , My little pussy spasming I cry out to Daddy Cuddling into Him His last thrust as He finishes cumming in Me , I look at Him He pulls Me off , puts My panties in his drawer and tells Me to Adjust Myeslf.. I leave the room partially crying run up over the stairs to My room " mommy see's Me ,she walks into Daddys office where He is gone back working . Mommy Says " Whats wrong with babygirl" Daddy says" she dis obeyed Me so I punsihed her " with a smug smirk He shrugs and goes back to work. |
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Two worlds met making one, both sharing out *twisted* fantasy's making them into each others interests. Pushing one another to out limits and then giving another hard push to reach new limits. Intesne satisfaction ... all or nothing.. satisfaction or nothing at all. Never expected it to be so strong. But since never expected it to be anything less and have been sucessful getting more powerful each time. Always new always exciting. Days have passed it just get's more intesne..Explosions of passion leaving our bodys from out intensity. The blood running through our veins like when lightening strikes the powerful serge the serge that connects Us. A new world for Me a old world for You yet its still Our world the world We are so bonded by. A Happy world Satisfaction World. Maybe its not a world maybe its just You and Me |
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The handle a black, with A D carved on it and a little butterfly conjoined. A sharp long blade passed from Your hand to Mine. A soft quick slit , from You to Me Your lips sucking hungirly. A sharp blade in My hand a soft quick slit My lips covering Yours as We join at the hips. Passion , desire, lust and power pleasuring one another for about an hour. Your body thrusting up into Me , as I slammed down , blood covered lips as our lips met and found one another , passionate whole kisses dark but so right the way You touched Me the whole night. Our bodys slamming together as our bloods interetwined Me tasting Yours and You tasting Mine. The eruption finally as Our orgasim's explode sucking hungirly on Your gash as You shoot load after Load. feeling My pussy spasming around Your c*ck as I rock cumming hard with You the more that I suck. Looking into Your eyes as out orgasims subside never have I felt so alive. |
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She walks through a dark alley after work , kicking at the rock below her tonight was a lonely cold night She was lonely and hurting. She feels weird like someone is watching her , she turns around No on is there. She walks on still feeling erie .she looks to the ground infront of Her ,seeing dark boots , someone grabs her turning her around Holds a shiny steel blade infront of her face, pressing it lightly against her skin He Mutters"Move slut and it might be your last , whos going to look for a whore like You" moving back into His grip , I let out a soft scream for help " Please let Me go Im just trying to get home SOMEONE HELP" only to feel My hair hauled back and the knife pressing firmly against My skin * My eyes fill with tears. He changes his grip getting on the side of her and putting His arm around Her He slips the knife under her breast and tells Her to close her coat enough that it looks like His arm is around Her , she obliges with Him ,He walks her out into town across the road ,making her wave to people , He whispers" Scream for help and I will cut this off , as He lifts the knife to her breast poking it slightly" She winces in pain and lets Him walk her across ,making Her down the street, He slips into a Hotel with Her on His Side, walking to the elevator He pulls her back to Him with His Hand the knife there but not pressing into Her as Much He lifts her waiters skirt rubbing His thick cock against Her ass She feels How He has grown her tears flowing down her eyes Now streaming He growls" thats it pet keep crying I like it" she trys to stop sobbing they reach His floor on the very top .He leads her to the room , she tries to Kick him out of the way He grabs her tighter pressing the knife against Her nipple, poking it , then grabbing Her head smacking Her into the side of the door " Stupid Bitch , keep making it worst for Yourself" she whimpers feeling the tone in His voice. He opens the door , pushing Her inside , throwing Her to the floor He laughs" what are You going to do now "" she crawls away from Him , turning around standing up she see's the room filled with a table and many toys next to it, things she has never seen before and in the end of the room there is a cage . she looks to Him begging" please dont let Me be please I will do anything , give You anything You need" He looks to Her and says " You are all I need" stepping towards Her, bending down quickly grabbing her legs pulling he close with them placing His foot down hard on her pussy His cold eyes filled with Cold Sadism and danger .She shakes.He presses his foot down on Her pussy , He looks to Her skirt , seeing she has no panties" Your just a slut look at You with no panties on , while You worked?" she whimpers" It was laundry day" trying to squirm out of His grip He takes her leg buckling it over ,causing great pain pushing Her down to her face by Her leg, bringing it up behind Her back " He gets behind Her ,Your My whore tonight " pulling her hair Up letting the knife run down her back , cutting her clothes away" and says" I have clothes YOu will be wearing Him slut if I let You go" Seeing a thing red line come Behind the blade Her back tensing up , Her muscles jumping she flenchs begins to cry hard" He gets Behind Her , taking a spreader bar placing it on Her anckle then the other One letting Her go She squirms shouting at Him , trying to kick screaming He back hands Her from Behind a hard blow causing her head to turn with the blow.He takes her hands , suffing them then attaching a chain to It , pulling them between Her legs attaching it to the spreader bar , loooking to Her in forced Doggie postion , Her clothes ragged and draping over Her " He looks back admiring His work" She crys" please let Me go please stop this dont" Taking her pushing Her head down , stay like that Bi*ch" hauling Out his Riding Crop , running it across her slit" she shivering while He do" flicks Her clit with the tip of it , hauling back a little sliding it into Her wet pussy" *chuckles to Himself* shoving It in a little making it nice and wet, hauling it out , licks the tip of the crop , then looks at Her ass and SMACK across her ass , seeing it welt ..Watching her body jump as much as she can but not able to move" WHACK" again , hearing her cry out in pain " PLease STop " You want Me to stop Slut? You like this why are You so wet? letting the crop drop infront of Her "Fine I will stop" she crys out" thank You thank You" hauling out A set of clamps Her runs His fingers to find Her clit taking the clamp sptrading Her lips placing it on her clit , then taking two more placing them on her pussy lips , moving back " Ow owowow stop please stop" looking down " You just cant be satisfied can You slut" taking two more clamps getting up upon Her sittong her back , bending down to Her neck , sucking on it, feeling her shiver reaching down to her heavy heaving tits placing two clamps on them *laughs* You wanted it slut" He gets off her back seeing her forhead sweating " hears her grunting in discomfort" He lookss down at Her takes His hand SMACK across Her ass taking out His cock ,sliping it in her a few times, hearing her moans , He takes it out , looks at Her "tell Me You want it slut" she loooks to Him "NO" then You shall learn Your listen , taking Her lifting Her , dragging her over to the cage, opening the door, shoving her in " I will be back in a few hours , then You can decide that You want Me" hearing Her cry , Oh and You can cry and scream all You want I own the hotel and have made this room sound proof so No One can hear You slut" walks out slamming the door Behind Him..She's left watching the door , crying screaming out..
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I have this crazy Need I want to have Your Seed In Me or in My mouth Make Me Beg Make Me Shout Just Give Me Your seed Fill My Need Make Me happy Indeed IF You give Me Your Seed What a Crazy Need TO Beg for Your seed Im Crazy Indeed Now Give Me Your Seed You know You want to fill My need You want to give Me Your seed Oh please fill My need by giving Me Your seed Were both crazy indeeed But You got to let out Your seed by filling My need. I hungirly sucked till I had your seed. I helped crave this wanting need.] |
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Standing in the mirror, looking at her body skin so fair she notices a blimsih ..she places her hand on the sink she brushes her hand across her clit a sudden arousal fills her body she watches herself in the mirror stroking her clit..then letinng her hand slide down just a little bit then pressing it against her aching pussy she slides a finger in so tight and wet have not been used in a long time , she strokes her clit fast a little more vigourisly she leands her head back just a little bit , taking her nipple in between her fingers pinching them tugging them just a little bit. Looking into the mirror her body flushed her eyes gazed over faint moans leaving her mouth feeling someone's eyes on her shrugs it off as nothing she keeps playing her fingers sliding in and out of her self rubbing her clit more and more she feels orgasim bulding in her body ,she lets out a loud screaming moan while she climazes her body shaking her nipples hard she pulls them harder as she cums still feeling that horrid feeling of someone watching her she looks into the mirror only to find a dark man behind her , she turns looking blushing she startled she jumps into her shower covering herself she yells"GET OUT" He looks to her and says " I didnt ask to come in and I will certainly NOT ask to go out " she begins to cry behind the curtain ," please leave" He looks to her once more taking His belt off , He grabs her in the shower wrapping the belt around Her neck , grabbing Her close smacking Her across the face "BItch shut up it will help You keep alive" She trembles her legs giving out she crys out " Please stop I will do anything " He throws her against the shower wall she lands with a THUD OUCH "Stop let go You hateful ALT.com" He tightens the belt , drops His pants , looks to Her He slides out of the tub , turning the cold water on letting her freeze with it shuddering and crying she says " Please dont hurt Me take what You want I promise I will not call the cops" He says " fine I will take what I want , Hauls her out of the shower picking her up throwing her to the floor fighting her legs open He pulls on her hair turning her neck so that it hurts , leans down bites it hard, she screams loud He smacks her across the face "SHUT UP BITCH" HE Yells .. She begins sobbing harder trying to catch her breat ..panting He forces her legs full open , takes His cock out He strokes his cock till its hard,then shoves it deep into her pussy He begins slamming her hard , making her body shake as He thrust deep into her , the harder she cries the harder her fucks her "SMACK" across her face the blood flowing from her lip her pussy shaking , she is scared but she wants it so bad, she begins to buck into Him as hard as she could...moaning in delight oh yesss fuckkk Mee She moans Her lays back pulling her on top of Him , |Fuck Me You little slut and fuck Me Hard " He barks to Her. She gets on to , spreading her legs wide , she begins to rock back and fourth on His cock , moaning loudly she arches back He takes her hand and SMACK across her ass , "Harder BITCH" she begins riding Him harder, He looks to Her "Get off Me bitch and suck MY cock " Looking Scared She doesnt move , He pushes Her off grabs her head forcing His thick black cock down her throat, as Her lips surround It she begins to suck He forces his cock down her throat, "Take My Seed Slut" His thick hot cum filling My mouth , Swallow it Bitch Swallowing it , trying to take it down , his cock still deep in My throat, suck it out bitch his Cum still flowing in My mouth His cock softens , swallowing His last drop of Cum He says " I'll be back BITCH" I look up shyly and say " Im free in the afternoons" Hearing the door slam as He leaves still feeling My pussy still spasming I lay there as He leaves wanting and aching for more of His Cock. |
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Seeing You hold the sharp shiny metal to My skin , I look at You , your eyes filled wiht rage, lust desire but feeling trust for You strong trust. I arch My neck and let You cut away what You want , You quickly turn Your wrist and a slit of My neck is open for You , You place Your lips around it and You suck while Your hands rub against My clit , I moan and arch into Your hand , You hand Me your blade, I look to You confused I put My head down a bit as i grind against Your hand * soft moans leaving My mouth * You offer Your neck to Me , tell Me I was the first You did it to , I take a small slit out of Your neck , I sink My teeth into it , then flick My tongue across it and I taste the warmness of Your blood flowing , I look into Your eyes, You lean down and kiss Me , Your fingers find My wet spot ,sliding two deep inside Me , My back arches and I let a loud moan out into Your mouth * smiles * I look at You , and *Purr* as You look back to Me a deep hungry *growl* and Your hard cock presses against My Leg, I move over to You , and I slide Myself down on Your cock , slowly riding You as I take My tongue flickering it across the slit on Your neck and I begint o suck hungirly on it , biting it now and then and riding Your cock more intensly , feeling the strange arousal as You suck and bite My neck a feeling I have never felt before shocked , I become more agressive the harder You suck the harder I ride Your cock , moaning against You until the pressure is to much and I cum hard over Your cock , and I feel You release Your seed inside Me , moaning our juices all mixing together , feeling so intesne wild , I look to You , smile... and I bury Myself deep into Your chest My fingers tracing along Your as You suck Me just a little while long My body collapses into Yours. |
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Seeing You hold the sharp shiny metal to My skin , I look at You , your eyes filled wiht rage, lust desire but feeling trust for You strong trust. I arch My neck and let You cut away what You want , You quickly turn Your wrist and a slit of My neck is open for You , You place Your lips around it and You suck while Your hands rub against My clit , I moan and arch into Your hand , You hand Me your blade, I look to You confused I put My head down a bit as i grind against Your hand * soft moans leaving My mouth * You offer Your neck to Me , tell Me I was the first You did it to , I take a small slit out of Your neck , I sink My teeth into it , then flick My tongue across it and I taste the warmness of Your blood flowing , I look into Your eyes, You lean down and kiss Me , Your fingers find My wet spot ,sliding two deep inside Me , My back arches and I let a loud moan out into Your mouth * smiles * I look at You , and *Purr* as You look back to Me a deep hungry *growl* and Your hard cock presses against My Leg, I move over to You , and I slide Myself down on Your cock , slowly riding You as I take My tongue flickering it across the slit on Your neck and I begint o suck hungirly on it , biting it now and then and riding Your cock more intensly , feeling the strange arousal as You suck and bite My neck a feeling I have never felt before shocked , I become more agressive the harder You suck the harder I ride Your cock , moaning against You until the pressure is to much and I cum hard over Your cock , and I feel You release Your seed inside Me , moaning our juices all mixing together , feeling so intesne wild , I look to You , smile... and I bury Myself deep into Your chest My fingers tracing along Your as You suck Me just a little while long My body collapses into Yours. |
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Only a few words but it says Alot
Looking at Your sharp Metal Blade Stained with Blood, from a days play. running a finger across it , giving it a flick looking at My finger in which I just nicked.
Holding the Blade up My finger on its point the blood flowing down over it Your not here tonight. Weird tingly feeling overwhelms Me inside. I should be scared of You but from You I wont hide.
Watching My blood trinkle down the knife, such an amazing feeling You brought to My life.
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Im such a confused little one , somedays Im up somedays Im down Somedays Im all smiles somedays IM all frowns I cannot help what the mood swings does to Me It lets Me lash out lets me be Free
So Im sorry to those who I may have hurt it hurts worst being so confused , feeling so emotional used. I dont like causing emotional pain but I feel so drained its driving Me insane and all I feel is pain.
So Im sorry Im just fu*ked and I never claimed to be anything else. Please try to understand its no longer in My hands its the first time Im out of control and its something that I know but ashamed and I feel low so please try to ake it slow , please come hold My hand and just try to understand.Its just who I am .
P.s. I am sorry if You cant understand just who the hell I am its not as easy I know but Im just a little to embarrassed to really show but over time You will A/all know. |
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The tears running down My cheeks are real.. can't You see it ... The feelings I feel are real.. cant You feel it The pains I feel are real... Cant You see it. My heart is beating for real
I feel so many emotions ,but I still feel empty. I have so many thoughts but My mind is blank. Give Me room to breath I still feel sufficated. Give Me Space Let Me Scream why is everyone else so deaf to what My actions are saying , why does no one listen when My body is screaming.
The tears running down My cheeks are real.. can't You see it ... The feelings I feel are real.. cant You feel it The pains I feel are real... Cant You see it. My heart is beating for real...
I cry I kick I scream You still feel nothing !!! I shout I beg I plead.. still Nothing.. Finally I love I give I tell..still Nothing.
The tears running down My cheeks are real.. can't You see it ... The feelings I feel are real.. cant You feel it The pains I feel are real... Cant You see it. My heart is beating for real |
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You've been there for Me threw thick and Thin Your My lover but also a great friend. I wake up every day and I get Your warm thoughts We havent been talking much and that really rots.
I miss talking to You but I know your there Im always here and I hope you know how I care. I hear Your words and You tell Me Your dreams I feel so special when they include Me.
The friendship We have is just so surreal, Words cant describe just how I feel. I miss You, I love You what more can I say? Except Im here for life, and it will always be that way. |
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There are so many do I take one , do I take all, do I do it tonight or just let go of it all. do I left the stuff surface or do I just bury it deep with in. Do I tell someone or just trace the skin again ?
All these feeling bubbling up rising to the surface... I just throw up...the thoughts...the images...the blood...froating like bubble bath in a hot tub....over flowing.. spilling from My mouth...
Its all over....done...finished..no turning back....mind floating from your body ...going somewhere else....some where unknown.. just out of here ...the past is gone.....the rest is history...just the bottle left behind and the end is the mystery...
why did it happen...why couldn't others see...why couldnt someone stop before it was the end of me.. I guess no one could see threw the shadows in the gloomy days....no one seen threw me and just how sadistic were my ways and now its just a memory in them gloomy days. |
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Standing in the mirror, looking at her body skin so fair she notices a blimsih ..she places her hand on the sink she brushes her hand across her clit a sudden arousal fills her body she watches herself in the mirror stroking her clit..then letinng her hand slide down just a little bit then pressing it against her aching pussy she slides a finger in so tight and wet have not been used in a long time , she strokes her clit fast a little more vigourisly she leands her head back just a little bit , taking her nipple in between her fingers pinching them tugging them just a little bit. Looking into the mirror her body flushed her eyes gazed over faint moans leaving her mouth feeling someone's eyes on her shrugs it off as nothing she keeps playing her fingers sliding in and out of her self rubbing her clit more and more she feels orgasim bulding in her body ,she lets out a loud screaming moan while she climazes her body shaking her nipples hard she pulls them harder as she cums still feeling that horrid feeling of someone watching her she looks into the mirror only to find a dark man behind her , she turns looking blushing she startled she jumps into her shower covering herself she yells"GET OUT" He looks to her and says " I didnt ask to come in and I will certainly NOT ask to go out " she begins to cry behind the curtain ," please leave" He looks to her once more taking His belt off , He grabs her in the shower wrapping the belt around Her neck , grabbing Her close smacking Her across the face "BItch shut up it will help You keep alive" She trembles her legs giving out she crys out " Please stop I will do anything " He throws her against the shower wall she lands with a THUD OUCH "Stop let go You hateful ALT.com" He tightens the belt , drops His pants , looks to Her He slides out of the tub , turning the cold water on letting her freeze with it shuddering and crying she says " Please dont hurt Me take what You want I promise I will not call the cops" He says " fine I will take what I want , Hauls her out of the shower picking her up throwing her to the floor fighting her legs open He pulls on her hair turning her neck so that it hurts , leans down bites it hard, she screams loud He smacks her across the face "SHUT UP BITCH" HE Yells .. She begins sobbing harder trying to catch her breat ..panting He forces her legs full open , takes His cock out He strokes his cock till its hard,then shoves it deep into her pussy He begins slamming her hard , making her body shake as He thrust deep into her , the harder she cries the harder her fucks her "SMACK" across her face the blood flowing from her lip her pussy shaking , she is scared but she wants it so bad, she begins to buck into Him as hard as she could...moaning in delight oh yesss fuckkk Mee She moans Her lays back pulling her on top of Him , |Fuck Me You little slut and fuck Me Hard " He barks to Her. She gets on to , spreading her legs wide , she begins to rock back and fourth on His cock , moaning loudly she arches back He takes her hand and SMACK across her ass , "Harder BITCH" she begins riding Him harder, He looks to Her "Get off Me bitch and suck MY cock " Looking Scared She doesnt move , He pushes Her off grabs her head forcing His thick black cock down her throat, as Her lips surround It she begins to suck He forces his cock down her throat, "Take My Seed Slut" His thick hot cum filling My mouth , Swallow it Bitch Swallowing it , trying to take it down , his cock still deep in My throat, suck it out bitch his Cum still flowing in My mouth His cock softens , swallowing His last drop of Cum He says " I'll be back BITCH" I look up shyly and say " Im free in the afternoons" Hearing the door slam as He leaves still feeling My pussy still spasming I lay there as He leaves wanting and aching for more of His Cock |
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Standing in the mirror, looking at her body skin so fair she notices a blimsih ..she places her hand on the sink she brushes her hand across her clit a sudden arousal fills her body she watches herself in the mirror stroking her clit..then letinng her hand slide down just a little bit then pressing it against her aching pussy she slides a finger in so tight and wet have not been used in a long time , she strokes her clit fast a little more vigourisly she leands her head back just a little bit , taking her nipple in between her fingers pinching them tugging them just a little bit. Looking into the mirror her body flushed her eyes gazed over faint moans leaving her mouth feeling someone's eyes on her shrugs it off as nothing she keeps playing her fingers sliding in and out of her self rubbing her clit more and more she feels orgasim bulding in her body ,she lets out a loud screaming moan while she climazes her body shaking her nipples hard she pulls them harder as she cums still feeling that horrid feeling of someone watching her she looks into the mirror only to find a dark man behind her , she turns looking blushing she startled she jumps into her shower covering herself she yells"GET OUT" He looks to her and says " I didnt ask to come in and I will certainly NOT ask to go out " she begins to cry behind the curtain ," please leave" He looks to her once more taking His belt off , He grabs her in the shower wrapping the belt around Her neck , grabbing Her close smacking Her across the face "BItch shut up it will help You keep alive" She trembles her legs giving out she crys out " Please stop I will do anything " He throws her against the shower wall she lands with a THUD OUCH "Stop let go You hateful ALT.com" He tightens the belt , drops His pants , looks to Her He slides out of the tub , turning the cold water on letting her freeze with it shuddering and crying she says " Please dont hurt Me take what You want I promise I will not call the cops" He says " fine I will take what I want , Hauls her out of the shower picking her up throwing her to the floor fighting her legs open He pulls on her hair turning her neck so that it hurts , leans down bites it hard, she screams loud He smacks her across the face "SHUT UP BITCH" HE Yells .. She begins sobbing harder trying to catch her breat ..panting He forces her legs full open , takes His cock out He strokes his cock till its hard,then shoves it deep into her pussy He begins slamming her hard , making her body shake as He thrust deep into her , the harder she cries the harder her fucks her "SMACK" across her face the blood flowing from her lip her pussy shaking , she is scared but she wants it so bad, she begins to buck into Him as hard as she could...moaning in delight oh yesss fuckkk Mee She moans Her lays back pulling her on top of Him , |Fuck Me You little slut and fuck Me Hard " He barks to Her. She gets on to , spreading her legs wide , she begins to rock back and fourth on His cock , moaning loudly she arches back He takes her hand and SMACK across her ass , "Harder BITCH" she begins riding Him harder, He looks to Her "Get off Me bitch and suck MY cock " Looking Scared She doesnt move , He pushes Her off grabs her head forcing His thick black cock down her throat, as Her lips surround It she begins to suck He forces his cock down her throat, "Take My Seed Slut" His thick hot cum filling My mouth , Swallow it Bitch Swallowing it , trying to take it down , his cock still deep in My throat, suck it out bitch his Cum still flowing in My mouth His cock softens , swallowing His last drop of Cum He says " I'll be back BITCH" I look up shyly and say " Im free in the afternoons" Hearing the door slam as He leaves still feeling My pussy still spasming I lay there as He leaves wanting and aching for more of His Cock |
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A tear drop down a well Another day is made A tear drop down a well Another baby born today
A tear drop down a well Another girls heart is broken A tear drop down a well Another day has broken.
A tear drop down a well, Another wall breaks A tear drop down a well Another man takes
A tear drop down a well Another heart is mended A tear drop down a well Another life saved from being befriended
A tear drop down a well Another life is saved A tear drop down a well Friendship is all I gave.
A tear drop down a well Another day has broken A tear drop down a well Another friendly work spoken.
A tear drop down a well Another friend given life A tear drop down a well Another day another life |
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Her pretty green eyes filled with hope Her heart beating fast thoughts to elope His eyes sparkling blue, a smile to kill Hes thinking country house on the top of a hill.
Her mind flashes dresses flowers and wine Her heart flutters for Him everytime. His knees get weak when she walks in Hes in love with his best friend.
Her father's nightmare has come to give her away Her heart fluttering on her wedding day His mind is racing for the wedding night His fears build up hoping He'd do her right.
Her heart beats as she walks up the aisle Her eyes shining her smile a mile. His heart is racing too his mind thinking "I Do" His heart waiting for her to say " I do too"
Her eyes meets Him in a wonderful gaze Her mind thinking back to the puppy love days His mind thinking about the day so fine when He said to her will You be Mine.
Her eyes filled with glee as she says "I Do" her heart runs wild as He said "I do too" His heart now interewined with a love so fine Him whispering " I love you , now Your mine" |
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She looks to the window its stormy out... The rain is pouring, the sky is dark the sunshine in her life is no more.
She wonders if it will stop, will the sun shine any more ? well the clouds go away or keep follwing her. She dont seem to think so.
Lately things been dark, there is more storms then she cares to have wanting the sunshine to shine over Her gloomy life.
The clouds dont seem to part and the sun dont seem to shine,the flowers arent blooming all they do is die.
She looks forward to the day where the sun rays shine on threw but lately all She see's in Her life is a garden filled with gloom |
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The feeling of blood rushing threw My veins the twinkle in My eyes when I see You... The tender ways You touch My heart and the Memories and ideas You have branded in My mind. These are some of the reasons why You as so special to Me.
You will never truly know what You do to Me and what I want You to do to Me. My heart beats faster and slows at the same time You take My breath away but You help Me breath.
You have My heart but give Me Yours..I feel You but You are so far away but still so near and so helpful. I hear Your voice and it gives Me hope. I feel Your warm heart and it helps Me cope.
The love is forbidden but it is so real Your the blood that My veins feel.Your the reason that My heart beats so fast I want it bad I hope this last.
Thanks so much for being there You have helped Me more then I wish to say but forever in always in My heart You will stay.
Love dearly , Swanger |
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The tears roll down My cheek , they are very real. The words cant describe just how I feel. They flow like a river down My pink cheeks fall to the ground making My heart drown.
The feelings are bubbling up and I cannot control they erupt like a vocano making Me feel so alone cannot drown My sorrow in the stream that My tears have made and I cannot replace the feelings from the love You gave.
I felt so safe while in Your arms but the forbidden love would cause so much harm. Hurt so many that We both know so we fight what we feel in our souls.Were saving the others but they make Us content We keep fighting the others We have come to resent.
Its to late to go back from the things We have done it went to far it use to be harmless fun. Now its complicated and we cant go back but they (out loves) pushed us together from what our partners lacked.
I lay in Your arms with the tears running down My cheek My eyes red and My heart so weak. Overwhelemed with emotion and I cannot speak.
I wont give Us up and I wish I could try but You are something I can no longer deny. My heart is speaking out and My eyes feel My pain the tears run down My cheek and We will never be the same.
The love We have found is so true and real and I cannot help express the way I feel My soul,My Heart My body My mind when I need comfort its You I try to find.
I find You and once I am in Your arms the whole world seems right would You hold Me longer keep Me safe all night. |
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I wish I could say I didnt feel for You, that My heart isnt beating for You but then I would be telling a lie. I wish I could just say good bye so it wont go any further and no one will get hurt more then we will get hurt now.I just cant do it and maybe Im selfish but how do You let something go that feels so right? I cant do it. Id have to cut the strings from My heart and I cant handle the pain it would cause Me. I cant handle the piercing of the knife from losing You and Us. You have been the one for Me.I lay awake at night thinking about Us and everything we could be but then I come to the road where that could happen and its blocked and I cannot walk threw it , what do I do why do I feel so helpless ? I Hate this feeling its tearing Me up but I cant let it go. I guess I dont want to but I have to I need to its better for everyone but again I cant. Im sorry, Im Sorry ,Dammit Im Sorry please forgive Me but I cant let You go. |
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A ray of Sunshine broke threw the window today I believe its from hearing the words you say. So powerful and they bring the bright light, make Me feel warm when You tuck Me in at night.
The beautiful rainbow that You set on My day Makes all My sorrows just drift away. Im so happy that I have found you ,makes Me happy when I am with You.
Since I me You things have changed , My life has been completely re-arranged. but that is something I would not change. I wouldnt want things to go back to being the same.
Lately My words been spilling out of my mouth The feelings of You I want to shout out . We have to be quiet , that is so lame, To late to go back things will never be the same.
What do we do , where do we go ? Do We keep quiet or let others go? Confused yet content excited yet sad. I want to tell everyone its make Me mad.
But for now I'll stay quiet and see where this goes it could be destiny but who really knows? I guess will find out soon enough but if were quiet it does get so tough.
But for now just know that My feelings are true Im just not sure what We are going to do.Im just happy that You brought Me a rainbow today I love You so much what else can I say? |
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You looked up at Me and asked Me to bring You pain , so I carved My name in your nipples with a razor and made them bleed.
As the blood trickled I asked " what are you going to do for Me" you replied " I will bleed for You"
I asked you to bleed for Me, so you cut yourself. I asked you to be in pain for Me, You clamped yourself.
when I asked why you did this you replied, when i bleed i want it to be for You when i am in pain it will be for You when I can no longer endure the pain it will be because of You.
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I think of the possiblitys you hold, the things you will do for Me. The pleasure I will receive My need's fulfilled.
you My slave, much better then a sub a complete slave to Me. My slave no one elses. I will own all of you. You will do for Me.
I ask things once I do not repeat, you WILL pay if I have to.I do not listen to the word no and I think you as My slave should know better then to use it.
I always get what I want when I want it , you will never deprive Me of it understood. you My slave and Me your Master. I say you do.
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When I think about you I touch Myself Mm My Little Slave.
I just happen to be thinking about you one day , the many things I was going to do you and have you do for me. I just couldnt resist myself when I thought about having all the control, the power. Mmm so I decided I would touch Myself
I sat up in the My desk , letting My skirt hike up a little over soft shaved legs that I had spread widely....let My hand slide down softly caressing the skin ever so gentley..slipping My panties off....I let My other hand lean up and pinch her nipple tightly as they hardened tugging on them teasing them hard. maing them semi sensitive ...letting My other hand slide across My throbbing hard clit rubbing it hard and vigourisly mmm nice wet clit...leaning back in the chair My back started arching , My eyes shut thinking of you and the tings you could do for Me the things you would do... letting My hand go down a bit more, sliding a finger inside Myself , letting My PC muscles grip My finger tightly, milking them , let out a soft moan trying to hold it back a little bit so no one would hear Me playing with Myself .rubbing across My clit more , moaning softly flicking My hard little clit ....rubbing it faster and faster ..sliding a second finger in , letting her pc muscle go wild milking it tighter more intesnse ...rubbing my two fingers tight against My velvety walls and onto my G spot pressing into My gspot harder pressuring it ..fingering harder and faster, body shaking , back arching moans leaving My soft lips eyes close.....breathing getting harder and harder mmm My rubbing My clit feeling My orgasim growing deeper inside Myself...mm pressing harder My body corupting My whole body shaking as the passion fills My body in My desk then back arches fully loud moans leaving mM mouth legs shaking mmmm fingers deep inside Myself moaning loudly now unable to control after feelign this amazing feels ..as I cum hard My pc muscles gripping My fingers tight.... milking them as they go in and out of My wanting pussy... mmm rubbing my clit feeling My orgasm subside a little bit I keep My fingers in Me , playing with myself finger fucking My tight shaved pussy mmm ...grinding down on My fingers, moaning loudly mmm letting My velty walls milk My fingers tightly Mmmm grinding against My fingers more , rubbing My clit I bring Myself to a second climax moaning loudly ohh fuckk as I cum a second time rubbing My clit two fingers deep inside Me mmmm breathing hard...deep......loud moans mmmmm My whole body gone weak from the over powering orgasm I collapsed into My chair panting, grasping for air..and layed in My chair in complete satisfaction.Mmm even when you are not there , the thoughts of having you and what you will do for Me you are still pleasing Me for that is what you are there for. |
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One night I was home alone, and I had rented a movie to watch so I popped the movie in it was called But I'm a cheerleader, *purrr* it was the first movie I watched with gays/lesbieans in it and then I knew I was interested into more then just Men when I seen the girls playing with one another and My little shaved pussy started getting wet. I was alone when I watched the movie in My basements living room...I hadnt realized how My body was reacting but I felt weird and I needed to touch My pussy , the played on the movie and my finger made its way down My little booty short PJ's I touched my clit rubbing it up and down a little and the sensations grew I kept watching the movie they played More as did I... touching My clit which had become hard and my pussy was getting wetter and wetter...gradually I sled a finger into my tight hairless pussy...and instantly My pussy started milking My finger..and I didnt realy understand what was happening but it felt so good I just couldnt stop so i kept touching Myself , my finger sliding in and out of My wanting little pussy I out the move back and replayed the whole thing again and I kept playing until I exploded My first orgasim my body shaked my pussy soaked with my sweet juices mmmm My body had been overpowered by this orgasim..as wave after wave of or orgasim filled My body I couldt stop..I kept watching the movie and I had to keep playing to feel this wonderful feeling that I had just first discovered. That night when I got into my bed I kept thinkinng about the movie and I kept playing sliding My finger in then gradually I got another one in there stretching My tight lil pussy pressing against My Velvty walls finding My inner G Spot...Mastering the play of My clit...I came a good many times that night and I woke quite tender in the morning mmm but it was so powerful. Mmmm well this semi tells You how I found out that I was Bi and interested into woman..I could have went into great detail as I know much more now but that are the thoughts of how I felt when I remember My first time of sexual desire for a woman and the first time that I had masterbated..My first woman well that is another story |
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I am a sweet naughty wonderful Dame Iam someone who no one can tame. Dont threaten me with Your big bull whips Ill take the pain and lick my lips.
Tie me up and please smack my ass do it good and You may pass. If you cant control me step aside Ill Domme your ass and whipe your hide.
Don't call me a slut because that shit dont fly dont try to Dom me if your a scared little boy. lick my pussy make me moan, make my body feel all num, make me beg you so I can cum.
If you can't do all of this just keep on walking You failed the test. If you ever past it and and I am your sub expect the unexpected because your in for some fun.
All these scared little girls, bowing to Your feet you got to Dom me well if You think You will get that from me.You'll think You got me Dom(med) and one day I give you a ride , then I have you on the bed with your hands all tied.
I know it seems like I just dont listen but these are the things that make my pussy glisen. So get your game on and tan my hide Be prepard for this bumpy Ride.
I am One who Can't be Tamed, Here my Roar And Scream My Name. |
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Out of Reach
Why are you so far away When I want you here with me everyday. I'm happy your always with me even if your not here.
You light up my day with your smile. You make my days seem worthwhile. Even if you don't reall know what you do for me Its great to know you are there for me.
I wish there was some way I could pay you back for the things you have jelped me threw. I wish you really knew how I feel about you.
I hear the words you say with my heart, my heart beats faster with every word that leaves you lips, longing to hear the next for its you that my heart beats for.
My heart beats for you ,only you as long as your with me I shall never fear. while with you there is nothing to be afraid of.
The only thing I've ever feared is the day, ,Im hear and your not there. But I know deep down inside that , that day will never come you would never hurt me, because you are the one I take my comfort in. |
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I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry for the nasty words I said. I'm sorry for the way it hurt you. I'm that I didnt think before I spoke. I'm Sorry.
I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry that i let my emotions get the best of me. I'm sorry that it almost cost me out relationship I'm Sorry that things arent the way they used to be. I'm sorry.
I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry, things won't ever be the same, I'm sorr that I will never be for you.
I'm Sorry, I'm sorry I turned my back on You, I'm sorry that I didn't be who you wanted me to be. I'm Sorry.
I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry that thing's have changed and will never be the same . I'm sorry you can't forgive me and let things be normal again. I'm Sorry.!
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I'm here for you when you need me ,don't ever forget it .Dont ever hesitate to ask, for help let me guid you when your lost and lead you to a place you where you feel secure.
I wanna be be your shelter threw the storm, and your rock when you feel weak. I'll protect you with all of me . I will never let anything happend to you.
Threw the journey of life, when the roads get rough Ill be here for you to lean on, take a break from the world and have a laugh.
I've never though of you as a burden. I never ever will. You don't bring me down, I just sit where you are to because I want to be there to pick you up while you are down.
I'll always be here to pick you up, only a phone call away no matter the time, nor the place I will be here for you always I love You.! |
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Somebody somewhere is sadder then you , Thinking of razors and stuff they might do With people they don't like in their mind May kill themselfs body never able to find.
The world seems so hardsh, dark & cold Your only 20 thinking like this not being too old Everyone around you seems to be on your back You get sick of their shit things look dim , black.
Your Spirtis are down,dreary & gone Bad things in your head ice & a freezing pond No one seems to notice no one seems to care Will anyone even notice if you are not there.
Your family turned against you you get lonely lost no one sees what you do . You look for something sharp. You slit your wrist , dim night eternal dark.
The blood is to the surface of your skin Not much blood so you slit them once again You do the same to your other wrist Blood gushed you died now your put to rest.
You come as a spirit at the funeral home. No ones there your still alone SOme friends stopped in to say good-bye If they talked to you before maybe you'd never died. |
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There is hope for everyone , all mistakes can be fixed. There are no loser's in life ,no matter what people say or tell you . They are downing you for their mistakes or because they are not perfect. No one is perfect , hardly anyone is close, but you can always try. It's now if you suceed but how hard you worked to suceed . Life drain's you , you just need to learn how to fill it back up .It's hard to fill it back up but im here and so are others to help you . You dont have to be good or great at anything as long as you try that's what counts . It's never to late to do the right thing. Never take the low road out of anything. The easiest road is the hardest one in the end. The hard one is long but it ends up being the best in the end. I Care I care , I will Never give up on you Ever.I love you don't forget it when you can't walk the road no more I will carry you !! |
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Your the sunshine in my gloomy days ,the reason why I'm still here. Without you there is no me. I long for your presence when your not there, My heart races when I see You . How Is it you do this to me when no one ever has. I never needed no one till you come along now I feel I cant go on if you weren't there.Now I'm not sure If you fulfill me or You make me hollow.I just want to be close with you , for you to need me like I need you for you to want me like I want you. I dont want to push you away yet I may get hurt if you stay. Is it easier to stay in my gloomy ways,Or is it better to take a chance of getting my heartbroken then to lead the gloomy days without you.I guess I'll never know if I dont take the leap , if I fall I want you to catch me. To Hold Me To Be My SunShine.!! |
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I hope you understand why I despise Drugs,to a point a little is fine more then that is too much.
My best friend is cool, we always laugh and joke, I hate to be around her when she huffs or tokes I've been there fr her threw thick *&* think If she dont stop smoking up , out friendship may end.
She's like a porcelain doll,pretty as they come But the stuff she is into makes her seem so dumb. She's scared of heighdts, bees & earthquaks. When she got no dope , she shivers & shakes.
It has taken over her body and her life When she has no heroin , she cuts her arms with a knife. I work about her day & night. Should I tell on her? what she's doing ain't right.
She steals money from everyone don't know what she's doing and still thinks its fun. She even sniffs cocain and huffs on paint it gives her a bloody nose * a few times she has faint.
My best friend is now in on the mental ward Its for her Drugs are no more She only lasted three days after then she died Silenece , no laughter.
I went to the funeral, sorrow in my soul my best friend is now dead, only 20 years old. Could I have saved her ? I wonder with tears in my eyes. I never told anyone , I let my best friend die.
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[center] I've always been a strong person and it seems lately that Im on a emotional rollercoaster, I'm Starting to love alot more I have made nice friends here and I love them to pieces if it weren't for them I would probably be a hard heartless bitch. I have become so mushy but I might start to like it . I mean i have liked it in sometimes but I want to get out of it. You all know who you are and I Love you guys so much. I Just want to get off this emotional rollercoaster and go back to being strong.I guess in the end it all turned out good sometime's you find your place in life in a hard way . I have finally found my way and there is no going back now !! Thanks for the help.
*~* Swanger ~*~
I Love all You guys and You all know it , I wouldnt know what to do without any of You. |
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Age: 20 |
Scottsdale,
Arizona |
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