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I am fairly new to this, though I have known for most of my life that I was a sub. I just didn't know until a few years ago that there were others, and that there was a word for it. I thought I was strange and that telling anyone would scare them away.
I am now involved with a wonderful and merciful (mostly) Dom, and am very happy. I tend to seem a little too innocent to be here, or involved with many of these things, but that seems to be part of my charm, as well. I'm the type of girl who thinks in proper sentences (Often in the Queen's English), but may not be able to express the thought vocally.
I did not even learn what the middle finger meant until middle school, and have often been called naive about many things. Bear with me, and you may find a deeper, more intelligent and informed lady in here, somewhere.
8/10/2012 8:10:36 AM

Estelle Part 1:

I was scared, but I didn't let it show.
I didn't want to anger Ian as he caressed my body.
His touch was so careful I almost forgot what situation I was in.

When I had come to tell him I was leaving, he was calm.

He had locked the door and turned on his heel to face me, smiling.
The smile told me not to argue, though it seemed innocent enough.
But it was his words that hit me.

"No. You don't have to leave. You live here, now." He informed, still smiling.

Before I could question it, his hands were at my hips, pulling me closer.
"Ian, what are you doing?" I breathed, shocked at his strength.
His smile grew wider. "I am about to make love to my girlfriend." He half growled.

I felt my eyes grow as I realized what was about to happen. We had never gone further than some heavy makeout sessions, and he had always complained.

I was not a virgin, but was not ready to give myself over.
I had thought Ian knew that, but as he pushed me onto the floor, not even bothering with the bed, I knew all understanding had been locked outside the door.

"You may find my tastes a little different from others. But you'll like it, eventually."

He slammed down on top of me, on his knees, gathering both of my wrists in one hand as I attempted to push him off.

His eyes met mine and the power there froze my spine clean through.
Still holding my wrists, he stood, holding me off the floor with one powerful arm.

I struggled against him as he walked, dangling me, to the dresser in his room. Opening a drawer, he pulled out a roll of what looked like plastic purple duct tape.

"Only sticks to itself." He laughed at the fear that must have been radiating in my eyes.

He placed me, standing, on the bed, where he released one of my wrists.
"Don't move unless I move you."

He pulled my wrist down violently, sending me flying across the king sized bed.

Wrapping a strap around my wrist, he reclaimed the other, and I realized the system of straps under the bed.

After securing my other wrist in a strap, he struggled slightly with my legs as I kicked at him. But my frail frame was no match for his toned muscles.

He soon had me totally strapped to the enormous bed, and climbed onto me, whispering in my ear that it was not soon to be over.

7/31/2012 2:03:17 AM

I have recently discovered the not-so-fabulous world of Sub-Drop.

I must say that I do not care for it at all.

 

Anyone have suggestions as to how to deal with it?

7/29/2012 9:08:40 AM
Master's Rules:
  • Be forthcoming with any and all problems, worries, and/or troubles.
  • Always answer Master's questions honestly and truthfully. No lying.
  • Shall not be referred to as "Master" around the Master's family.
  • The Servant must eat meals consisting of real foods before the consumption of sweets shall be allowed.
  • The Servant must speak up to the Master if the Servant wishes to engage in activities beyond the normal routine.
  • The Servant's hygiene must be above reproach, especially when concerning lady parts.
  • The Servant must not be afraid to speak up about issues towards the Master.
  • If the Servant does not wish to verbalize problems, she may write them in her journal.
justwant2be
 
 Age: 24
 Iloilo city, Philippines