I'm new here, so I have nothing to lose. I believe honesty is the best policy, therefore I will be completely honest in this. I'm submissive. Only submissive. I am not a slave. I will never be a slave. Generally, I like who I am as an person, and as an individual. If you are looking to mold somebody into losing themselves, please continue on. I welcome being molded into a better, more pleasing, version of myself. I just refuse to lose myself so completely, that I see a stranger with similar features to mine, staring me back in the mirror. Literacy is important, so if you can't form a complete sentence, I again ask you politely to move on. About me: I'm 20. I will be 21 in a little over a month. I tend to sing and dance often. I am optimistic and can find the bright side to nearly any situation. I love music, absolutely adore it. If I am not listening to it, I am singing it to myself. I would rather be absolutely terrified of a new situation, than to be stuck in a rut, or in some comfortable place I am unhappy. Writing is my outlet, my release. I think that friends are the family you choose. I can't imagine my life without my friends. I am sarcastic, perhaps too much. I am a great listener. I love to learn new things. I want to learn a new language. Hm, anything else you would like to know, please, I encourage you to ask.

I've known since I was little that I wanted a different type of relationship than the social norm. I remember dreams of rope and leather. Metal and chains. I encouraged my neighbor to tie me up, when we were only, perhaps, nine. He spanked me and stole my doll, the day they moved. I haven't seen him since. I hope he took good care of Molly. Back to the actual topic...I've always known that I wanted to be dominated. Always known that I am meant to be submissive. I've had 'normal' vanilla relationships. I've loved a man who could have never hurt me. I broke his heart when he wasn't enough, when that relationship wasn't enough. I'm ready now. I'm ready for the type of relationship I have been dreaming of since I was too young to understand what I was dreaming of.

Oh!  Completely forgot to say this, and have no clue where I should put it, so I'll add it here.  I'm straight, but bi-curious.  Um, if the two together make any type of sense.  They probably don't, and I probably just made a fool of myself.  If so, I blame in on the fact that I only had two hours sleep, and woke up before the sun today.  If it did make sense, I take full credit for my lucidity. 

If you've actually managed to stick this rant out, I applaud you. Thank you!