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This is me in a nutshell.
I am a submissive female looking for friends. My journey began online and has now moved to the R/T community. Although I am a young submissive in the community, this isn't something I just discovered. I've always known...I just took the long way around to get here...it is as it should be.
I have a disclaimer...but it's too long to post...lol...so I'll let you use your imagination. ...it's the muffyness! In short, I am not responsible for what happens to your mind should you encounter me!
This is how I see myself as a submissive right now…I am high end, dark, perverted, versatile, colorful, open, imaginative, adventurous, patient, passive, grounded, strong, smart-assed, fun, playful, compliant, …well most of the time anyways.
My needs as a submissive… to be used and abused in all ways, pain and orgasms …to be cherished for the special gift I bring to the table, safety, security, trust, respect, honesty and humor, I need my dominant to be present and participate, and I need him to love me and show that love to me. I need to be nurtured and trained.
The relationship…this is a hard one for me as I don’t like to place a design on something that I know will change…but the foundation is simple. I want a true D/s relationship and in R/T. Monogamous unless specified and agreed upon. Communication is mandatory. Power exchange is the most important element, as this balances who I am. One day way down the line, I’d like to be 24/7
Looking for those individuals actively involved in the BDSM lifestyle. I am selective about those I surround myself with...with good reason. I don't necessarily feel I am looking for a certain person...just like-minded individuals. I do practice SSC(RACK)and safe sex.
The dominant…what do I need him to bring to the table?
I am a mom first…property second.
I will ask you for references...be prepared please.
I need my dominant to be stable, available, open, present and participating in the relationship.
I need physical, sexual, emotional and spiritual bonding. I need my time with him, just for me.
That is after all how I become the heart of him.
You will earn what you get...I am a challenge, but alot of fun.
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Apparently it's been a while.....time just goes by~ |
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in everyone's life a little thunder must roar
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Did I say angel? Well that isn't right!
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changes are never easy, but sometimes for the best.
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getting lost in the spring of things :)
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It amazes me that people can't see beyond themselves and their selfish behaviors to see how truly small the human race can be. You know who you are. |
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that one who got away...ok, maybe 2...but who's counting??
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Spring needs to hurry up! I need sun and warmth!
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Life is good when you have a Daddy that loves you so much
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I wouldn't have my life any other way...it's nice to be confident in the choices we make. |
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 I just wanted to post this smiley....he's cool...LOL |
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 head out of ass....check!
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Hi. How ya doin? |
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 Do you really understand the commitment it takes to be in this lifestyle? Sometimes I wonder about others...I am...therefore I went to seek...I took my time...and never fogot who I am and what I have to offer. It's the best feeling to know that your ONE sees that. |
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 I so happy that summer is here |
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 Rollar coaster going uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuup! |
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 BuzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzz |
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Smile, somebody loves you :) |
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To all the boys I knew before...you were all wrong...LOL! That feels excellent!! |
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mmmmmmmmmmmmm...chocolate cake with chocolate frosting :D |
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Follow the yellow brick road :)
Follow the yellow brick road :)
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Ah yes the ass....isn't it wonderful...lol
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Sometimes, all I can do is cum :))
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Drip....................Drip...................Puddle
Spring is just around the corner...that makes me a happy girl :)
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Daddy owns many things, but I am his favorite.
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The weather finally chills so I can go see my Daddy....that makes me a very happy girl.
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Next winter, I'm hitchin a ride on a Canadian Goose and headin south...I am so not a winter person.
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It's always darkest before the dawn.
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Did I mention how much I love my Daddy? :)
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All that and a bag of chips...Happy Birthday to me!
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Well now...that was a nice Holiday season. Spending time at Daddy's was the best part. `evil grin`
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I love being Daddy's little HOHOHO
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Smiling...it does a subbie good :)
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I love being me...it's nice to feel comfortable in my own skin. Makes me happy :)
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ok, it's just too f'n cold! Let's hibernate :)
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Santa and I have alot in common, we both ho, ho, ho!
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Waiting sucks...I've never been very good at patience. I peaked at my Christmas presents as a kid...often...lol. Not an easy thing to kick *wink*
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I get so stressed out during the Holidays...I think sometimes I forget to breathe!
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Somedays I wish there were 2 of me
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I've been daddytized! `big grin`
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I found me a daddy Master, the daddy I've been looking for...that feels very good. Very good indeed :) I'm the luckiest little whore has walked on the earth...it's true...
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Today was a gloomy day here...took a nap...got all nekked under the covers...the breeze blowing through the window...the seasons they are a changin. |
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I met a boy.
A Harely boy...
But I get ahead of myself... I took my lunch hour and met up with MJ at Ali park...I was summoned by a phone call early this morning. He had somebody for me to meet.
I arrive at the park...go to my designated spot...the swings. I do as I am asked. I waited a few minutes...I begin to swing...can't be on a swing and not swing ya know. as I swing, I become more relaxed...more focused...pumpin that swing...getting higher and higher...I get to my sweet spot...arch myself back...straighten out my body...and get lost in the clouds above...
Then around the trees walks a dog...and his master, MJ...to which I'm viewing upside down. LOL "Hello slut! Just couldnt' wait to play ha?" He says to me with a raised eyebrow and smile. With a one look at the dog, he sat down next to MJ. He extends a hand towards me and I hop off the swing. Prior to walking, he pulls from his pocket a simple black collar. THe collar is fastened around my neck.
We took off to the adjacent dog park. We had a little bit of chit chat as we walked along the path. Harley running circles around us...he was a happy pup...he got to run. I know what he means. I speak that lingo When we reached the lake, Harley stopped, sat and waited for his Master. I was impressed. When we caught up with him, MJ asked me to kneel next to Harley. Ha? Ummm, okay, I'll play your little game I think to myself. I kneel next to Harley.
I look over at Harley, his smile was contagious. I smile back at him and he just about takes my face off with one lick. I begin laughing. "looks like we're in this together" I say to him. He goes back to sitting and smiling while I turn away. I turn to look back at him and again, another kiss. "Muffy, meet Harley, Harley, meet Muffy. Harley where are your manners, shake her hand" To which he extended his paw to me and while I"m shaking his hand, our eyes met. He sneaks in another lick....almost to say, "it's ok, done this before, stick with me kid...you'll be ok"
There we sat in silence for a bit. MJ picked up a rock and tossed it into the water. Harley boy got excited. I turned to look at the pup and he barks and sneaks another kiss. MJ turns back and looks at Harley and he hangs his head and whimpers softly. "oh Harely boy..." I say to him as I pout my lips. It was so sad. I lean my head against him and he now knows I feel him. "I know very well what it's like to want something and being told no. I feel ya man" I say to him.
MJ pulls from his inner jacket pocket a neon orange stick. Okay, Harley is now wiggling and whinin...before I know it...so am I! MJ stood watchin us...a big old smile on his face. "You want this boy?" Strangely he cocks his head and sits perfectly still..his mouth closed...showing his most prestine behavior. He waits and never takes his eye off his Master. Soon, he begins to whine. Made me want to whine. Then he was singin and whinin...OMG...I felt like exploding I want him to have that stick so bad. "oh Harley boy" I say, "seems we are both in the same situation, we have to wait, and wait and wait" He lets out this whine that told me he understood. I reach over and pet him...to which he proceeded to pounce on me, knocking me over and smothering me with lots and lots of slobbery kisses.
OOOOOOOOOOH, His Master was not too happy with that. "Harley" he spoke in a stern voice. I return to my position laughing as I brush myself off. "Sir, with all do respect, he can't help that Im so damn cute. It's not his fault" MJ chuckles and nods...he winds up the stick...Harley boy takes ready position. His breathing coming to a complete hault...as he anticipates his fetch...MJ throws the stick into the water...Harely waits for his Master's signal and takes off like the wind when he gets the ok. MJ turns to me and says with an evil smile "very good Muffy, very good"
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