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| Maybe its just fantasy. But nothing ever changes this drive of fantasizing Im bound hooded femenized and punished, until I accept my role as a sissy slut and maid. I dont seem to seek out people, yet the only thing that arouses me is wondering what it would be like to be whipped tortured starved and brainwashed until Im afraid to ever want to be anything than a slutted up cock filled cum dumpster. A mistress who makes me choke and gag cleaning off a phallus she used to fill my boi pussy, while man or men slap me around if I dont beg to be filled with cum. My rent is always more than Im able to pay, but no worries as Mistress and Master work me as a video whore to work off my debt. Or loan me to their friends for gangbangs, bukkake, or lock me in a cage gagged, plugged, and isolated til I stop pretending Im not a cum guzzling bitch boi. And just to make it serious they have every contact of mine documented. They video tape my signing a contract asking to be turned into a chained fuck slut. Pictures of me covered in cum. Video of a dirty strapon being sucked clean. And if I ever try to do anything but offer my sissy holes, those contacts are getting one hell of a Christmas movie. I should be careful what I wish for. I never commit to follow through, yet everyday, the only thing that makes me aroused, is the thought of a mature couple, making it very clear to me that if you ask you better be sure, because the only way to keep it a secret is to accept my new fate. To bad the high heels are locked, after a few months of never taking them off I wont be able to walk without them. To bad my so called cock is caged with a steel cage and lock. Too bad they dont care If I want to stop. Too bad the only safe word is more please. They have proof I begged them to do this to me. To bad I wasnt careful what I wished for. This is what goes through my head because Im too chicken to do anything on my own.
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