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I am a transgender female (MTF) who is still very early in physical
transition and therefore still presenting as male in public. Although I
still appear very male, my friends all treat me and address me as
female. I am very uncomfortable being treated as a male, especially
sexually, and I am far enough along in hormone therapy that my "male
parts" are less than fully functional.
I'm a full-time student and science major, an intellectual, a geek,
and a full-time smartass. I am deeply sexual with a particular
fascination with the psychology of human sexuality, and I have a very
high sex drive (VERY high).
I'm still figuring out who I am as a female, and that means figuring
out my sexuality all over again. I consider myself a lesbian for the
most part. I like cock but not the bodies that tend to be attached to
them. I love women and view the female body and female sexuality as
objects of worship.
I was a very submissive male at times and have enjoyed slowly
exploring my dominant side as I embrace my female identity, but I still
love being told what to do and find strong women (in every sense) to be
incredibly sexy. Right now the thing that appeals to me most is to find
a girl who will lovingly dominate me and let me service her. I'm just
realizing how deeply submissive I am and how much I want to feel
possessed.
My first loves are oral sex and analingus (cunnilingus is my idea of
bliss), as well as anal play in general (both giving and receiving).
I'm a huge cuddleslut and never get enough cuddling, kissing, and
petting. I purr like a kitten. Actually, much of my sexuality feels
very feline to me.
I'm interested in exploring pain (gradually), both giving and
receiving, but have no interest in humiliation or degradation (although
it's worth noting I find plenty of dirty things to be not humiliating at
all). I don't want to be made to feel lesser than my partner, but
lovingly possessed. Not necessarily controlled as much as freed from
choice, at least in the bedroom. I want someone who will take
aggressive advantage of my deep desire to please.
The type of power exchange I most enjoy is a surrender of control to
someone who is worthy of that trust, and who recognizes that submission
is a gift and not something you extract from someone. I'm not looking
for someone to break me, but for someone with whom I can fully let go.
If you read this far and you're an attractive dominant gay or
bisexual female (or a switch) and are interested in a potential
no-strings-attached sexual relationship (hopefully with friendship) then
you should message me. I am currently climbing the fucking walls
without a pretty girl to go down on.
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