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I don't expect to find what I'm looking for here but as the old adage goes, nothing ventured, nothing gained.
First of all, I'm going to be totally honest and state that I am married. My wife and I had lived a D/s lifestyle for a number of years but she no longer has any interest at all in the lifestyle.
Now I know that most (if not all) of you, will tell me that's no reason to stop serving her if I was truly submissive and the truth is, that I haven't. I still take responsibility for all domestic tasks and chores, serve and wait on her, defer to her judgement and make her sexual needs and desires the priority. In short, my goal each and every day is to ensure that she feels cherished and adored and I believe that I do a good job of accomlishing that goal.
At the same time, while I discovered my true nature while exploring the D/s lifestyle she came to the conclusion that she wasn't interested in taking the explicit lead in the relationship. As a result, I find I'm missing the balance associated with a typical D/s relationship.
So, what am I looking for? Perhaps just a friendship with a dominant woman that I can chat to on occasion or perhaps, something a little more? I think I'll know when I find it.
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