Tragic66		tragically		TragicOne

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Dearest honey... I tried my best to know you . To try and find some common ground. Without communication, things apparently can turn out as they have. I guess you need to trash me, but I am just going to let you fight that out alone, til it passes. Please don't be too extreme. If you think about it, I didn't really do that much wrong. You do travel in the company of chaos and mayhem . I know there is a love in there somewhere, but it has a tough time getting out and planted. I know you can get overwhelmed and need someone in your corner sometimes..if you can ever get past the hurt, I will leave this as a reminder and a way to talk. Where we both know who it is. You know I wouldn't abandon you, even if you deserve it. Like I said before,one may as well get pissed at the wind for blowing or the rain for falling. And I know, that inspite of the chaos and anger and quadrupled difficulty in all things, that if you see the whole, see what I see. It's actually very beautiful and precious. It just needs to be channeled. But, it sure f'n hates me for some reason and I have to accept that. I love you anyway, you stubborn little Pagan.

2/26/2013 4:30:23 AM All I can do is wait until you are ready to talk. You blame me, but we both know better. When, and if, you are ready, I am here. In the meantime, take care of yourself. Know that I am thinking about you.