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Hi, my name is Traci.
Here to connect with friends and make new ones too Exchanging ideas and interests
I have held a verity of jobs from, dancing, modeling, escort, personal trainer, to ski instructor and ski patroller.
I love all kinds of sports and have a lot of interests
I am a slave at heart and love to serve. My intro to this way of life was not a path I would not recommend to anyone but I was arrested and served 5 years. During my time inside I belonged to two different Mistress or Dominas.
If your desire for your future slave is to lock her in a cage and just bring her out to fuck and put away again. I have been there done that and not looking for a repeat of it.
If you have any issues with having a relationship with a girl like me that is your problem and just move along to the next person. If you see my desire to belong as a weakness, your thinking is wrong. I am very strong, disciplined and know what I want. The trick is finding someone real that I connect with.
I am not here to have cybersex with you and have zero interest in doing online domination or having an online master. If all you seek are pictures the internet is full of them, just look.
Traci
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Need to do an update. I could just delete on of my journal entries but figure i will keep it for now. Schooling, yes i dropped out of college. No i am not working as an escort or at the dungeon. The dungeon plans fell through and for now the people that were creating it have put it on hold, until they can secure a better place.
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got on this afternoon and read through 2 pages of mail. Went back the start and i have 2 more pages of mail waiting. crazy |
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This is a shout out to the sub guys that keep contacting me. I know your trying to be respectful when you call me Ms. Traci. But I get so many guys that contact me begging for me to be there mistress or say how superior i am that when i get a Ms. Traci it is more an insult then a friendly hi. I have a slave heart, it is whats in me and i am comfortable with it, that is where my head is at pretty much 100% of the time even when i am interacting in the vanilla world. I am not superior to you just because i'm a girl. When you address a sister slave in a dominant way it is more of an insult than showing respect. |
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I am not here to scam money and will never ever ask you for any. I make a good living and have the means to support myself and if travel is required will get myself to you and back home, if needed. Because of my past, i refuse to rely on anyone. I am also very cautious, private and a bit shy. I have lots of guys begging for my phone number, i will only give it if there is a need in that we will actually meet. i have made the mistake before giving it out and all the guys wanted was free phone sex. I have gone through several phones and numbers because of the relentless phone calls from scammers claiming an interest in me. I have pictures of myself online, if those are not good enough to see who i am then the person asking for more is a porn collector. if an actual meeting in person does take place then by that time we will have talked on the phone Don't like it tough! |
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before my prison life i had no clue about bdsm, being a slave other what i read about slaves in history books, but had no clue it was voluntarily practices now. I have always has a submissive nature about myself, very service minded, but never imagined it as me being a slave. When i was inside my first dom was just plain mean, she did a lot of really bad stuff to and with me, Some of what she did i will have to live with for life. Th scares are mostly inside. But being with her and despite the abuse from her something clicked in me that i enjoyed serving her. With my 2nd dom and actually i consider her my first mistress, she taught me more about service and more of the enjoyment of it. with her i felt safe. I like the protection, discipline, strictness, mentor, guidance all that kind of stuff that i get when i am with mistress/master. I do not view being a slave as a weakness, it is who i am inside. There is a balance that i enjoy. kind of that Yin yang thing in my relationships i seek. I have been abused in ways that will make most people hurl, so not looking for that kind of a relationship again, but i do enjoy the extreme and deep stuff as long as I trust the one i am with. |
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Will it is official. I dropped out of school today, and put the educational part of my life on hold at least from college. The career direction i was hoping to go into has a closed door policy on my past. As part of the program i was in i needed to have actual work experience in a gym, or physically therapy office. We all get referred and all of the other class mates got picked up in seconds. I was not able to even make it through an interview. It sucks. you have to have full disclosure of your work experiences and history and I have none, then i get asked why and if i have ever been convicted of a crime. Now if i lie about that and get the job and they find out later i will be fired and that goes very badly for future work. if i tell the truth they all said it all depends on what i was in jail for. I tell them and they all say oh. I had several say the reason they did not accept me was there fear that i would be hitting on clients for money and sex. if i cannot even get work as an intern why keep paying for school in a field that odds are good i will never work in. I have some friends that are professional dominants and have a dungeon and escorts also I will be working at the dungeon mainly at the front desk making appointments but could also assist the mistresses and masters of the dungeon. My official title is pro-slave. I will still be dancing as well but the main work is at the dungeon. I know a lot of people have interest in me but this is the direction i am going in now, i will still be here and talking with some and who knows where or what my future will be but my active searching has pretty much stopped. I am starting a new chapter in my life looks like it could be a fun ride.
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Age: 24 |
Ventura,
California |
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