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Thank you for your interest!
First of all, I am not saying I do not enjoy giving in to my lusts, however, I sincerely believe that controlling these desires while still continuing to explore them can lead to something much greater. More than mere delayed gratification, however rare it has been, and pretentious this might sound, I did experience art, I embodied it, as a part in this wonderful dynamic of erotic power play.
I know its usually not preferred, but I really cant help that I both have dominating and submissive desires. For me it has a lot to do with age and the character of a person. A younger, smaller, somewhat shy or innocent person can really bring the dominant male out of me. I will tell you what to do and subdue you, however, I dont enjoy giving pain without rewards, and am only a little sadistic, I like you to have a happy ending.
When it comes to being submissive, I prefer older women (or trans) who know how to humiliate me, but be forgiving and appreciate my efforts. There are very few things I would not do, but I dont like scarification or feces. If you are young and a natural domme Im willing to give it a try, but younger dommes have not impressed me thusfar.
As your obedient slave, the only thing I would like in return is a feeling of being appreciated for my efforts.
My favourite things to do are tying you up, putting a blindfold on you, and take 2 or 3 hours to tease you, hurt you, make you pleasure me, and if u did well, ill pleasure you with a rough touch.
If you prefer to avoid nudity, Im good with rope and have a creative mind which is useful for giving a good servant enough to do.
As a sub, I just wish to serve you, Id love it if you humiliate me and belittle me. I have been given decent looks and am quite athletic, sometimes doms do not like this, but I have enough to humiliate, i promise. I would love it if you make me do tasks for you while u are dressed and I am naked, preferrably you make fun of me with a friend. As a reward for a hard days work, Id be honored if you were willing to torture my cock and balls a bit while u choke me with your ass. I want you to like me, and let you do whatever in order for that little bit of hope, and maybe finally you will put your arms around me, and let my head rest on your chest, and you say i did well.
I do like to have a sexual element, this does not mean I want to stimulate you or you to stimulate me per se. I just want to get aroused and feel hyper-alive, in the flow of hierarchical play within the erotic realm. Experience the women who is all powerful and decides what happens, how, when, and is the judge and jury of it all. And then the feeling of having total control over you, someone much weaker who seems lost in this world and craves a purpose, or desires punishment for her very existence. Or wishes to become nothing, this can be out of self-hate, but I do not accept that, you are nothing and we all are one. I know I sound like a wanna be Guru or something, but Id love to show you, and perhaps guide you in the right direction. I must admit that I myself have so much to learn her e too.
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