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I've been spending the last few years doing a multitude of dumb things. Something got lost in my want for a future, and the things I desire in life became shadows. 2016 better become something amazing, or insanity will drag me into some forgotten crypt. I seek a partner to build a future with. Someone kind, forgiving, warm, honest, and fun to be around. A woman who knows where she is going in life, and wants a companion to share it with. After the last few romances I've come to realize that I find strength in other people. I'm not a doormat and am fully capable of standing my own ground, but it's nice having something to lean against when uncertainty strikes. Plans are in the works to save up some money, get my bills paid off, and do some traveling (if all works out). I'm not sure where I'll end up, and although I love Seattle (I wouldn't mind being here forever) the wind might carry me somewhere else. Adventure is a part of my heart, something I crave/lust, but fuck it's hard to be someone you want to be if you stand in mud while the world stands naked in front of you. Hopefully I'll have a journal on here going soon. Message if you have questions or suggestions.
11/21/2015 10:16:04 PM
So it's the first day of...changes? I don't know what my plan is yet, but I know where I'd like to end up by this time next year. To much freedom has got me stuck. 
I walked 2 miles, and ate pretty good today. My knee is sore, but it was expected. Tomorrow is abs and core.   I'm not overweight at all, but my health has gotten pretty sloppy. If anyone reads this, can they recommend any good meditation type books? 
curvysub22
 
 Age: 33
  California