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| My submission is a gift.. not only a gift for me to give, but also a gift that that I was lucky enough to be born with. You have to be a special person to be submissive. It takes alot to give up your will to someone else.. to let your dominant other take full control over you. You have to have enough faith in him/her to accept what he/she says and does... to know in your heart that he/she would never hurt you and you can trust him/her with things you would never dream possible of another human.
I believe the gift of submission does not stand alone... You have to have trust and love from your dominant also.. the gift of him wanting to protect you, teach you and most of all love you... to me that is a very special gift and if in turn I am given that..then he can accept the gift I give him.. the gift of my total submission. By both of us giving to one another.. it makes it perfect.
Being submissive doesn't mean being trapped... When my heart is with the right dominant, you feel free... even though you and he knows he owns you.. every part of you becomes his.. but yet.. you can be so owned and feel so free. I know this from experience...
There are times when being submissive means punishment.. (I am not a pain slut) but I would rather take the physical punishment then see one tear or the look of disappointment on my Dominant's face or the sound of sadness in his voice..... the thought of letting him down.. or him not being proud of me.. hurts so much more then any crop could. That is what makes me submissive.. his happiness will always win out in my heart...no matter how much it hurts me...but then again.. how much hurt could it cause.. as long as you know he is happy.. aren't you? His will becomes mine..and in return.. I am happier then I've ever been..
I will give my body, my heart, my soul to my Dominant.. and no one will be able to wipe the smile off my face..Watching him being proud to own me is the gift I long for again.
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| Age: 28 |
| Kansas City,
Missouri |
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