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Lifetime dreams of captivity, slavery and objectification have run up against a mundane life of failed relationships, dead-end jobs and ineffective role playing. Wondering if there is a real permanent solution. Not looking for love or romance. Not looking for safe and sane game playing. I could honestly disappear for the right person and the right situation. Not sure if I know who or what that would be though.
I have often thought I should be turned into a captive toy. Always restrained, always there to be used (or abused if that's what he wants), never to be free again. Mentally and physically destroyed over time until I am completely used up and discarded.
I am not the servant type. I don't want to have to obey someone. I want something where I simply am not given a choice. I will be used and kept and that is that. Doesn't mean I can't be conditioned, though that would be a struggle. It does mean that I'm not looking to be someone's maid, nanny, submissive party partner, etc.
Maybe I just need some psychopath to kidnap me away to make me feel complete. Who knows? I sure don't seem to.
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