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| Life's shit. Stock up on toilet paper. It happens to all of us, and like the rest, you'll have to get over it. I'm sorry, but then again, I'm not. I would be, but more then likely when ever it happens to me, you wont care, so why should I now? Dont like me? Fine, I dont need you. I say I dont change for others, but technically thats a lie. I'm the nicest person any of them know, but I can be the worst they've ever met anytime I like. Its amazing how much people freak out when something they think is the truth can be completely the opposite in a instant. I choose to not prove them wrong most of the time, but when I do, they're speechless, and deep down, I love it.
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Time comes, and time goes. Things change, and people do as well. Sometimes I feel I'm standing still while the world moves around me, and I see things flash by that I try to reach out and stop, but it slips through my fingers like water, and keeps on going. I never liked change, because usually it was painful. Stuff like loosing friends isnt something you enjoy doing, but everyone changes to an extent. I think back to what I was as a kid, and what I am now. I'm still the dumb ass who cares to much. I'm still the guy who offers his heart and with a smile takes back the pieces the world breaks it up into. Sometimes I wonder whats the point anymore, and why haven't I done what part of me wants to. But thats the easy path, and I dont like doing things the easy way, at least not all the time.
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So yeah, been awhile since I've been on. And seems life's taking a trip into the gutter for me. Yeah, it sucks, but you gotta move on ya know? Personally, for some things, I DON'T want to move on. I want them to work out, but you cant always get what you'd like to have. For now, guess I'll just wake up, pissed cause something hurts, and try to find something to make me smile before I go out into the world feeling bad. Personally I don't enjoy being an angry person, I just tend to be good at it when it comes along, lol. As far as the future goes, I guess I don't know anymore. Thought I did for a little while there, but that mostly got shot to hell. For now I guess its just keep going till something changes or I get in a position to change it. Yeah, like that will ever happen. Well later who ever is reading this. If anyone does, send me a message or something. Give me someone to talk to. Night.
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So uh yeah. I had this like sweet ass journal all set up and then I get a call and the whole thing leaves me. Ironic thing is, I was writing the journal kinda about them and how lifes been and all. Even more ironic is they're probably the only person who actually reads my journal entries, so good job, lol. So uh yeah, this journal is basically totally pointless. Now I'm gonna get off this, turn off comp and maybe hit the hay and THEN remember the journal entry. Its great how it normally works out like that. Later.
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I'm not sure why I'm posting another journal entry, or why this one, like the last, is being wrote at god knows what hour of the morning. The reason I'm not sure why I'm writing this is because more then likely only one person is going to read it, and they'll think of it as just another stupid or silly thing I've done, so yes, you can go ahead and do that face-palm thing now. Haha you did didnt you? Well, anyways, for the rest of you readers, if there are any, I might as well talk about some stuff. And just a little info, if you read this and are like 'God this was stupid to even write' well your an idiot to even read it, so there. Dont read something or watch something freely and then give the creator or writer crap about it. You were stupid to watch/read it in the first place, seriously. Guess thats what I can write about, how people always gotta give others crap about stuff they have no right to give them crap about. I mean if its a joke, sure, what ever. But dont harass (cant spell) them over nothing. The worlds already shit, and the more you keep it up the worst it'll get. Lets try and be a little nicer to other people huh? Eh, enough of me trying to teach others how to act. No one will listen to this anyways, and if your still reading this face-palm girl, thank you. Everyone else, gtfo already, I got nothing else to say, lol. |
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Guess I'm the local green horn. Well, hello everyone who cared to click on my exquisite profile. Yes, that was SUPPOSED to make you smile. I'm not your average guy I guess. I'm one who's out to make the world smile, if only one at a time. I'm like alot of green horns probably, not sure if I'm really into BDSM and the like, but always up for something different. I'm not sure if I'll even try this out. Currently it interest me, but that can change just like the channel on your tv. It happens, and mostly because, well, that channel sucked or was boring or a number of other reasons. If you've already read my profile and are somehow head over heels for lack of a better phrase and want me, I'm sorry, but you cant have me. Thats life, and you should get more toilet paper. If you didnt understand that, try reading the first line. Have a good day. |
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