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Wow! I'm new to this, but since knowledge is the road to wisdom, I'm here to learn. I am an intelligent professional, who also happens to be an amazing student.
I've been described as a freak, and, truth be told, I am always wanting MORE. I've had the epiphany, with some help from a friend, that I'm a born sub. I'm still educating myself about the lifestyle.
However, I do know that being bonded, spanked, and roughed up get my "juices" flowing. I guess that's a start. Right? I like looking at my ass and seeing the marks somebody's left behind. I guess I'll find out what else turns me on as I imbibe each and every new experience.
11/6/2005 11:07:46 AM
Since I'm in an honest mood today, I'm going to say what I want to say . . . No airs!

I hope you all enjoy the picture I've added to my profile. 

This is what I'm adding to my wants:

I'm willing to give my body and soul to the right person, for a short or extended amount of time.  However, don't expect to get it right away. In a scene, I love to be used, but I don't want to be treated as a dishrag day and night.  I love to be lavished with attention. 

Since I believe food and words to be aphrodisiacs, I think a great way to know eachother  is over a wonderful meal.  I am Epicurus' daughter when it comes to food.  I believe a meal should be good and long, just like a sex session.  There should be moments of energy, no words.  However, there should be breaks where words are the tidbits which we bite upon.

Don't try to use me and throw me away; I don't want it anymore.  Bring something to the table too.

I'm sorry if this sounds like a diatribe, but if you don't like it, you don't have to respond.
Thanks for reading.
6/12/2004 7:29:40 PM
I must say, it's funny how one can be controlled in general.  More specifically, it's funny how a sub can be controlled by a dominant's thoughts and actions; or lack thereof.  Obviously these comments make me even more vulnerable and submissive; however, I suppose that is what the typical dominant wants.  Am I making myself clear . . . or is this a vain attempt to clarify what has already been made quite lucid?   As U2 says, "I still haven't found what I'm looking for."  (Quite a paradox, initially, don't you think?)  More acutely, I'm still not certain what I'm looking for on this site.  Conversely, I'm beginning to know who I am; and who I am not. (Another paradox?)
I've met wonderful mentors on this site and have even made a few potential connections.  That's a great start.  I guess I'm just waiting for something to flash across the screen which says, "This is what you want!"  No such dumb luck, huh? 
   Good Evening!
6/9/2004 12:25:18 PM
   I must say, summer makes me even hornier.  Perhaps because I wear less clothing in the heat; or maybe the masculine sun is just unleashing its dominant power on me.  All I know is that I reflect the environment: hot and sticky.  I am at a loss for  poignant words to unleash upon the world.  Good Day!
5/31/2004 12:00:59 PM
Life is eminently beautiful and captivating.  I feel something stirring inside of me.  I don't know if it's just my volcanic sexuality or something more.  I need someone to lead me to the path of my own truth.  Is there anyone out there to show me the road less traveled?  Save me from my own mystical blindness.
5/18/2004 6:39:23 PM
My mind continues to blow up.  I'm learning and experiencing so many new things, but I still fight the willingness to give up power. There lies the paradox: I have to give in to achieve something so much more.
This is a very new thing to me, however, I feel as if I belong. I won't run into the ocean too quickly, but the tsunami, which is my life, may overpower me.
slavenat4owner
 
 Age: 28
 Anderson, Togo