Tonight, I masturbated to orgasm after edging for ten minutes with a butt plug inserted. I found myself thinking about our play last weekend, when Thayne fucked me in the ass for the first time. Ever since then, having the butt plug in has felt much more comfortable and... right, if that makes sense. I'm still scared of the anal sex. I think I need a lot of encouragement and work up. But I'm hopeful about the possibility of really getting into it and doing it often.
I hope he calls me soon. I'm ready to sleep! |