|
|
|
|
|
|
|
***WARNING: Any institutions or individuals using this site or any of its associated sites for studies or projects - You DO NOT have my permission to use any part(s) of my profile or pictures, in any form or forum both current and future. If you have or do, it will be considered a violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.***
I may or may not be deletingmy profile at anytime, without warning.
IF YOU FEEL THAT WE HAVE MADE ENOUGH CONTACT TO CONTINUE IT VIA OTHER CHANNELS (ie:yahoo) THEN SIMPLY REQUEST MY SCREENNAME, AND YOU MAY OR MAY NOT BE GRANTED.
I AM DONE WITH THE BULLSHIT ON THIS SITE. I HAVE YET TO MEET ANYONE THAT HAS BEEN EVEN 50% OF WHAT THEY CLAIM TO BE. TOO MANY FAKE PEOPLE, FABRICATED LIFESTYLES, AND ALL AROUND TOO MUCH TIME SPENT WASTED ON HERE.
ALL COMMUNICATIONS TO ME FROM THIS POINT FURTHER MUST INCLUDE A PICTURE, DO NOT MESSAGE ME WITHOUT ONE, DOING SO WILL SIMPLY MAKE IT EASIER FOR ME TO READ THE MESSAGE AFTER YOURS, BECAUSE YOURS WILL BE DELETED.
DON'T BOTHER SENDING HATE MAIL, I'M NOT HERE FOR YOU, I'M NOT LEAVING BECAUSE OF YOU, INFACT YOU DO NOT EXIST IN MY WORLD.
i'm just curious.. for those of you who have taken a peek at my profile, why won't you say hello?...
status: *craving female attention*
you may or may not recognize me from my profile a few years ago, i've lost 125lbs since then and i'm a completly different person on the inside and out, not just because of the weight loss.
i'm stronger than you'll ever know.
i break hearts, and faces. your choice.
i am most passionate about things that involve politics and social issues, but i won't beat you down with them.
pineapples are my favorite food on the planet.
i want a harlequin great dane more than anything in the world.
i drive fast, really really fast. i used to race, but then i grew up.
one day i'm going to be a lawyer for the ASPCA and lock up all of the son-of-a-bitches who treat animals improperly.
get fuzzy comics and natalie dee comics both make my life a bit better everyday.
i have ocd, and i find it hilarious.
i'd love to give up everything and take me, my backpack, and my camera around the world.
i have daddy issue, but they don't define me.
i find legwarmer hilarious, but i envy the girls that can rock them.
math was not my strongest subject in school.
there are 4 people in this world that i would unconditionally give my life up for if it insured their happiness.
i have a bachelors degree in political science, a post-grad certificate for Paralegal, and i'm currently in my second year of law school. trust me, you don't want to fuck with this bitch in any of those departments.
i have lots of pets and i'll probably end up the lady who lives at home with no human contact other than my children calling to check on me in 20 years. currently i have two pit bulls, one rabbit, and one domestic rat.
i genuinely want children of my own, but given the almost guaranteed genetic dispotions they will be given because of my medical history it would be unfair to bring them into such a fucked up world.
after i graduate from law school i plan on obtaining some sort of culinary degree, preferably in vegetarian/vegan cooking, or possibly pastry?
i've had 4 huge surgeries in the past few years to correct some pretty terrible medical problems, but i should be over the hard(est) parts. should being the key word.
i used to have hair that was long enough to reach my lower back, but the bastard surgeons shaved 2/3rds of my head for the last neurosurgery. i'm working on growing it back, but trying to speed up hair growth is like trying to make water boil faster.
i've got 10 tattoos (mostly Celtic), and 10 piercings, and i add to the collection as often as i can.
|
|
|
|
|
I asked Santa to bring me a girlfriend for Christmas, but I guess I wasn't a very good girl in 2010 becausse Santa didn't bring me anything, not even one single gift . I think I did an excepional job of sacrifing my needs and wants in order to make sure my family and friends had a plentiful Christmas, and to have it thrown in my face that I've been forgotten about for like the third year in a row reallly, really stinks. Oh well, life moves on!! I hope everyone had a wondeful holiday, and I wish you all the very best in 2011!! xo *B* |
|
|
|
|
9/20 - third photo up, but this one is older, just found it and thought i'd throw it up on the wall too..
i just posted a second picture of myself because i realized that my primary photo showed me in one "genre" and i tend to vary my look between punk and prep, so for those who are interested check it out and let me know what you think... |
|
|
|
|
i am without a cell phone from this point forward because i accidentally dropped it in the sink while doing dishes. i can't believe how bad things have gotten for me, it's embarassing to admit, but i can't even afford to buy a new phone. i am scared to not have one, especially driving and working midnight shifts... this just adds to the shit that has been piling up in my life.
anyway, it's going to be quite some time before i am able to afford a new phone, so if you need to get a hold of me the best way is here or if you have my contact information for yahoo messanger.
on that note, please allow me some extra time to respond to messages because my internet access is very limited as well at the moment.
i hope all is well with everyone, please remember to count your blessings, as you never know when things may take a turn for the worse. |
|
|
|
|
i've been having a solid two months of absolute hell. things on a personal, emotional, physical, financial, sexual, ANY level are not going well. i've been put through the ringer so hard that i've had bad thoughts cross my mind lately that i haven't thought of in years. and on top of it, tonight my oldest pet rabbit passed away. i know to some of you that may seem insignificant, but i feel like i am being punished for being a bad person or something. i need things to turn around for the better, or else i'm not going to make it much longer. everything around me is crumbling and i have no hope. i have no support system, no way of getting myself out of the debt that i am in, and i can't come up with any brilliant plans to change things either. what i need is a miracle, and those just don't happen, especially when that seems like your only option.
RIP Moppzi, momma will miss your fuzzy nose and hoppity-hops more than you will ever know.
-B |
|
|
|
|
I went to a Tim Barry concert last night and it was honestly one of the best live performances I have ever seen, and that says a lot considering I've attended somewhere in the ball park of 300 concerts. Small venues with amazing acoustics, plus an artist that puts his entire BEING into his music is just a recipe for musical intimacy. I appreciate music on a whole different level. I understand the vulnerability that it takes to stand infront of a crowd of strangers with your guitar and sing the music that you've written during both your highs and lows of life. His music is passionate, educational, and real. In his own words, he is a washed up guitar player who used to be in a punk band but now gravitates towards mild Western, but you'll honestly have to listen to some of his music to understand what that means. Please check out his Myspace Music page and listen to his art, and buy his albums to help support a genuinely talented musician... http://www.myspace.com/timbarryrva
-B |
|
|
|
|
I feel really neglected on this site... I've screened out all of the obviously unwated emails (ie: way out side of my age range) and have stopped reading all of the hate mail. It's just dissappointing to only check this account once per week and not have anything new. Does anyone have any suggesions on how I can involve myself in the community more? I'm lonely and sad. |
|
|
|
|
I'm going to the Motor City Tattoo Convention at the Renaisance Center this weekend... will anyone else be there? Send me a message if you are planning on going... |
|
|
|
|
I want a girlfriend... but I am shy and have a hard time meeting other women :( Any ladies feel like talking? I'm looking for someone 21-30, with similar interests as mine (which are evident in my profile, don't message me unless you've read the whole thing please!) |
|
|
|
|
**I am REALLY interested in getting involved in the local "scene" for this type lifestyle... I've heard stories of drop in nights, meet ups, bar nights, etc... but I don't even know where to start, or if I'll actually show up once invited. If you have any information in some sort of real life experience in my area, please message me.
Thank you,
B |
|
|
|
|
My 25th birthday is coming up in less than a month, and I'd like to plan something fun to do, but I can't think of anything... send me some ideas! |
|
|
|
|
I'm really disappointed with the attention I'm receiving from this community.. it's very frustrating for me to take the time out of my day to read the message that you send me, when you don't take the time out of yours to read my profile to see what i'm about and what i'm interested in.
Do NOT send me a "one size fits all" email that you copy and paste to every person you are interested in.
On another note... I'm really craving female attention, affection, passion, pleasure.. but I'm so shy and I have a really hard time getting attention from people in general so when it involves potention sexual exploration I get even more nervous :( |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
| |
|
|
| |
| Age: 22 |
| New York, N.Y.,
New York |
|
|
|
| |
