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My slave bends over,

presenting pink pantie clad ass,

his face is hooded,

one knows a slave doesn't deserve

sight.

I feel the weight of leather whip in my hand,

circle my sacrificial lamb,

smiling as I see his hands twitch.

The slap of leather is oh so

satisfying,

leather gracing skin

with an angry red kiss.

I switch to a leather paddle

shaped like a hand,

running hard handle over

pale skin.

Again, his ass is graced

with more hard strokes.

I stand back,

admire the blue and black

covering his ass.

Ah, such a lovely sight!

Feb. 22, 2011,

Well, I'm done with my little Lincoln adventure.  Sadly, no jobs to be found.  However, I did get to break in my new spanker (pic coming soon) and acquired two new pairs of shoes.  I found a nice submissive who took me shoe shopping and out for dinner.  I was delighted to have a personal shoe slave, so to speak.  After dinner it was time for a little bit of funny.  My subbie was blindfolded and tied to a wall lamp.  He received some quick spanks on his ass and back.  Aw, such a satisfing sound!  I could see his body twitching. 

It was then time to allow my subbie to lay on his back while I ran my new high heel over his chest.  Then is was time to worship my feet with his mouth.  Ah, the pleasure!  I'd fogotten how lovely it was to receive such royal treatment!  All in all a lovely evening.

Attention: All Lincoln/Omaha area slaves, girl in need of a night on the town!  I'm planning to be in Lincoln for a couple nights this week and need a good slave to be my personal chaffeur/club partner.  I'm thinking Thurs. and Fri. nights depending on the weather.  How about it boys?  Anyone willing to show me a good time?

Oh how fun houseboys are!  Thanks to one my bathroom is nice and clean.  My lovely slave first presented me with a new leather whip.  How fun!  Then it was time to put some weight on his lovely balls.  Ah, how nice to see it swinging between his legs!  Then it was off to the bathroom to scrub, scrub, scrub!  Of course my slave had to have some dangly earrings and clothespins attached to his nipples.  My what a sight!  I also took the liberty of using his back as my personal art canvas.  I pulled out some pretty red lipstick and drew a sun and heart on his back.  I couldn't help but giggle with delight.  I think I should have a houseboy on standby 24/7!

Last weekend I was able to have a subbie over for a session.  I love being a sensual domme!  I was able to show off my new ruffle butt panties.  My greatest joy is being pampered.  I love receiving massages and had a full body massage done.  Awwww.....legs and back rejoice!  I had some lovely vanilla body butter on hand.  Then it was time to tie the subbie up with some rope and cuffs.  And of course, his Johnson was favored with a pretty pink ribbon.  There was also a looney tunes (Marv the Martian and Taz) tie on hand.  It amused me to see his Johnson adorned with the looney tunes and ribbon.  Awww......such a good subbie!

I've never been attracted to extreme humiliation.  I find the subtle stuff much more entertaining.  I think being given complete control of a man's penis is wonderfully inspiring.  Then I blindfolded my subbie with black pantyhose and panty gagged him.  I'd picked some lacy, pink leopard printed panties.  The subbie was put in a corner while I used B.O.B to pleasure myself.  I find it incredibly arousing to know a man is able to hear me climax but unable to lift a finger.  Oh, the torture!  It adds a certain dimension to the pleasure, knowing a man can hear but not touch.  It's almost like the thrill of being an actor on stage, completely immersed in a character.  But, of course, more fun. 

After subbie had his corner time I flipped on the TV and had him massage my feet.  So relaxing.  Then he fed me chocolate.  And the session was over.  Simple but very satisfying.  I felt like a sensual goddess.   

Dear Men - 10 Ways to Annoy a Woman

1) Tell her you know exactly what women want based on your experience of talking to a handfull of women in your lifetime. (Hint: This is extremely arragont, not to mention condescending.)

2. Look shocked when she starts talking about politics.

3. Hang a picture of Gwen Stefani trying to hump a guitar and wonder why she doesn't consider it "art." (True story: one of my ex-boyfriend's friends thought this was the most wonderful picture. And, honestly, Gwen does look like she's trying to make out with the guitar.)

3. Tell a woman on a sugarbaby dating website she's really looking for a warm and stable relationship. Duh, she's on a sugarbaby website!

4. Insist that using internet messenger to talk isn't talking like "normal people do."

5. Insist that women should be hot, because, you know, everyone knows exactly what "hot" means.

6. Insist that actively participating in sports (Olympic ski jumping anyone?) isn't good for her because she's a woman. I mean, we all know how delicate lady parts are, as opposed to man parts which aren't at all vulnerable.

7. When she tells you she has a brown belt in Tae Kwon Do, jokingly ask her not to kick your ass. Because doing martial arts somehow means she must be violent. Warning: you are endangering your family jewels.

8. Point to a bikini and say, "Why don't you wear that honey?"

9. Run for the hills when she mentions an interest in collecting knives. Because we all know men are the only ones intersted in shopping for weapons.

10. Mention how hot you think female celebrities are then proceed to rank each of them according to their physical attributes.

The bit about women and olympic sking was inspired by Rachel Maddow's show.  She aired a quote of a man saying how a certain type of ski jumping (basically starting at the top of a hill and kindof lunging forward) wasn't good for woman physically, the implication being that since women have a vagina we're somehow more fragile.  

I actually have had men jokingly ask me not to beat their asses when I tell them I did Tae Kwon Do for about 4 years.  Then they drop off the face of the Earth.  I can't tell you how old this gets.  I don't understand why they even need to say this.  It really is very annoying because I know they'd never say this to a man. 

So you finally found the perfect submissive man.  He's your personal boy toy and 100% devoted to serving you.  But what do you do with him?  If you're like me and come from a religious background you may be wondering what to do next.  After all, most women grow up with the typical mother, a woman devoted to serving her husband, family, even God first and foremost.  There are more things in the Sexual World than most of us even think about.  But not to fear!  I've done my share of web browsing and that (along with a wicked imagination) means some terrific ideas. 

1) Giddy up pony!

At first glance animal play may seem too daunting.  Most of us aren't exposed to human sexuality that isn't - well -human.  Pony play involves dressing up like a pony and being used as a pony.  The accessories include hooves, hoods, bits, briddles - just about anything pony related.  But the world of animal play isn't relagated to ponies.  Check out http://eXtremeRestraints.com for a page of bizarre butt plugs.  Turn your man into a fox, pig, or puppy using any of the tails.  Check out http://adamevetoys.com for a sexy pony tail plug.  Transform him  into your personal pet!  And then, well, the sky's the limit! 

2) Anyone up for ring toss?

The human ass is such a wonderful, beautiful piece of anatomy.  A truly diverse object awaiting your every command.   Extreme restraints also offers a ring toss butt plug.  Simply insert and start tossing!  Use pinapple rings.  Think of how lovely the juices will look on your man's legs!  Or chocolate dipped pretzels for your sweet tooth.   

3) One giant walking dildo

Oh, how I love thee, cock!   Great big, beautiful pleasure machine you are.  It's true; the male cock is very dear and near to a woman's heart.  So why not turn your boy toy into a big dildo for your pleasure?  Sex stores offer several ways to attach dildos to your partner.  Attach a dildo to his thigh and get a sexy lap dance - for your pleasure!   Or attach one to his face and use him as your personal chair.  The most wonderful part of living in the 21st century is how diverse the dick is! Check out extreme restraints for some nice strap on dildos.

4) Introducing.......the human broom!

Who says housework has to be dull?  Check out http://healthyandactive.com for a gag with a feather attachement.  Turn him into your personal duster!  Or check out extreme restraints for an extreme appliance kit, a gag designed to fit a feather duster, bowl, dildo, or toilet bruth.  Perfect for humiliation (if that's what your sub craves) or turning him into your personal food dish. 

5) Turn him into your personal maid/butler!

We all crave attention, especially when we're feeling low or stressed.  We want someone to adore us and serve us.  So why not turn your boy toy into a personal maid/butler!  There are many men who wish to explore cross dressing in a safe environment.  This doesn't affect their sexual orientation at all.  As a woman, I find it very empowering to dress a man up.  It dispels the macho stereotype our society is so in love with.  Or, if you wish to maintain his masculine muscles, put him in a harness.  There are many online websites that offer harnesses; including erosboutique.com, eXtremeRestraints.com, and stockroom.com. 

So there you go, five things to do with your new boytoy.  Now that you have him, use him for your personal pleasure.  Giver yourself permission to look at all those old thoughts and re-examine them.  Is your true sexual self being expressed or buried?  Are you still afraid to let out the wild creature in your heart?  And remember, there really are submissive men waiting to serve you!

So I'm starting to realize something; a true female domme is rare!  I just googled female domme blogs and read through the first 2-3 pages.  Wow!  So much obsession with sex!  A lot of the male subs I've talked to from this website hate how hard it is to find a good female domme (i.e. someone who doesn't want to beat the crap out of them and claim it's descipline!).  Another thing I realized is how many of these blogs were devoted to selling sex in one way or another.  I love sex but not as a marketing ploy.

I must be a rather unusual domme; love being a domme because it adds something to a relationship besides sex.  To me being a domme means a higher level of sex - yes, I know, nauseatingly itellectual.  But truly, hearing a man beg for release and knowing he can only come if I CHOSE is incredibly arousing.  I get the sense from reading these blogs that a lot of dommes ( and this includes men) are interested in acting out some inner rage and hate.  We all have rage and hate inside us but it never helps to use it to hurt others. 

Many subs have asked me whether I consider myself a strict domme.  This question is hard for me to answer due to my inexperiene and lack of contact with the BDSM community.  So, I've been thinking about my domme identity, so to speak.  I would define myself as a sensual domme who believes she deserves to be pampered, adored, and put on a pedestal.  I suppose you could say I'm a sensual goddesss domme!  LOL.  Honestly, I see spanking/bondage/objectification as a form of sexual pleasure for me, a way to feel whole and establish my dominant identity.

So last night I had a great session with a very hot male subbie.  The day hadn't started out so great because an earlier date had stood me up.  But the day ended very well!  I met my stallion on cm and started chatting.  Such a eager subbie!

The first thing I had my stallion do was get some ice.  What an adorable expression!  When he came back I had changed into a short, plaid skirt and lacy black bra.  And, of course, sheer white knee highs.  Then it was time for my stallion to strip so mistress could inspect him.  He want too fast at first, pulling his shirt off quickly.  I told him to start over, unbuttoning his shirt slowly.  Then, when my stallion had stripped, I circled and inspected him with my hands.  I must make sure my stallion is unblemished.  I was very happy with his body.

Then it was time to put a collar on him.  I put a collar and leash on my subbie and led him around to the other side of the bed.  I had him kneel while I sat on the edge of the bed.  I rubbbed my silky feet all over his chest and face, making sure he could feel my toes on his eyelids and mouth.  My stallion was almost beside himself! 

I was especially happy with the whip my stallion brought with him.  It was perfect for whipping his back and chest.   I was very pleased with his begging.  So eager to please his mistress.

More to come....

Subject: Male Submissive

Appearance: The appearance of the male submissive can range from tall and thin to well muscled and bald.  He is often seen gazing adoringly at beauful women, usually within supermarket lines. 

Sub group: Domestic House Boy

The domestic  variety of this human species daydreams of wearing a tiny french maid outift while cleaning (sometimes involving nice stilettos and a feather duster).  While brewing a nice French onion soup, he may fantasize of an eleaborate meal for a future mistress's enjoyment.  

Plummage: The male submissive's feathers are exotic; sometimes including leather, pvc, and silk stockings.  His skin is smooth and smells nice, like peaches or cocunut.  While his hands may be calloused, he will be happy wearing lacy gloves.  This particular group is very fond of women's lingerie stores and will be caught staring lovingly at silky panties or fishnet stockings.  His skin is his mistress's canvas, a beautiful mix of blues and reds and greens.  He can be found lying on top of white sheets, his body stripped and ready for her attention.  

Mannerisms:  This creature can be observed walking behind his mistress carrying her purchases.  The male sub habitually lowers his eyes.  When kneeling in front of mistress he keeps his gaze towards her feet, waiting for his next instruction.  A male sub lies awake dreaming of the ultimate punishment.  He can almost feel the sharp slap of a paddle against his flesh.  He thinks of how mistress will be pleased when she sees his rosy cheeks and can't help but smile.  He wishes to feel her feet in your hands, can't wait to massage her feet with lotion.  Soft, sued boots will drive him wild with want and need.  He would crawl over coals to feel her boots on his back.

There are a few things a lot of members seems to want to know upfront.  So I'm going to address it here.  I'm a non-smoker and have never smoked.  When I was young I saw how smoking had ruined my grandmother's health (heavy wrinkles, bad cough) and decided to never pick up the habbit.  No smoker's cough for this hot tamale! 

I'm a fiirm believer marijuana needs to be legalized.  That being said, pot has never appealed to me.  I would never want to ruin my life with a pot charge.  I'm completely drug free.  I like to have some beers and wine (especially white wine) and an occasional mixed martini.  I especially love using white wine in my cooking. 

There are a few things a lot of members seems to want to know upfront.  So I'm going to address it here.  I'm a non-smoker and have never smoked.  When I was young I saw how smoking had ruined my grandmother's health (heavy wrinkles, bad cough) and decided to never pick up the habbit.  No smoker's cough for this hot tamale! 

I'm a fiirm believer marijuana needs to be legalized.  That being said, pot has never appealed to me.  I would never want to ruin my life with a pot charge.  I'm completely drug free.  I like to have some beers and wine (especially white wine) and an occasional mixed martini.  I especially love using white wine in my cooking. 

When I watched the documentary, America the Beautiful, one of the people interviewed was Eve Ensler, a wonderful playwright.  She has written The Vagina Monologues and The Good Body.  I love listening to her.  Anyways, she talked about being in Africa and asking a woman if she loved her body.  The woman replied by praising her body, telling Eve how wonderful her hands and feet were.  She pointed to two trees and asked Eve if she thought one was more beautiful than the other because they were different.  The woman told Eve to "love her tree."

So, I'm going to write a poem in praise of my tree.  Enjoy!

My tree has strong roots.
Mother Earth holds me in her protection,
I feel her gentle whisper in the dark -
shush sweet child, your pain is mine.

My legs have walked many wondorous paths -
their muscles and tendons have taken me
to see sunsets
and walk among quiet fall trees.
My feet have sparred for trophies,
their soles move me when a dance beat
takes me into ecstasy.

And my hands!
My beautiful hands
have released words-
they are my leaves reaching towards the sun
releasing beautiful ache and celebrating joy.

My arms!
My glorious arms
have felt the warmth of another human's
gentle love.
My arms have held a newborn
and felt the closest thing to perfection
I will ever see.

My mouth!
My sultry mouth
has celebrated the wonder of
two bodies becoming one.
My lips have told stories of
pirates and queens and magic.

My hips!
My perfect hips
have moved with music,
rolling in wild abandon.
My hips have felt the snug embrace
of worn denim,
they've bent low over sweet tomatoe plants
and felt the firm embrace of a lover.

But my heart-
my heart if my favorite branch-
the golden leaf I cherish-
my heart can sing with a piano note
and be fed with a sweet poem.
My heart-
my heart is a treasure.


I hope you enjoyed this!  And the newborn baby I refer to is my little 9 year-old-brother.  My parents had him at home and I was the first to hold him.

I wish to be near or in a bigger city because I love the arts and want to get involved in theater. I like watching live plays, learning new dance styles and finding unique shops.