So being on here the last few days, i have been approached by several Doms who say they wish to train me, many of them i believe are the real deal and could without a doubt in my mind. Unfortunately, controlling just my mind does not make a D/s relationship work there is a physical component as well. I find myself feeling lacking hope if you will that i will find a Dom that i am physically attracted to, to have this relationship with.
Perhaps its all the books I have read about tall muscular handsome men that carry there Dominance with them both in the vanilla world and this one thats clouding my judgement. Then i think if i can be turned on by someone who does not physically appeal to me by eye and i dont believe i can, but having an false perception of what i am looking for that no one will live up to wont actually help me either. (Signs) |