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TatteredDestiny

I am fairly fresh as far as the lifestyle goes, I've experiemented some but not much and am still discovering my limits. I do have a couple that i'm strongly aware of but if you want to know what they are you need to try talking to me, words can't really express in short cut sentences who i am.
10/18/2009 6:55:45 PM
I am pulling back from this forsaken site. the humans here are too cruel. (most of them) they expect perfection and this one is not, this one is FAR from it. this one has met a few people that it will try to keep contact with but if you are not one of those people your messages will be unanwsered. this one is tired of the foolish games you all seem to want to play, and tired of not being good enough for anyone to want to commit in any way to. For those of you who are real this one is sorry you're having to fight all the fakes and this one wishes you all the best of luck because in a site as fake as this you will all need it.

best wishes,
tattered
10/16/2009 9:08:59 PM
How strange it is to have time to meditate on myself and do my soul searching without interruption. Now though I wish my flatmates had interrupted the way they normally do because i find myself questioning my previously iron clad belief of myself. I was so certain I was pure submission, that my nature was that of a submissive but the more I think about it, the more I question those so-called iron-clad truths, I realize I am not purely submissive.
And now I'm not entirely sure what to do with myself. I know a great many would probably say "oh yea you're a sub you just haven't found a Dom who could take you on." but I find myself wondering why in my mind it becomes a confrontation... a battle... if I were purely as submissive as I thought I was wouldn't the idea of finding a Dom fill me with purpose? Make me feel useful? because in my mind it has become a game of Go... (please look it up the game is actually fairly fun yet incredibly difficult).
The very thought of a Dom frightens me almost beyond speach, though that may be because I was abused when i was young (in all ways that count) and then i have gotten too many unsavory and downright discusting messages on here.... 

NOW I'M GOING TO RANT!!!!

If you think that just because I'm new to the lifestyle that I'm stupid you better check yourself before approaching me. I'm NOT stupid and I won't be broken down by some lowlife asswipe who can't realize there is more to being a Dom then being bossy and inconsiderate. I have a damn backbone and I know how to use it. I'm not afraid of standing on my own so if this bothers you then move on because I'm not going to roll over and play dead just because you think you know better then I what is good for me.

SUBMISSION IS A GIFT NOT A GODDESS-GIVEN RIGHT! YOU WANT MINE YOU HAVE TO EARN MY DAMN RESPECT FIRST!

*takes a deep breath*

Sorry all for my rant and I do feel so much better now that I've gotten that off my chest.

-tattered
10/12/2009 1:00:21 PM

Kristul reaches out and pecks playfully upon her lips. Yes, it started with a simple and unassuming kiss between friends…. And became so much more. Esmerelda purrs and leans forward taking a much deeper kiss and using her nails to pick the stitches out of Kristul’s shirt inwardly grinning wickedly as it falls away to the floor. She knew there was a reason she kept them so long. Kristul slides her tongue over Esmerelda’s luscious lower lip, slipping it past and to wrangle with her tongue. Esmerleda opens her mouth further and snakes her tongue around hers and out to taste her mouth hungrily. She’s been attracted to her best friend longer then she would ever admit. Kristul slides her tongue across Esmerelda’s and underneath, dancing its seductive dance as she gazes deeply within her best friend’s eyes, as if in a trance. Esmerelda is the star of all her recent fantasies. Kristul inches her fingertips slowly down Esemerlda’s back, working her top buckle and loosening the strap, continuing down to the next before pulling the top over her head and tossing it across the room. Esmerelda purrs and runs her hands down to Kristul’s waist then around to work free the buttons ignoring the shirt as it goes flying, she'd find it later.

Kristul moans out as she sees the scars on Esmerelda’s back, though she couldn’t imagine who would leave such marks on her best friend she can’t resist digging her nails in to add a few of her own as she slides her tongue once again between Esmerelda’s pursed lips. Esmerelda moans lowly and nibbles Kristul’s tongue as she lets go of her shorts letting them fall to the floor. Kristul continues tracing the lines of Esmerelda’s back down to her waist, running her nails around to the front and slipping them within Esmerelda’s panties, shimmying them down her legs. Kristul’s eyes taking in the body she has seem so many times yet until now had never had the courage to try to touch. Esmerelda kicks off the garments as they reach her boots before drawing Kristul down to a kneeling position her hand sliding down to cup and stroke her already wet center. Kristul slides slowly down Esmerelda’s body, licking her way across her creamy peaks and down to her navel, pausing briefly at the top of her precious mound as she gazes hungrily up at her now softly panting friend.

Esmerelda lays back willingly and looks down before reaching with one hand to caress her fingers through Kristul‘s hair, "Go for it Kitten I know you must be thirsty." That may sound a bit strange but Esmerelda has been calling Kristul kitten since they were young because of Kristul’s love for cats. Kristul traces her fingernail across Esmerelda’s tender lips and purrs "Mmhmm I am." Esmerelda shivers lightly and spreads her thighs invitingly, "Have all you want." For Kristul this is a fantasy come true for her and she slides her tongue down to Esmerelda’s petals, parting them with her fingers and purring happily as her tongue gently probes the entrance. For you see Kristul is indeed a very thirsty kitten. Esmerelda moans lowly and shifts her hips making it easier for Kristul to lap at her. "Good Kitten." It seems Esmerelda has a streak of Domme in her, though somehow that just seems right as she has always been the more dominant one in their friendship. Kristul’s tongue flicks back and forth at her entrance before sliding within, pressing it upward against the already slickened walls and looking up at Esmerelda lovingly, though she has never even admitted it to herself, Esmerelda is the center of her world, and she would do anything if Esmerelda only asked it of her.

Esmerelda shivers lightly and caresses her fingers through Kristul‘s hair again, "Mmmm such a good kitten." Kristul slides her tongue in and out slowly, teasingly as she brings my finger up and flick it across Esmerelda’s clit, fairly glowing with pride that she is giving Esmerelda such pleasure. Esmerelda moans lowly and her fingers curl gripping Kristul’s hair, "Mmmm that felt nice kitten." Kristul flicks it again as she gazes back up at Esmerelda playfully, burying her tongue in deep, her nose buried in the pussy she has dreamed about "Mmmmmm you taste so good." Esmerelda moans and blushes lightly, "Mmm glad you like it." her hips rolling slightly as if riding the tongue buried within her. Kristul runs her fingertips up and down Esmerelda’s inner thigh as her tongue dances within her body, lapping away at her precious juices. Esmerelda moans in pleasure as more of them spill from her, "Mmmm kitten.....that... is so... mmm good...." Kristul giggles lightly as she bobs her head up and down in her groin, running her hands sensually up Esmerelda’s sides and back down to circle around her clit. Kristul brings a finger to Esmerelda’s entrance, running her nail across her lips before slipping it in to join her tongue, thrusting it in and out as her tongue happily dances within. Esmerelda moans louder as her inner muscles flutter, "Mmmm Kitten getting... oooo close..."

Kristul Sands gazes up at her evilly as she pulls out and slides back up her body to tease Esmerelda’s tits playfully. Esmerelda keens softly but takes charge grabbing Kristul’s hair forcefully, "I don't think you're finished yet kitten." She guides her sweet lovable kitten back down to finish the job at hand. Kristul obeys her Esie, though her mind hasn’t realized it yet her Mistress, and slides back down to her pussy, continuing her lapping against it but keeps her hand on Esmerelda’s breast, twisting her nipple forcefully "I will get you." Esmerelda moans happily at the dark promise in her voice the forceful twist of her sensitive nipple being enough to send her over the edge flooding Kristul’s waiting and hungry mouth with her nectar. Kristul slaps against Esmerelda’s breast, laughing as she look upward at her, face still buried in her box and tongue happily lapping away. Esmrelda moans as her muscles flex wildly "Such a naughty kitten.... mmmm...... should chain you to the bed...." Kristul clamps her mouth on Esmerelda’s lower lips, letting her nectar flow down her throat, body trembling at the very taste of it as she sink down, keeping her nose there to savor the aroma of her precious Esie’s passion. Esmerelda moans and pets Kristul’s head as her juices flow down her throat.

Kristul slides up Esmerelda’s body, and kisses her deeply, tongue sliding into Esmerelda’s mouth and sharing with her the fruits of their passion. “Mmmmmmmm, my Esie is so tasty.” Esmerelda kisses her back not minding her own taste at all but hungry for Kristul’s. However knowing full well that Kristul may still be thirsty she flips them so they can both drink. Kristul wraps her arms around Esmerelda’s waist and pulls her down on top of her face again, once again lapping away at her already very damp pussy. Esmerelda wastes no time in pushing her tongue within Kristul, one arm wrapping around her thigh so she can slide two fingers within Kristul’s near dripping pussy purring as the tongue reenters her. Kristul shrieks out with delight as Esmerelda fills her with her warmth, screams only muffled by her lips pressed against Esmerelda’s soft flesh. Esmerelda shudders and flickers her tongue in a snake like fashion tasting Kristul and flexing her fingers to add more pleasure. Kristul grips Esmerelda’s ass cheeks firmly, nails digging in deep as she pulls her down on her face, smothering herself with Esmerelda’s wetness as she laps hungrily away. Esmerelda moans and reaches with her free hand to stroke the base of Kristul’s spine as her tongue delves in lapping and her fingers thrust in and out of Kristul’s tight warmth. Kristul slides her finger around to Esmerelda’s ass, giggling softly as she begins to push firmly against the entrance, her tongue pulling down all the precious nectar into her throat.

Esmerelda moans harshly and thrusts back against the finger before without warning the hand at Kristul’s tailbone slides a bit and much more gently presses a finger against Kristul’s own puckered entrance. “ Ooooooo….” Kristul begins to slide her finger slowly against Esmerelda’s ass, pressing in deeply before bringing up a second to join it, slapping at her ass cheek playfully. Esmerelda moans and presses her finger a bit harder as she latches onto Kristul’s clit pushing it like a button repeatively with the tip of her tongue. Kristul feels her muscles clinching, shuddering at Esmerelda’s seemingly expert touch. Esmerelda picks up the pace of her suction on the hardened clit and the pace of her fingers within Kristul’s entrances. Kristul thrusts her hips upward at Esmerelda’s face, slamming her probing tongue in deep as she swirl her own within Esmerelda, pressing it firmly against her inner walls. Esmerelda moans and cums again, but she is hungry for Kristul’s sweet nectar so she does not stop. Kristul’s body begins to shake as she approaches her ultimate pleasure, her mouth biting down on Esmerelda’s inner thigh. Esmerelda's fingers move faster and harder as does her tongue. Kristul's body spasms as her pussy releases its Cum deep down Esmerelda’s throat, falling back as Esmerelda drips upon her face, “Mmmmmmmmmm my gawd Esie…”

Esmerelda laps up the sweet tasting nectar and smirks wickedly… next time Kristul was being bound… rather the slightly younger girl knew it or not…

10/12/2009 11:37:07 AM
This is sort of random but i've become extremely curious... why do people use their journals as places to lash out at others? I get that sometimes things just need to be said but one of the things it says at the top before you have the option to enter a new entry is that you specifically AREN'T supposed to do that. *shrugs* well i'll just have to chew that over I guess while i work on my next erotic short story. I hope to have it posted in here (my journal) by this evening I'm just doing some editing now :)

tattered
10/8/2009 6:16:08 PM
Alright just so you know, the erotic pieces in my journal before this were a roleplay that i actually tried to make read like a story, i'm not claiming those things happened in any way, just thought people might enjoy them as much as i did.

tattered
10/6/2009 4:57:49 PM
The following evening, Neo leans in closer, wrapping one arm around Destino as the other traced around her body, He still intended to have her tight pussy one last time before he left her, "Hmm... so, where were we last night before my work decided to hate us..." He whispers softly. Destino blushes slightly shivering at the caress, "We hadn't gotten far." Neo kisses her blushing cheeks. "Oh, I remember..." He lowers Destino down onto the rug, laying behind her as he was last night and plant soft kisses around her neck while his tracing hand would sneak down, trying to slide back between her legs. Destino purrs softly lifting her leg enough so he can touch easily "You do?" Neo starts rubbing between her legs again. Whispering into her ear once more. "Mmhmm... I think I was right about here..." Destino shivers and nods, "hai..." Neo chuckles a little finding amusement in how easily manipulated she is, and bites gently onto her neck before speaking. "Though, after last night, I'm sure you're already aching for more." His hand rubbing hard circles between her thighs. He knows she's horny most of the time, it was one of the things that attracted him to her was the lure of the promise of near constant sex. Destino blushes and gives a small nod, somehow not surprised that Neo is reading her like a book. She is indeed already wet and aching. Neo kisses her blushing cheeks before turning her lightly, starting to loosen the strings of the corset to start taking off her outfit, damn he'd miss her provocative clothing. Destino purrs and shifts as needed to aid him. Neo smiles as she helps, leaning in to kiss her softly before loosening it all enough to slide off of her soft, sexy body. He takes that moment to pull off his jacket and kick off his boots; just tossing them to the side. Destino purrs as her nipples harden and playfully grinds her ass back against him. Neo starts planting soft kisses along her back. Her ass grinding back against him quickly making a buldge form in his pants as he moaned softly. Destino shivers in delight and grinds again. Neo kisses down Destino's back to just above her bottoms. His hands placed on her hips and then slid down her legs and over her boots before tossing them with the rest of the outfit. After sliding down behind her again, she can feel his already exposed cock rubbing agaisnt the cheeks of her ass.
Destino lets out a low needy moan and grinds again wanting him within her. Neo softly kisses her neck again as he turns her onto her hands and knees. He runs the tip of his cock between the crack of her ass, rubbing over her ass hole before sliding down further, rubbing between the lips of her pussy teasingly. Destino shudders in anticipation as she lowers her shoulders some. Neo takes hold of her hips, and slowly slides his cock into her pussy, starting at a casual, calm pace. Destino moans lowly trying to thrust back against Neo wanting more and knowing he can give her what she so craves. Neo smiles as he feels her thrusts backwards and immidiately begins to increase his pace. Soft moans escaping his throat as he feels the tightness of her muscles squeezing around him. He'd have been damned if he was not having this pussy one last time before he left for good. Destino moans pleasantly flexing her inner muscles at a random pace as she lowers her head onto her arms very much enjoying herself. Neo leans down a little, forcing his cock to go deeper, balls slapping against her clit with each thrust inside of her. Destino moans softly rocking her hips back against Neo and enjoying this very very much, she loves being filled by him. Neo loves filling her, and knows he will miss it.... he loves the feeling of her pussy squeezing agaisnt his shaft as he thrusted inside of her. He moans a little more as the feeling increased, a smile wide on his face. Destino wears a happy smile hearing his moans and adds her own to echo them, it feels so good... so right.... Neo grips a little tighter onto her sides, pulling her in with each thrust to make it harder. Destino moans in pleasure and rock back harder. Neo slides his hands up, both wrapping around to grip each of her breasts as he grinds, pinching and rubbing her nipples. Destino shudders and moans as her nipples reach their hardest point, that... feels so good.... Neo moans a little more, increasing his thrusts, making them harder with each one; pushing every inch of his dick into Destino that he could, filling her up completely. Destino moans harshly thrusting her hips back hard, her inner muscles beginning to flutter.
Neo smirks as he continues, massaging and teasing her breasts even more the harder and faster he thrusts. Destino moans more harder now and louder as she fights off the release wanting to draw out her pleasure and his as much as possible. Neo can just feel it as his release is beginning to build. Loving the pleasure he is feeling, moaning out her name between the other moans. Destino continues to fight off her release, his name leaving her lips in a near keen as she moans. Neo leans in closer, planting kisses along her spine, moaning still as he continues his thrusts, getting closer to his release. Destino moans and loses the fight her release ripping through her as she grinds against him riding through it. Neo smirks as he feels her release, increasing the pace of his thrusts even more. His release on edge, holding out to keep the pleasure between them a long as he can. Destino moans as her release is stretched out. god... so good...."Neeeeooooo....." she cries as she releases a second time right on the tail end of the first. Neo moans louder, gripping onto her breasts as he holds out just a bit more. Her pussy flooded with her cum, lubricating his fierce, quick thrusts until he reaches his own release, shooting it deeply inside of her during her second release. Destino moans and grinds hard trying to stretch his release out and milking him of his seed. Neo blinks as she does, her muscles squeezing and milking him hard, forcing every bit of his cum out and into her. Destino's quivering pussy draws his seed ever deeper within her. Neo leans down against her back, breathing hard as the last of him shoots inside of her, his grinds beginning to slow. Destino purrs and rolls her hips again, content but not sated by a long shot. Neo chuckles a little as he feel her hips begin to roll, keeping his dick stiff within her as she does. Destino grins and keeps rolling her hips wanting more. Neo slides his hands to Destino's hips and falls back; moving her to be on top as he lifts his cock up into her.
Destino moves easily with Neo rolling her hips in a fast hard rythem as she rides his cock. Neo thrusts up with her rythem to keep the pleasure between both of them. Unable to hold back his moans between each deep breath he takes. Destino is taking great pleasure in hearing his moans, feeling a sense of pride that she is drawing them from Neo, her own low moans floating out to join his in a symphony of their shared pleasure. Neo grips harder onto her waist, keeping the pace with hers, embracing the pleasure he feels. Destino moans at the tight grip and rolls her hips harder faster so goood.... Neo moans more as her hips roll faster. He can feel every inch of his cock being squeezed inside of her. Destino shudders and moans her head thrown back in exstacy, "yes.... ohhhh...... sooo..... mmm..... so goood....."
Neo smiles hearing her sounds of pleasure, moaning louder with his own. His hands gripping harder as another release starts to well up in him again. Destino continues to ride his cock her fingers gripping his sides and leaving slight nail impressions where her finger tips rest. Neo doesn't mind the impressions in his side. He starts thrusting up a little harder into her as she rides him. Destino moans as she hits release again without warning. Neo moans as well, feeling the release, his own on edge of releasing as well. Then, after a few moments, he reaches his own release, shooting it up into her with a loud moan. Destino purrs feeling the release and moans as she flexes her inner muscles roughly drawing out all of his seed that she can and pulls it deep into her womb, She knows her Master is against having a child but that is ok. Neo moans out her name once more, feeling her milk him once again. "Oh god yes, Desi! Damn! Feels good...." His hands gripping hard as he releases. Destino purrs happy to have drawn such astrong reaction from Neo and enjoying his near bruising grip. Neo smiles, breathing heavily as he falls back once his release finishes, grip beginning to relax. Destino reaches back caressing your face gently, "I... daisuki Neo-sama." Neo chuckles a bit, nuzzling into her hand. "I'm wantin to learn Japanese... but I dono that much." Destino blushes "It means i really like you." she bites her lip slightly, "I could have aishetaru but daisuki means more.... because you can love anything beans, blood, whatever but it takes more to really like something then to love it." She ducks her head slightly not sure if she should have said anything at all.
Neo smiles, kissing her softly. He then shakes his head. "I have stuff to teach myself Japanese, including a dicitionary... so I found out what it meant anyways." Destino lowers her head further not sure if she said something wrong or not. Neo acts like he doesn't mind at all. "Its okay Desi... though, I need to get to sleep, babe. Gotta meet my group for more work on the project." Destino nods softly, "sleep well Neo-sama and dream big." She couldn't have known that this would be the last time she ever would see him again, or she might have fought their parting abit more...

(There it is part two and the bitterseet end)
10/6/2009 4:00:19 PM
Late that night, Neo softly kisses Destino's neck, causing her to purr softly and cuddle back against him. Neo snuggles her tightly, his mind racing, he is attracted to this woman but knows that he can't take it further, so he's trying to figure out just how to break things off. But as Destino relaxes against him happily he couldn't bring himself to be such a dick to her. Neo traces his fingers along her skin as far as he could reach. He would have her one last time before he let her go, he wanted something out of it to remember her by afterall. Neo kisses her softly, savoring the taste of Rum on her lips. Destino kisses him back hungerly unaware of the dark turn of his thoughts. Neoteasinly grabs her ass pulling her hips against his own. Destino mewls softly and grinds her ass back against Neo playfully. Neo smirks, "Now now... remember what happened last time." Playing the innocent Destino purrs "Whatever do you mean?" before she grinds again relishing the feel of his body pressed against her own. Neo whispers softly into her ear as his body lies pressed against hers. "In the bathtub... scrubbing off all the mud?" This causes Destino shivers lightly, "You'll have to refresh my memory." With pleasure Neo does just that as he slides a hand around and rubs against her outfit between her silken thighs, kissing her neck softly, and only feeling a little bad about using the woman before him, hell this time she instigated it, at least that is what he's telling himself. Destino shivers again and shifts her legs making it easier for him to touch her, the mixture of Rum & Pepsi going straight to her brain. Neo rubs gently, continuing to kiss her neck softly before he whispered again. "Remembering yet?" Destino mewls softly,"A little... you said I needed a bath...." Neo Draken shook his head. "Not right now... I think you are clean enough, babe." He continues to rub gently between her legs. Destino mewls "I ment then." Neo nods. "Mmhmm... covered in nearly black mud." Destino nods slightly, "I had gone mud running with Ranna..." Neo nods and flicks his tongue along her slender throat and when she shudders he smiles. "I know you love that." Destino lets out a breathy "Hai." as she arches her neck to expose it more to him. Neo Draken gently bites her neck, as his hand as his hand started to rub a little harder and faster against her outfit. Destino groans softly as her nipples pearl under the tight outfit and her pussy gets more and more wet. Neo kisses where he bit before biting at another location, sucking to leave his mark on her, she wouldn't be forgetting this night for a long time to come. Destino shivers and lets out another soft sound of pleasure. Neo pulls away, breathing gently into Destino's ear after leaving his mark... hand still rubbing against her, even quicker and harder than it was previously. Destino shudders and lets out a low moan her hips moving against his hand, and there is definately juices seeping through the fabric of her outfit. She whines softly hearing Neo's work phone go off and slides away from him knowing he was leaving and wouldn't be returning tonight. (End part one. Stay tuned for Part two.)
10/4/2009 8:12:34 AM
Destino sighs as she rolls over, Neo had gone to bed early leaving her frustrated and a bit lonely. She yawns, at least she was finally tired. Her eyes slip closed and she falls into a deep slumber, only to be woken moments later by a kiss. "I have missed you." came a voice she knew well but hadn't seen in a long time, so her eyes open to see Nemo, a dear friend of hers, as he leans forward and kisses her soft lips gain. Destino blushes and purrs softly returning the kiss with a bare brush of her own, She'd been attracted to him for a long time but had never been in a position to act upon it. She shivers as Nemo runs his hand softly up the back of her head, deepening the kiss, his tongue invading her mouth searching for her own. Destino nips his tongue though gently before allowing her own tongue to slip out to play, she could do nothing else, she could deny him nothing. Nemo's tongue entwines with hers in an erotic dance, as his hands run down her soft body, lingering over each curve as if worshiping her body. Destino shivers lightly at the soft caresses as her hands rise to leave ghostly soft caresses of their own memorizing the face even though she knows he is the same man he's always been. Nemo's hands run up Destino's silky body coming to rest on her breasts, his fingers trace circles around the areolas. Destino shivers lightly her body already begining to respond to his gentle touches, her nipples slowly but surely beginning to pearl. Nemo pulls at her top exposing her beautiful breasts, his fingers gently play with her erect nipples, they flick playfully against them, as his eyes look deeply into hers, she see his burning desire deep inside his eyes, they beg for her to make love to him. Destino blushes lightly, she's not sure she's ever seen anyone who wanteed her, not so strongly anyways, not even Neo. her nipples pearl further as she lets out a soft low moan. Nemo hands cup her perky breasts, as he whispers in her ear huskily "I want you tonight, and always." Destino purrs softly, she knew she could deal at least with tonight but for now she has to live one day at a time because she's still not entirely sure where her future lies or what it holds for her. She can't help but blush when she hears Nemo tell her "You are so beautiful." because she honestly doesn't see it so she ducks her head a little bashfully. Nemo cups her cheek in his hand drawing her eyes to his, "You don't need to be bashful, you are beautiful, I want you more than you can ever know." This causes Destino to look up shyly at him, "I don't see it." She tells him honestly. Nemo chuckles, "I do and that's all that matters." A stern look crosses her eyes as Destino tries to ignore that that sounded like what she thought or did or didn't see didn't matter. Seeing the look Nemo hastens to reassure her, "I love you Des, I want you Des, I want this to be an amazing night for both of us." Destino Crystal blushes darkly at the first part of that, Nemo couldn't love her... Could he? "I want it to be amazing too." Nemo grins wickedly, "I want to satisfy every dark desire you have, I want you to writhe in pleasure." Destino blushes faintly this time with embarassment, "I don't really have dark desires, I'm horribly vanilla." Nemo doesn't look convinced of this but concedes, "Then just enjoy my fingers massaging your clit, slowly entering your pussy, running against your inner walls." His voice dark with promise. Destino shudders lightly in response, "I can do that I think." Her voice huskier then usual due purely to her rising arousal. Nemo presses his fingers firmly against her clit, running circles around it, his middle finger sliding deep inside her already dripping pussy, flicking against its insides. Destino lets out a shuddering moan as she rolls her hips lightly, that feels really good and she's trying not to be shy about voicing her enjoyment and pleasure, she didn't want this to stop and that annoying buzzing was going to make her angry. She brushes it off but it grows louder, until she can't ignore it any longer and her mind is dragged to the land of the awake. As she lays there she is disgruntled finding all of that was only a dream, but her body is still primed from it and she reaches over to wake Neo...
9/30/2009 11:26:11 PM

"I see." Neo purrs and smiles as Destino turns around, eyes scanning down her figure, "What kinda questions?" Destino sighs softly, "basically simple things, such as questioning something he had said that didn't match up to something else he said prior to that."  She began to blush softly noticing his roaming eyes. Neo nods slightly, "Ah... I try to keep my statements consistant, as best I can." He then smiles a bit more seeing her blush, and steps closer to lean in to kiss her cheek softly. Destino blushes a bit darker, "I prefer to be honest with people. it causes me less headaches." Neo smiles. "I always try to be honest and truthful... nothing good comes from lying." He graces his fingers along her sides, feeling the silken fabric of her outfit. Destino nods agreeing completely, "Honesty is the best policy for the most part. sometimes you have to be careful but others not so much." Neo nods, it was as if they shared the same thoughts, "True... though being truthful has sometimes made me lose friends." He continues to tracing his finger-tips along her side. Destino shivers slightly, "If they run from you for being honest with them then they were never your friends." Neo steps closer, resting his hand on her waist. "Yeah... that's what I ended up thinking. Caused less pain." He looks down into her nearly black eyes. Destino looks up with a soft smile, "I've lost people because i'm too honest, to the point of being brutal about it and don't pull any punches. people don't take kindly to that i've found." Neo smiles back, though quite unable to believe that anyone would want to walk away frm the woman before him. "I'd never hate ya for bein honest with me. I'd rather have you be honest with me." He slowly slides his hands a little up her sides. Destino shivers at the caress on her sides, "I prefer honesty. lies create webs, webs that can easily trap and strangle the weaver." Neo leans in a little closer, not breaking eye contact. "Indeed it does." His hands caressing a little higher, just inching up. Destino feels her stomach muscles ripple slightly at the light touch the material slowly inching upwards, "mhm" Neo leans in closer, tilting his head a little as he drew that bit closer; hands stopping just beneath her breasts. "Honestly is defiantely best." Destino lets out a soft "hai" as her breathing goes a bit eratic. Neo smiles a bit wider at the reaction, before leaning in, pressing his lips against hers softly. Destino shudders lightly and presses her lips upwards sharing in the kiss even though she is suddenly aware of just how damn short she is. Neo uses his hands to pull her body against his after she accepts the kiss. As he holds her he comes to the conclusion that he loves shorter women, she is the perfect height to fit against him like a puzzle piece. Destino comes easily against him, her smaller frame fitting snuggly as her hands move up to wrap her arms around his ribs, her fingertips tracing idle patterns on his back as her lips part slightly in an almost shy invitation. Neo slides his hands a little more around her back; keeping her close as he took the invitation. His tongue breaking through their lips, running along her own. Destino murrs softly, and she gently suckles on his tongue the moment it's in her mouth. Neo blinks in slight surprise as she starts to suck on his tongue, pressing his hands a little more on her back to keep her tight against him. He slides in more of his tongue for her to enjoy. Though he can't help but imagine how her mouth would feel on other parts of his body. Destino mewls softly and happily suckles his tongue enjoying his unique taste as her nipples pearl due to the pressure and heat of his body and the caress of the silky fabric against her skin. Neo's fingers pull the silk up slightly as his tongue wrapped around and massaged her tongue as Destino sucks. He smirks a bit feeling her nipples press against him. She was so easy to arouse and he intends to take full advantage of her sensitive body. Destino moans softly feeling the silk sliding over her skin. She rises onto her tiptoes and angles her head slightly taking the kiss deeper. Neo runs his fingers slowly along Destino's back, rubbing the silk against her skin. He lets the kiss get deeper, angling his head in the opposite direction of hers. Damn the woman can kiss. Destino shudders slightly but tries to edge even closer as her body temperature began to slowly rise due to the lava coming to a boil in her lower stomach. she'd never been brought to this state by a mere kiss before but she can't say she's not enjoying it. Neo definately notices her attempts to get closer. So he slides one hand up to the middle of her back, pulling some of the silk with it, while his other hand would go lower, cupping under her ass to lift her slightly more; deepening the kiss even further. Destino is grateful for the lift as her body moves on it's own accord, her legs shifting, one trying to lift so it's resting against Neo's hip as she continues to kiss him. Neo starts getting even warmer as his own arousal grows. As tight as he had Destino's body against his, she could probably feel the increasing heartbeat in his chest. His lower hand would trace along the thigh of her lifting leg, still keeping her up and against him. Destino shivers slightly enjoying the feel of Neo pressed so against her and taking pride in his rising heartbeat. Neo uses his upper hand to lift the silk top up a little more; finger tips still softly gracing Destino's back. He teasingly pulls his tongue out from her mouth, running it along her lips before sliding in to rub against the tip of he own slightly. She is so easy to tease. Destino nips at his tongue playfully as she presses against him more, her arousal at this point is undeniable. And she is looking forward to this as much as he now. Neo breaks from the kiss a moment, staring into her eyes as his hands still grace her lovely, soft skin. He just smiles silently, wondering if he had pushed her far enough to make the first move or if she was willing to let him have that pleasure. Destino looks up at him, her lips puffy from the prolonged contact and her eyes slightly hazy with her desire, yet she doesn't move. Neo runs the tip of his tongue along her lips once more. His hands moving once more, lower, resting on the thin underwear strap on her hip... the upper pulling the top up to just under her breasts. He can't help admiring the beauty before him, how had he been this lucky he silently wonders. Destino shivers lightly but doesn't fight it in anyway, it felt nice to have someone else undress her for a change. Neo slides his hands to each shoulder, pulling down the straps down her arms. He leans down and softly press his lips against the soft skin of her shoulder, kissing softly as his finger tips traced her toned arms, guiding the straps downwards. Destino blushes lightly at how tender this seems to her but shifts as needed to help him with her straps and therefore her top. She was almost certain this wasn't about love, that it is about a mutual need for release. Neo keeps his kisses going along her shoulder and upper chest as he finally lets the top fall down her legs to the floor. His eyes drinking in the way the firelight flickers over her body and feels his own tighten in response. Destino will have to collect it sometime later from wherever it just landed, because she kicks it aside after it falls. Her hands rise slowly almost unsure as it's been quite some time for her but tugs at the shirt just over his stomach to tug it up then to push it up his chest her fingers tracing over his abs as she does. Neo smirks; he adjusts himself accordingly to help her slowly start to remove his shirt. Being a little over dressed as it is, He also pushes off his shoes and tugs at his belts. Destino gives a playful little grin as she works Neo's shirt off and once it's finally off she tosses it carelessly over her shoulder, the clothing would have to be retrieved sometime later. Neo doesn't mind his clothing being thrown around, particularly since it tells him that she is just as eager as he. He rests his hands on Destino's waist, leaning in to kiss her softly once more as he teasingly pushed the sorry excuse for underwear down, just slightly. Destino smirks as her fingers hooking almost teasingy in the waistband of Neo's pants as she toys with the button but doesn't undo it. two could play the teasing game. Neo knows he is good at the teasing game.... she should have already be able to tell that. Really it's just a question of who would break first. He slides his fingers under her underwear and just run along the skin of her trim waist. He looks into her eyes with an evil grin. Destino shivers then smirks an unholy light entering her fathomless dark eyes as her fingers caress the skin under his waist band, her body arching in such a way that the light danced over her form in just the right places to make her look almost otherworldly. she knows how to play her body well, particularly in her home environment. Neo leans in to kiss around her upper chest again. His hands pushing down a little further. He didn't really wanna tease for too long anyways... had enough of that already tonight. Plus he can tell that he has her where he wants her, if only he'd remembereded to stop by his place and grab his cuffs on his way here from work. Destino murrs and slowly undoes the button of his jeans her fingers playing over the zipper as she slowly pulls it down. Neo pushes Destino's scrap of underwear beyond her waist, the lace only held up by his fingers as he stands closely to her, lifting his head up one more to look into her eyes with a wicked smile. Destino smiles slowly almost as if a wicked thought had entered her mind and she pushes his jeans down slowly. Neo catches the look, tilting his head as he watchs her wondering what she is skeeming, and wondering if he isn't in a little over his head with this one. He releases his fingers, letting her underwear just fall down her legs. Destino purrs as she feels her panties slip down her legs to the floor and lets go of Neo's jeans letting them fall as well. Neo is suddenly glad he decided to go commando today, so he has nothing on underneath his pants, thus, his hard cock is immidately shown once the pants fell. He kick them off, and then takes her up into his arms, carrying Destino towards the bedroom with his arms rest under her tight round ass. Destino subconsiously licks her lips seeing his monster unleashed then eeps softly as she's scooped up as if she weighed no more then a ragdoll clinging closely though she doubted he would drop her. Neo walks into the bedroom, carefully laying her down onto the bed. He leans in, kissing her lips softly before trailing his kisses down between her breasts over her stomach slowly. Destino lets out a soft murr as she settles back her body lax and pliant for Neo to play with as he wishs to. Neo traces his finger tips down along her sides as his kisses graced over her stomach and naval, getting slower the lower he got. He plans to savor this luscious woman, perhaps half out of fear that it may be nothing more then a dream. Destino shivers slightly and mewls as he slows down, she is certain she knows what is coming and it has been a very long time since she has experienced that particular favor. Neo just kisses lower before softly placing his lips against her clit; kissing it softly. He then runs his tongue along it slowly and gently at first, but picks up the pace slightly. Destino lets out a low moan as she spreads her thighs further, wantonly, that felt good, and she shifts slightly lifting her hips up against his mouth more. Neo runs his tongue between the lips of her dripping pussy as her hips lift up. His arms would wrap around her thighs as they spread. Such a delicious treat she has dripping from her that he simply can't get enough yet he isn't through teasing her just yet. Destino moans again her body arching again wishing for more then just the fleeting touches she's getting at the moment. Neo opens his mouth slightly, sliding his tongue inside of her pussy and begins to circle and lap inside. Destino moans a touch louder as she feels Neo's tongue finally enter her dripping pussy. Already she is drenched and the feel of his tongue is only making her more so. Her stomach feels like molten lava is rolling within it. Neo smirks inwardly, looking up at his dark eyed angel as he watches her reactions. His tongue pushing deeper inside, tasting her sweet juices. Destino mewls as her face flushes with pleasure her eyes are cloudy and her body language sreams just one thing.... pleasure. she lets out another low moan as she feels the first twitch of her inner muscles which heralds the beginning of the pulsing stage just before release. Despite this she tries to fight it off, wanting this pleasure to last. Neo continues with his motions, but slowing slightly, wanting to keep the pleasure going for her. He pushs his mouth against her pussy more, however, pushing his tongue in that much deeper. Destino moans as she feels a second twitch her hands moving down to entwine in Neo's hair holding his mouth against her. Neo inwardly smirks again as she grips his hair. He doesn't stop his lapping, slowly increasing the pace again, but just barely to keep the feeling going. Destino moans her fingers tightening as she grinds her pussy against his mouth. Neo slides one hand around, beginning to rub her clit as he fucks her pussy with his tongue. Destino moans in pleasure as she shudders then despite trying to fight the release she lets it go. Neo continues to lap inside of her pussy as she release; tasting her sweet juices as they flow onto his tongue. He doesn't slow or stop however. Destino moans in pleaure as her juices flood his mouth. Neo continues until her release stops, swallowing what juices had flooded into his mouth. Slowly, he pulls away, lifting up some with a smirk as his hand still slowly circles her clit. Destino mewls softly her thighs parting further invitingly, and she feels little guilty because he has given her pleausre but she hasn't returned the favor. Neo grows to rock hard just from the sounds of her glorious moans, the vision of her beautiful body, and the pleasure he has given her. As he risesup, he rubs the tip of his dick against her clit a moment then slowly slides himself inside of her tight, soaked pussy. Destino moans her pleasure as her walls stretch to accomidate his size. She rolls her hips against him loving the feel of him within her. Neo moans softly as he slowly slides each inch inside of Destino. He begins to grind himself into her, hands gripped onto her sides. Destino moans as she's so filled, filled like she has never been before. Her hips rolling in a slow tempo as her hands reach up to caress his face as if memorizing it. Neo smiles as Destino touchs his face, softly pressing a kiss into her hand as he looks into her eyes. His hands would lift and spread her legs a little more as his grinds match the tempo of her rolling hips. Destino allows her body to be shifted by him as her legs move to wrap around his waist. a soft smile forming as he kisses her palm. Neo increases his pace slightly, smiling back, turning his head into her hand as he kept with his grinds. His breathing deeper and moans a little louder. Destino moans her pleasure her hands continuing to stroke as she uses the resistance given to her by her legs to grind harder against him. Neo moans a little more as the grinding gets harder. He grips onto her legs harder, grinding a little harder and slightly faster; loving the pleasure he feels and is giving her. Destino pushes her hips up against Neo more very much enjoying the feel of him within her. she moans lowly her body thrumming with pleasure. Neo archs a little to push himself a little deeper, his balls slapping against her with each grind. Deep inside, he can already feel his release slowly building. Destino moans as her inner muscles flex and twitch, she is already sensative from the first release he gave to her. Neo feels each muscle change she makes, further increasing his pleasure as he continues the grind. He leans down, softly kissing at her neck. Destino purrs softly and arches under Neo pleasantly, "i....h.... don't...think...." her voice is husky and broken from pleasure and she doesn't even get the rest of her sentence out before she releases hard her inner muscles clamping like a vice around his cock. Neo moans out more as her muscles squeeze around him. Feeling her release again, he smiles, continuing his grinds as he draws even closer to his own release. A few moments later, he tries to speak through his moans. "Ya... dont think what?" Destino blushes slightly, "that i coul... oh.... hold it back much longer." she rolls her hips through her release. Neo smiles, even chuckles slightly as he continues his motions with her. Softly, he kisses her once more. "It's fine..." He'd smile, moaning again. "still got... more for ya..." Destino moans softly at the promise in his voice and continues to roll her hips. Neo stays leaned over, pressing his lips against her neck as he increased his pace a little more. Destino moans her pleasure as she grinds her hips more against him. Neo decides to let Destino give him some more pleasure, or rather, control it as he wraps his arms around her and rotates their position on the bed, making her ontop of and in control of his hard cock, and the pleasure they would both feel. Destino moans as she shifts surrendering to her pleasure and bond and determined to give him tht same pleasure. Neo grips onto her waist, thrusting himself up into her, moaning more. Her new position would make her juices flow down his dick. Destino moans and leans forward slightly placing her hands on his chest as she rides him faster, harder. How moans leaving her as she moves. Neo smiles, moaning, moving himself with Destino. He slides his hands up her sides as she leans forward. His eyes looking into hers. Destino's eyes are a study in hunger, there's a small touch of love but it's for a dear friend who became a friend with bennies. Neo archs a bit as he draws closer. His release building as she controls the feeling. He would smile because of the look in her eyes, not breaking his gaze. Destino rolls her hips fast and hard enoying the feels of him moving within her. Neo moans again. His cock beginning to stiffen and pulse as he got closer. "Oh yes... so... closee.." he'd speak between moans. Destino purrs whispering in a low husky tone, "come for me..." Neo slides his hands down to her waist, pulling her down as he thrusts up to get as deep and hard as he can. Her tight pussy squeezing around his shaft as he holds his release to the last moment. He shoots his cum deeply inside of her with a loud, satisfying moan.... pushing himself as far in as he could as he did. Destino moans as she pushes down against you feeling your seed spray her insides causes her to release again milking him of his essence. Neo twitchs and tenses repeatedly until his release ends. He relaxes back onto the bed, his hands loosening their grip as he caught his breath and looked up at her with a satisfied smile. Destino gives a contented little smirk before collapsing on him cuddling into his chest exausted. Sex is always fun but it always takes so much out of her. Neo wraps his arms around Destino as she collapses onto his chest. He just holds her closely, comfortingly as we both gathered ourselves. Destino nuzzles Neo, her body falls limp exausted yet content. Neo smiles, kissing her cheek softly as his hands would rub gently on his back. He'd chuckle a bit with a thought. "Glad I... dont have anything to do tomorrow." Destino nuzzles him, "Neither do I but perhaps we should let them get some sleep and pick this up when my bones remember they are solid." she grins lightly at that. Neo chuckles and snuggles back. "Of course, Desi." Neo lays with her in the bed, taking a moment just to throw the covers over the two. He plants one final soft kiss on her lips and cuddles close. "Goodnight Desi... Sweet dreams." Destino purrs softly "nini neo." she yawns widely, "sleep well and dream big."

9/29/2009 3:02:39 AM
Tall, beautiful, smart, funny, friendly... it would seem that she has it all but hiding troubles beneath a happy grimace she hides her truth, her emotions locked down beneath a heavy chain of purest adamantine encrusted with diamond chips because she learned so young that once someone had access to them they would inevitably use them against her. So she hides them too beneath a joyous facade, but in silence she suffers. Her most loyal friend a small ornate dagger which she keeps honed to a fine edge. With each pain she feels inside she introduces the dagger to her soft silken skin. She has no wish for death, only a wish to ease her turmoil. So she slices fine lines into her skin watching the dark crimson slowlyspread on her skin and drip drop by drop into the sink basin turning it from pristine white to bloody pink. She who seeminly has it all is still alone, bearing her pain in silence, bearing her pale scars as a testiment to her suffering. No one looks beyond the perfect exterior to see the tormented soul lurking within...
SweetSubbie4you
 
 Age: 24
 Syracuse, New York