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I'm into self development and would welcome NLP, hypnosis and other tools such as meditation to be part of the relationship and in conditioning and mastering the mind. Sexual pleasure is a huge motivating factor for me. I am still coming to terms with the fact that I have a lot to learn and that I need someone to teach / learn with. It is humbling and I welcome it. 



I'm outwardly dominate and many of my x partners have enjoyed this sexually, but I have had submissive fantasies since I was a teenager. I've acted on them a few times in small ways but I still feel like they are repressed and I need more work to let go of them or fully embrace them.

If you are experienced in pranayama and other breath and energy arts that would be a massive plus for me. 




I have numerous fantasies and I'm happy to share, I'd love to hear yours or we can just start afresh and see what we bring out in each other.?


I'm nervous about giving up power and surrendering, even if only temporarily, knowing it is for my higher good. I think that I would need to be seduced into it slowly to feel comfortable (or kidnapped, tied up and gagged).



I'm not sure if the kind of woman I'm looking for exists or would come onto a site like this but I don't know where else to look and I know there is a whole realm of BDSM in Tantra which I use to reject but I am now accepting and trying to embrace it for my own growth. 
Someone to go to events with, yoga holidays, healing courses, meditation retreats, although I do work a lot I'm aiming to be able to take more time off soon.


I've lived an interesting life, I like to stay and fit and eat well, I've been vegan for a few years and I've found it really helps my sense of subtle energy. I'm well skilled with good will power and discipline. I trained in massage professionally a few years ago while studying yoga, I'm good at it but I've never done it as a job, I have done some tantric massage trainings since then too. I love to give and the idea of a devotional sex theme really turns me on, but I like to be fun and not to take.... myself... too seriously.?


I hope that through exploring our fantasies and playing with the masculine and feminine roles that my normal behaviour and own sense of power will be more healthy and balanced.?

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Really open to talking with any women that this resonates with, be it dominate, switch, submissive or anything else.?

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I can send more pics and cam verify if you are interested





Thanks