This is my public apology to my Master

I wish that I believed words could heal what I have done, but I know that is not the case here. I once was your good cum pig but now I am not that any longer. I had taken for granted what such a person meant to you and betrayed what you had in your heart for me. You told me that I was important to you but I let my assumptions of that being no more then a friendship statement be an excuse for my actions. I assumed that even with those words that I was disposable to you because I was just a piece of property. But I realized that was my way of running from you and sitting here typing out my thoughts have done nothing but bring the feelings that I was trying to run from back full force. I was falling for my Daddy and I got scared, so scared that I went to be with another man. I let a man that was not close to being anything near as good as my Daddy sweet talk me into his bed. I know in my heart that I allowed myself to do this because of my fear of falling in love with my Sir. It pains me that I am no longer allowed to call Master by Daddy, But then again a good girl would never have hurt someone so important to her like I did. I took for granted how you felt about me and I assumed what was in your heart, by doing so I let myself be a selfish whore. My ways have hurt my Masters heart and If I could I would kiss it better and put bandages on it. No Daddy should be made to feel the way I made my Master feel. I let another man touch what belonged to Sir and I let him use and take advantage of something that was valuable to Master when it wasn't of any worth in the eyes of this other. What I have done can not be changed, if it could then I would take it all back and just be honest with Master right out the gate. I would do anything to never of caused Sir this hurt, even if it meant crying thousands of tears. I have destroyed what we had for the touch of a boy that was should have never been a temptation to me in the first place. I throw away my title, our trust, your belief in me, and our connection that was there in a most intense way. I am now a dirty whore and wish for nothing more to be your good girl again.... your cum pig!