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| Hello & thank you for reading my profile. This is really hard to do, to go online like this, but when i heard about this site i thought that it was really a good chance to find someone REAL ... & FOR REAL ... once again.
It's been more than a few months since my last relationship in this lifestyle & i find myself missing it more than i could ever imagine.
i am 34 yrs old now, but people are always telling me i look like i am 25 or 27. That pleases me because i have always done my very best to stay in good shape. i am really 5' 11 & 1/2"s tall, but i usually say that i'm 6' tall. my weight is 142 lbs., and i have a 36c-27-37 figure. my hair is naturally blonde, but i will admit to you here that i make a little blonder than its' naturally shade. my eyes are more grey and almost blue ... and, i am of German & Scandanavian decents.
i am lesbian, although i used to date men when i was 16 and 17 yrs old. Yes, they were black men .. but, after several short-term relationships i found myself more & more attracted to women ... and, yes! They were always always always black women. i imagine it was because they were always so much more dominant & bossy towards me .. and, as a VERY submissive woman i found that extremely attractive.
When i moved to a city here in the U.S. and started my senior year of H.S. at the age of 17 & 1/2, i met a black girl who was a freshman and i tried to befriend Her, not really knowing all the reasons why except that She was so attractive. i won't mention Her name here, but She was petite and sexy with an attitude i find hard to describe. She wasn't more than 5' tall and 103 lbs., but She had this athletic & busty cheerleader body that i could not help but look at every day of school. Yes, She was a cheerleader & on the cheer squad wearing Her uni.
One day i asked Her to lunch after class and She simply put Her hands to my face, squeezed my face cheeks, and told me that Her "white bitch friends" always carry Her books. i was so astonished by Her attitude that all i could meekly say was "okay" and i carried Her books for Her .. which was to Her locker that first time. And, She simply took them from my grasp when She got there and placed them into Her locker, saying "thanks. that's all I wanted for today." She said ... and i just walked away.
That moment had such a profound effect on me.
That next day, i actually approached Her and asked Her if She wanted me to carry Her books again .. and, i did so .. and, did so for the entire school year. i had lunch with Her and brought it to Her as well as massaging Her feet most days as She ate .. picked Her up from Her home to take Her to school .. and, drove Her home everyday, even if that meant i had to wait 3 hours until She finished Her cheerleading practice, or a game.
Yes, this is all very much the truth. i felt completely Hers .. and, the only thing missing was the sex part, since She was not lesbian or bisexual. Still, She allowed me to serve Her until i graduated and went off to college ...
i made the mistake of not staying in touch with Her and had a few relationships similar to that with 3 other black girls in college, with the sexual servitude .. my desires were met. i was serving a young, black woman and i felt so natural doing so.
Post graduate i dated black women exclusively. i've only had 3 other more significant relationships since then .. the last ending a few months ago for reasons i cannot really explain .. but, i am serious about finding someone again, this time for a longer term relationship.
i am very, very domestic and am accustomed to doing all household chores, the laundry & errands. i am trained to do a black woman's hair & have been trained to handle manicures & pedicures as well. i can cook quite well .. or, i suppose i should say well enough to please that special girl in my life. Her happiness means the world to me .. yes, really & truly it does. i can offer a nice home, stability & complete servitude in every way. my limits are few .. and i will accept slappings, spankings, nipple torture, spitting, golden or anything else my Black Mistress wishes to use on me. i enjoy foot-worship, body worship, ass-kissing & public humiliation & degradations at times.
i am REAL & hope to find someone REAL too. my preferences & experiences have all been with much shorter, more petite women who are younger than i am. But, i am very open to ages 18-30. my devotion & dedication to the superiority of black women is real .. genuine .. serious & sincere ... and, i am hoping this site allows me the opportunity to find a Mistress or a dominant friend that i can feel good about serving, and fulfilling Her desire to have a submissive woman, such as myself, at Her feet.
Please. i am asking nicely that only serious people reply to me. This is hard enough to find that one special girl & i hope i do not have to play game in order to find Her.
i am open to talk to anybody as friends. But, my true desire is find my dominant black Mistress. Thank you.
Gretchen
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